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#70 Amber O’Hearn

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February 25, 2019

Welcome back, Amber, to the Keto Woman podcast. How are you doing today?

I’m doing great. Thank you so much for having me again.

Well, it’s been a while. I thought it would be lovely to have a bit of a catch up with you, find out what you’ve been doing and also get very excited looking forward to your CarnivoryCon that’s coming up very shortly.

I am very excited.

It’s a well, it’s a sellout basically, isn’t it? It sold out very quickly. Very, very popular.

It is, it did. We have a wonderful lineup and I think it was something whose time had come and everybody’s ready for it.

I think that’s the thing. I remember when you very first mentioned it and started talking about doing it and I think you’re right, there are lots of low carb conferences now, but we really needed a CarnivoryCon.

We did.

So well done for getting it organized because I bet it’s no mean feat organizing a conference.

Thank you. Yes, it’s been a lot of work and I’ve had some good help, but it’s not something I’ve ever done before. So I didn’t know what was going to be involved and I didn’t know how much it was going to sell, so I was just flying blind a little bit. But it, like I said, because it was ready to happen. I think that it made itself happen. It willed itself into being.

Yes. I think there’s probably something in that when you’ve got that ground swell of momentum it will just happen, but it still needs that person, that magic person to sort it all out. So kudos for that.

Happy to be the vehicle.

Perhaps you could tell us a bit about it. Tell us who’s going to be speaking, what sort of topics and things that are going to go on for the day.

Well, I tried to get good representation from various people in the community. So I have people whose stories are really inspiring, compelling. Like Mikhaila Peterson for example, I have doctors, um, for example, I have Dr. Shawn Baker and I have Dr Georgia Ede and they will be talking about various aspects of how the diet works. Oh, and Zsófia Clemens from Paleomedicina clinic. And then I have people whose focus is more on anthropology and evolution. So I have George Diggs speaking about plant biology and I have Miki Ben-Dor speaking about human anthropology, Paleo anthropology. And then I have Peter Ballerstedt who’s talking about environmental concerns. I have Nick Mailer who is a philosopher. I think it’s really important to include philosophy when you’re talking about anything because the whole limits of our knowledge in the basis of what we’re doing needs to be grounded. He’s going to be talking about ethical concerns. And then we have people who are experts on running experiments and interpreting data. So we have Siobhan Huggins and Dave Feldman who will be speaking. I’ll be speaking. Um, I hope I haven’t left anyone out in that roundup, but really I wanted to create the conference that I wanted to go to and so these are the people that I thought would have a great depth of knowledge in the carnivore community and need to be heard.

I love that. It’s really well thought out. I love the balance that you’ve brought to it and really, every single approach to the subject is covered. When you’re saying you’re going to a conference about something, that’s absolutely what you want, isn’t it? To hear about every side of it.

Yes. We have a unique opportunity because it is the first conference that I really wanted to make sure that there was something really rounded. I’ve been going to ketogenic conferences for a long time and every once in a while you’ll hear someone with a more carnivorous perspective, but it’s not necessarily covering everything and that is really why I put the conference together because in the last year or so at the ketogenic conferences that I’ve gone to, there’s been so much obvious interest that many people are asking all the experts about carnivorous diets during the Q & A sessions and some of them had more experience than others and it just seemed very natural.

Yes, that’s a really good point actually. We all know that Keto I think is the top term that’s searched on Google at the beginning of this year. There’s a rise in popularity, but just so there’s a huge rise it seems in the popularity of eating the carnivore way and lots more people seem to be interested in it. Lots more people seem to be doing carnivore experiments, trying it out. You must have seen that. You must have seen this huge swell of interest in it over the last year or so.

It’s been really interesting because I was, I had gotten so used to it being a very fringe idea and frowned upon even in the ketogenic community. So if I happen to mention that I wasn’t eating vegetables, for example, on a Facebook group, many people were really quite discouraging and shocked to hear it and now, now nobody’s really shocked. They might not agree with it, but they know what I’m talking about. And so it’s been really interesting to observe the popularity surge in the carnivore diet.

Yes and I think it’s interesting how a lot of people who have been Keto for a while, and it’s the same thing with how a lot of people start falling into fasting, but I think a lot of people start falling into at least verging towards eating carnivore quite a lot of the time. I can see Siobhan in the background there and I know she is pretty well carnivore these days and I certainly have days where I am. I wouldn’t describe myself as being that way all the time, but I easily have days when that’s all I eat. I’m not, and we will talk a little bit about this because I think it’s an interesting question about what is included in your diet and some carnivores are a lot stricter if you like, that’s not really the right term about what they eat and others, let a lot more products in. But I certainly have days where there are certainly no vegetables that pass my lips and I feel absolutely fine for it. So you know.

Yes. And I think that is a fun way to do it once you know that it feels good to eat that way if you’re not compelled to do it for other reasons, for example, if eating a bit of plants isn’t necessarily going to give you some symptom that you’re trying to avoid then you can go in and out of carnovory and it can be just something you do sometimes or you can do it when you’re wanting to feel a particular way. If you feel your best on carnivore but you feel pretty good, we need some plants, then you can return to that when you really want a tuneup. Well, you know Siobhan and I were talking recently about how it can be a bit of a trap once you’ve tried it. You kind of never want to go back for a lot of people, but just knowing that it’s there.

Well that is the point and we’ve heard your story before and I think like with anything, it’s great to do it as an experiment for something like 30 days whatever it is just to actually see how you feel.

Right.

Because that’s exactly it, isn’t it? So many people try it and then it’s like, Whoa, I feel so good. They don’t want to go back. It’s not a case of making that decision for any theoretical reason. You try it out and if you start feeling a lot better, I mean that’s what happened with you, isn’t it? You just started feeling so much better or your problem started going away when you took the plants away. So it makes sense.

Yes. So it can become something that you decide you want to do or it can just be another tool in your arsenal.

And what would you say? So this is something I see cropping up a lot. Everyone seems to always want rules for everything, I think. And people like to tell other people that they’re not doing it correctly because they’re not following this set of rules. You know, you hear it in Keto, “Oh that’s not Keto because of x, y and z”. Well no actually what you mean is that’s not your Keto. It can be mine. It could be hers. It can be his. But when it comes to carnivore are there stricter guidelines or, you know, I think one of the biggest debates is whether you let in things like dairy and eggs.

Right? That’s an excellent question and I think it’s always going to be fuzzy. The basic definition would of course be a completely plant free diet and that would exclude spices. It would include my plant vice, which is or exclude my plant vice, which is coffee. But certain things are more sort of generally held to be tolerated in the community as normal sort of concessions. But then if you’re actually eating a pickle every day, are you still carnivore? It’s hard to know. But I think for most people, especially when it comes to something that is not actually a plant like dairy and eggs or even beef say including it or not, including it comes down to the combination of personal preference and personal tolerances. If you include eggs in your diet and it doesn’t bother you, there’s no reason why that would make you not a carnivore, but this sort of average typical picture that you might get of a carnivore eating just steak might not be how you do it either and that also doesn’t exclude you.

But there are some people who have much stricter ideas about what a carnivore diet should look like and the clinic that I mentioned the Paleomedicina clinic earlier, they do have a much more restricted forum of a carnivorous diet and that’s for medical reasons. They want the diet to be specifically ketogenic and so they would be eating a much higher fat, lower protein version than you might just come to on your own if you just take what you were eating before and remove the plants from it. And they also exclude dairy because they think that it can lead to more problems. And that certainly is borne out by people. If you talk to different people with different experiences, a lot of people do have trouble with dairy, but for some people it’s not really a problem with their symptoms. So I can talk about my experience, for example, the reason I’m on a carnivore diet is for my mood disorder. I know that dairy products don’t interfere with the control of my mood disorder and I can eat them. But, on the other hand I have, I seem to have a very addictive response to them. If I eat cheese or yogurt, I sometimes have a really hard time stopping that and so that will affect my weight.

Yes. I think dairy is the one that people struggle most with giving up if they feel they need to. So it comes down to basically what your goals are on one hand, and then also just your personal reaction. There’s not this, I’m sure they will always be people who have a rule book because there just are and like you say for certain settings, like a clinic setting, it makes sense that there is a set of rules, a set of guidelines because you’re doing it for a specific reason and presumably you need the consistency for for your treatment plan. But what are your feelings on dairy when it comes to I suppose specifically weight loss because that seems to be the problem that people have. It seems to be something that if people are struggling, so if one of their goals is weight loss and they’re experiencing a plateau, one of the most common suggestions is have you tried giving up dairy?

And I guess one of those reasons could be that slightly addictive quality so you have a tendency to overeat or like I will tend to pick it, it snack on something like if I’ve got cheese in the fridge, it’ll be very easy to go and cut a piece off and have it as a snack during the day. But are there any other reasons that you think that dairy can create problems? I know Georgia Ede talks about the fact that it has the growth hormones in it because it is this superfood for growing young mammals basically, getting them to be big and strong as fast as possible. You can see how it has the potential to affect us in the same way.

Yes, that insulinogenic property I think is something that we need more experimentation on because I have read that dairy products have a higher effect on insulin than other sources of protein, but I’m cautious about interpreting those because the effect on insulin that any given food has depends greatly on what metabolic state you’re in. So, for example, if you just take protein from beef and you give it to someone who is in not an a ketogenic state, it affects their insulin and their glucagon far more than if they were an a ketogenic state to begin with. So it becomes very complex. But I’m definitely inclined to believe that a food that is designed for an animal who’s growing could have more of those capabilities of inducing growth. So there’s good reason to hypothesize that particular effect. The other thing that I have heard about dairy and I haven’t looked into much is that it contains a kind of opioid and therefore may have an addictive response or addictive quality because of the opioids in it, but I don’t know a lot about that aspect of it.

Yes, I read some articles about that and I must admit, I could certainly see the logic in it because yes, I do find it quite addictive.

There’s another thing that has been talked about with dairy in this community and that’s Steven Gundry has said that for people with ApoE4 they would be more sensitive to dairy. He has put that together with saturated fat and I don’t know that he’s actually looked at the difference between saturated fat coming from other animals and saturated fat coming from dairy, but he definitely recommends against dairy for those with ApoE4. My only hesitation about bringing that up is that I think his concern has to do with its effect on cholesterol and in particular I think raising LDL, and I’m not particularly persuaded that high LDL would be a problem, but it’s a connection that might be worth looking into.

And that’s very interesting. I haven’t read the report properly, but I did plug my DNA into one of these reports and my memory is not working very well so I can’t tell you which one it was, but I do vaguely remember down that list something that surprised me quite a lot. And it must’ve been something to do with that gene because it said that, and this is just laughable, that I had a certain sensitivity to saturated fat, saturated fat could cause problems for me and I might be one of those people that is not suited to a ketogenic diet and I thought, well that doesn’t seem to be the case, but…

Might actually be the opposite.

So that was an interesting thing so maybe that ties in with the same. I have been told I should avoid dairy in the past and I have found from doing an exclusion diet that I am a little bit reactive to lactose so I certainly do better if I stay to the zero or very, very low carb forms of dairy. I do a lot better if I go higher, things like cream and cream cheese, I’m okay but I get a bit catarrhy basically that’s the level of what happens so it’s something that I can put up with but it’s definitely there so I definitely have a bit of a sensitivity. And you touched on something there about insulinogenic qualities of dairy and that’s another one of those number one questions that comes up. I don’t really worry about how much protein I eat, I don’t really think I need to.

I’ve always been metabolically flexible insulin sensitive, so it’s not really something that I concern myself about. But, for anyone who feels like they need to keep their protein within fairly strict parameters, if they’re thinking of trying carnivore, the first question is what’s going to happen when I eat all that extra protein? Because of course you’re going to have to eat some extra protein if you’re not eating anything else, your protein intake is going to have to go up because, well, it’s not all you’re eating is it because you’re eating fat as well. But you know what I mean? And the first thing obviously that people start shouting, “Oh well, you know, I’ve heard that protein turns into glucose if I eat too much of it, and so that’s automatically going to be a problem when I started eating carnivore. I can’t only eat my 50 grams or whatever it is a day.” What have you got to say to people who are asking that question?

Well, the funny thing is that a lot of people who go carnivore actually end up finding that there ketosis levels go up and not down. It’s a little bit counterintuitive. One of the reasons I think might be just the plain fact that you’ve taken some albeit small level of carbohydrate and reduced it to nothing. So if you, for example, were eating 20 grams of carbohydrate on your ketogenic diet and then you dropped all of those 20 grams of carbohydrates, the reason that people are worried about protein turning into sugars, that those amino acids can be used for gluconeogenesis, but only in most animal products, only about half of the amino acids even have the capacity to turn into glucose. So if you’re going to think about the maximum hit that you could get if the conditions were right, because I think that it really does depend on the demand of glucose more than just the supply of the raw materials.

But if you’re just going to take a worst case scenario, you would need probably 40 more grams of protein before you could even make up for those 20 grams of carbohydrate. So that means that your tolerance, your capacity to eat more protein just went up. But there is more to it than just that. The ketogenic stimulus really comes down to the balance of insulin and glucagon that’s going on in your bloodstream and you’re signaling system. And so, as I mentioned before, if you give someone who is not Ketogenic, a big serving of protein that’s going to have a huge effect on their insulin it’s going to make it go up way, way high and it’s not going to have much of an effect on the glucagon and so suddenly you’re going to be in this situation where the signals for ketogenesis are even lower, there’s much less call for ketogenesis.

But if you give that same piece of protein to someone who already has this very well balanced, close to one ratio between insulin and glucagon, it turns out that it actually doesn’t perturb that balance so it has only a small effect on the insulin to glucagon ratio and you stay ketogenic. So it’s true that if you keep eating protein, it will gradually, gradually change that ratio and at a certain point it’s going to impact your ketogenesis. And if you’re coming from a pre diabetic or diabetic situation where you’re a basal insulin levels are already a little bit higher then that balance is going to be tipped earlier. But in general, most people are quite surprised to find that they can eat much more protein than say that minimum level that sometimes is advocated for and still stay in ketosis. And that seems to be even more true on a carnivorous diet and we don’t exactly know why. One other thing that could be contributing is that if you don’t have enough carnitine, carnitine is involved in bringing fatty acids into the cell for burning. If you don’t have enough carnitine, then your ability to burn fat can be lowered. And so if you’re suddenly eating a lot of red meat, your carnitine levels are going to be completely sufficient and you may have actually more ability to burn fat and therefore produce ketones. So all of those things combined seem to at least observationally results in actually higher ketosis on carnivore, which is very surprising.

Well certainly as an n=1 I can vouch for that. What Is most guaranteed to bring my ketones up and my blood glucose down and I operate very well in, Annette Bosworth talks very much about the ratio of ketones to glucose and I certainly operate best within a certain ratio and it’s that GKI ratio of sort of 1 to 2 is where I do best so actually, you know, fairly strict, but it’s down in that ratio that I get fewer migraines and my mood is better and certainly if I want to be losing weight, which is not my main priority, but yeah, there’s a bit I’d happily lose, that’s also where I need to be to do that. But the most important thing for me is the mood and migraines. And if I get up into that zone where a lot of people are quite happy, you know, they’re in ketosis and they’re doing very well and they’re losing weight, whatever it is for them, for their context. No, I need to be a bit further down. But to get down there, it’s just reducing those carbs right down. That’s what gets me there. And yes, there’s a balance. I probably do eat more protein, but yes, just as you were saying that’s certainly true for me, all it does is put my ketones up, certainly not down.

Interesting, isn’t it?

It really is. Yes, and I think that’s what it comes down to. I like experimentation. I encourage everyone else to just try different things and not be doing it so much for numbers on the page, just be doing it to see how you feel and when you start feeling good, that’s what you want to carry on doing, isn’t it?

Yes. We have all these studies. In carnivore we don’t really have very many studies, but you look at a study and the main purpose of the study really is to give you an idea of what might work for you because we know that individuals, even within that study, are going to vary in their response. And what the study is trying to tell you is, is this worth pursuing based on how much of a difficulty or a cost or risk it would be to try this intervention versus how well it’s gonna pay off. And so if you’ve done something yourself and you already know, then that obviates the need for looking at a study at all because you’ve already hit the whole purpose of looking at a study, which is what’s going to happen to you.

That’s right. That’s what it’s all about. It’s your own context, your own experience and your own goals. I know you’ve got Siobhan sitting there behind you at the moment and she, I don’t know if she’s changed her favorite meal, but it always used to be pork of some description and cream cheese, so she certainly likes to mix it up. What about the rest of your household? Do they eat same way as you or slightly differently?

Well not exactly. My children mostly, at least at home, they eat low carb. They will eat vegetables and they like a little bit more variety than I would give them if I were just giving them exactly what I had. So sometimes I will make for them meals such as a chicken coconut curry is one of their favorites which has coconut milk and it has onions and spices as well as some chicken. They like stir fries and they really like bell peppers. One of my son’s favorite meals is salmon with carrots and onions so that’s not even necessarily super low carb, but I would definitely have to say that everybody here eats quite a lot of meat and nobody’s deficient in that way.

Do you get any interesting interactions with the school? I know I’ve had some members in my Facebook group have had some real troubles with the school, you know, disagreeing with the way they feed the kids and having some tussles with the school insisting on giving them certain foods or you know, even complaining to the parents about the way the parents are feeding their own children. Have you ever had any kind of interactions like that.

I have unfortunately. One problem is that the schools, I think they’re dealing with a lot of blood sugar roller coasters and so it’s become, it wasn’t this way at all when I was a child, but there’s just available sugar all the time, not just in the cafeteria, but also the teachers and staff will routinely have events or reasons that they find to have what they consider to be healthy carbs often so muffins maybe or granola bars or fruit and that’s constantly on offer. So I have one child who, in middle school, he most of the time was actually aiming to be on a low carb diet because he knew it felt best, but he really struggled with the temptation, let alone talking about feeling left out socially, but just having that being offered and offered in a way I think that the teachers kind of implicitly disapproved of the desire on his part not to eat carbohydrates because they knew about it.

Then the other problem is if he ever for any reason went to the nurse’s office, they would immediately say, look, you haven’t had any food. So they would offer again like maybe a healthy granola bar. And this child in particular really didn’t like eating at school. He didn’t even like taking a lunch. So he would have a protein and fat-heavy breakfast and that would carry him through the whole day until he got home after school and then he’d eat again and he wasn’t hungry but the teachers knew that he hadn’t eaten and would think that this was a huge problem and so it was always a frustration. Now that he’s in high school, he has a lot more independence in that way and so it’s not as much of a deal.

That’s really tricky, isn’t it? I certainly understand the temptation side of it and of course once you’ve given into it, it’s then even more difficult to avoid. It’s so commendable that, you know, he’s come to his own decision on that and it’s his own motivation. To have that potentially undone by teachers and this whole snacking culture, I can remember when I was at school, it was just starting to come in. You know, we were just starting to be encouraged to bring a snack of some kind for the breaks, but kids just, they don’t need it do they? Even the tiny ones, they don’t need to be eating every hour. You know, you don’t have to be carrying snacks around all the time. They’re not going to pass out if they have to go a reasonable time between meals. That is what we’re designed to do.

Right. Yeah. It’s very frustrating.

But yes, I can totally see that. The teachers freaking out at the thought of him not eating at all at school during the day. It’s probably a very good idea because quite often the things that are on offer are just not going to be the best choice.

Yes, exactly.

It sounds like he’s through that struggle a bit, but yes. Interesting question and this pushing whatever the agenda and propaganda is. On that subject, what do you make of all this latest hoo-ha around the Lancet spreading vegan propaganda allegedly?

Oh gosh Daisy, I find it very sad because, well, I know that one of the people who’s behind the funding of that project actually has a connective tissue disease an autoimmune disease that’s considered incurable and that might actually benefit from a carnivore diet. But besides that terrible irony, we have data from countries who live on a grain-based diet with greatly reduced meat intake. Those are the third world poverty countries of today and they have severe malnutrition problems that could be solved by adding more meat into their diet and also by reducing grains because a lot of the nutrient deficiencies that are induced are actually induced by the phytates and the fiber in the diet that they are forced to eat out of poverty. And to think that the wealthy countries around the world who have access, have the ability not to eat that way, are now considering trying to eat that way for health is just awe inspiringly stupid. I mean have we learned nothing? I find it almost unfathomable that this is what we are now advocating for people for health

And it’s more with the, you mentioned the problems with the grains, they can actually, even if that person who’s suffering from malnourishment is eating some good forms of protein and vegetables, it can be negated can’t it by those grains? So it’s not only you’re having problems with eating those things in the first place, but you’re actually taking away some of the benefits of the small amounts of the good things that you are eating.

Yes, absolutely. I was looking through a document on fortification that was put out by the WHO and the FAO, the Food and Agriculture Organization, and they were talking about the most common global deficiencies that we need to address perhaps through fortification and they characterized diets that would induce certain deficiencies. They would have a little paragraph of what’s the diet that gives the highest risk for, for example, zinc deficiency or B vitamin deficiencies or other deficiencies, vitamin A deficiencies, all of these things that are causing huge problems and in every case in their paragraph, it would say a diet that’s insufficient in animal sourced foods and a diet that’s high in phytates and grains and fibers and that gets most of their protein from soy. We know this, so it’s really quite ironic and head smacking.

Well and that you need to fortify to balance it out and fortify just things that are draining it in the first place. It’s, like you say, it’s just, “What are you doing?”. You touched on that with the link and the association between poverty and what you’re eating and that is something, again, that’s bought up with not only Keto but carnivore too is the cost, that it’s something that is going to be a very costly way of eating. What’s your experience with that?

If you’re comparing to grains, it is going to cost more. It’s going to cost more at the shopping counter cashier, but it’s not going to cost more at your health level -that’s certainly true. But if you’re talking about comparing it to getting your calories and your nutrients from fruits and vegetables, then it’s actually not comparatively expensive. It turns out that fruits and vegetables per calorie, they’re mostly water, so they’re very, very expensive. If you go to the store and you’re buying green peppers and Kale or spinach and tomatoes and all of these things, it turns out to be very expensive to live off that kind of food. Another component that can be expensive with fruits and vegetables is that there’s a high level of waste. Siobhan and I were talking about this earlier and she asked me, “How much meat goes to waste in your fridge?” And the answer is, “Almost none.”

Whereas it was a constant battle when I was low carb, trying to make sure I ate all the vegetables according to plan so that they didn’t wilt and go bad in the fridge, especially salads. So there’s that as a cost as well, but then meat you can really, if you want to buy only grass-fed ribeyes, you’re going to spend a lot more money than if you’re willing to buy more conventional, if you’re willing to do some pork, you’re willing to do some ground beef, you’re willing to buy cuts that are cheaper and actually high fat cuts are often cheaper, which is a great, great erm…

Bonus.

Yes, bonus, exactly. That’s the word I was searching for!

They’re the ones that end up in the reduce bin. The only time I buy ribeye or entrecôte as it’s called here is when it’s in the reduced bin because it is a bit expensive, but the ones that end up there are the ones with lots of fat in. So it’s like, yes, perfect for me. Thank you very much for leaving those behind.

Exactly, exactly. So I think it’s not as expensive as you might imagine if you were just thinking about eating all ribeye all the time.

No, certainly in my experience, I think if you’re a bit canny with it, like you say, and I’m actually doing a budget experiment at the moment, just seeing just how low I can go and eat the way I want to. And it’s been interesting seeing what, I’ve been taking a picture of my weekly shop, so I’ve been trying to do the whole weekly shop in one go so I can have that picture of everything I’ve bought and it’s shrinking every week as it drops down, I’m dropping down in increments of $5 every week. And it’s really interesting seeing what gets taken away. So that first week, you know, I think that, you know, there was a steak and there was some duck and there was, there are lots of choices and there were vegetables and cheese and all sorts of things. You know, I could, I could eat quite a lot of my starting budget of I think $40 I think. And then every week it’s gone down. And it’s been interesting seeing what I’ve taken away. I’m desperately holding on to my bacon with my eggs every morning until it gets, I think this week might see a reduction at least. But it’s been, yes, interesting seeing what I’m prepared to lose and what, even though it might be a little more expensive, like the bacon I’m holding onto and yes, the things that are being sacrificed first do tend to be the vegetables.

Yes. Two things stood out to me when you were talking about that, one his eggs, I forgot to mention eggs, they’re actually very economical and the other thing is when you’re talking about what things you’re willing to give up, there’s a principle in economics of a good being an inferior good is one that you will only buy a lot of if you’re poor and cabbage is the canonical inferior good. And I think cabbage was, it’s one of the longtime vegetables that we’ve had for a while. We get this impression I think that with this “five a day” idea that back a 100 or 200 years ago that people are eating a lot more and a larger variety of vegetables. But that’s really not the case at all. We were eating meat and grains and maybe a little bit of vegetable and that vegetable would have been potato and cabbage. And so if cabbage is the canonical inferior good, that really stands in for all vegetables and I think that’s very interesting. We only buy it if we have to because we can’t afford good quality food.

Yes, that’s certainly something that lasted a very long time. Yes. You know, sometimes it’s nice to have a bit of cabbage, but yeah, that sort of runs out fast. But it’s interesting what you were saying about the waste with food and even, like you say, those using up the vegetables that tend to wilt in the fridge if you’re not careful where that never happens with meat. But even if that’s not the case, even if you’re using them when they’re fresh, there are bits of it that you throw away that you don’t use. Some people might collect those up to make some stock or something, I guess. I mean mine goes on the compost heap. It’s not thrown in the bin so to speak, but meat, every part of that gets eaten because if it doesn’t get eaten by me, it goes into a bone bag. You know, it doesn’t get thrown away. It goes in the bag until I’ve got a nice big bag and then I boil it up and I make stock and I boil it down for a couple of hours in the pressure cooker so the bones are soft and I have the stock, the dogs get the bones and there’s no waste. Zero. None of that meat goes in the bin, at all. Ever!

Yes, that’s an excellent point.

So it’s much better value for money gram for gram, but also with the budget experiment, I can happily have a couple of chicken thighs with some mayonnaise for dinner and without any vegetables and that’s enough. When I’m taking more and more back down to the bare bones of what I can buy. If it’s only meat on the plate, then yeah, that’s okay. I’d rather that than just some vegetables on the plate and, interestingly enough, vegetables are actually quite expensive in France.

They are expensive everywhere, I think, you know, they’re not in season very long, so they have to be specially gardened or brought in from somewhere else. Then you have the transportation cost and many of them do go bad and so they have to bring them very quickly. I think it’s a false economy.

That’s something that I want to get back into actually is growing a few more things myself because that is the perfect way to do it because there isn’t much waste there. You can literally go and pick out what you want for your dinner, bring it in and cook it. And that’s when vegetables are truly delicious. I think, for me, you know, I don’t have the kind of reactions you have to plant material, but that’s when they taste so good. Uh, you know, spinach that is picked fresh out the garden is just a world apart. It’s like fresh eggs, isn’t it? Eggs from your own chickens that have been grubbing about for worms and things taste so much better than even the best supermarket eggs.

I couldn’t agree more.

You have chickens don’t you?

I don’t. No. Maybe one day

I used to. The fox got them all, unfortunately.

Oh.

There was a discussion I wanted to have with you. It was a question that came up on the forum and I brought it up in one of our Slack chats and you weighed in on it and I found it really interesting. And to start with, this is one of the areas I like it when I have conversations with people that start changing my way of thinking. I think the original topic that was brought up, or at least the comment that was made was that you can drink too much water and you can flush electrolytes out of your system. And I certainly knew this was a possibility. I mean we hear about extreme examples of that with marathon runners, you know, dropping down and having heart attacks or, even worse, dying from losing too many electrolytes. And I can imagine there is certainly a possibility of drinking too much water, but I picture that as a huge amount. But the person on the forum at least was saying that it was a much lower amount than I had in my head, and and I thought this was rubbish and I mentioned it in the channel and then you started saying, well actually there’s something to it and I very much respect your opinion and knowledge on things and I really wanted to have that discussion here and share it with the listeners. So it would be great if you could talk about that.

Well, thank you. Yes. I don’t know all the answers about this, but I have been thinking and speculating about it for a while. I first noticed the water idea when I was talking with Charles Washington, who was the original forum for zero carb diet owners back in the day, a decade ago. So he’s a runner. He runs marathons and he would mention that he doesn’t drink while running and that he doesn’t need to and I thought that was very interesting, but I’m not a runner myself and so I didn’t think about it very much again. But I did notice that one thing that seems to be common among a lot of carnivores is that they give up eating salt and that seems unusual because in the ketogenic community, at least in the last couple of years, there’s been a big push to eat a lot of salt and that this would be good for you.

And at one point I thought, I wonder if that’s only the athletes who might be sweating out more salt. So I did a sort of, I didn’t do a poll poll on Twitter, but I did ask around on Twitter and I found out that most of the carnivores that I talked to were not eating salt and that they found that they felt better not eating salt, which was in contrast to the people on keto and the few exceptions that I’ve found weren’t all athletes so I found some athletes who swore by salt, but some of the people who swear by the salt weren’t athletes. even within carnivores I’m talking about and the opposites. So there were some athletes that didn’t use it at all. So I just, I had that sort of mulling around in my brain. And then one day I started reading about dry fasting.

When I first heard about dry fasting, I thought, oh, that’s just over the edge. Like you know, taking away food is one thing, but your body needs water, right? So why should we ever stop drinking water? But I started looking into it and I found out that it is possible that your body might want to burn more fat if you are not drinking water. And the reason is that you’re fat in it’s storage form is about half water and every time you burn fat you get about as much, slightly more water than you get energy or you get fat out of your adipose tissue. And so I saw an experiment for example, where they had these finches that they were testing fast, like a food free diet that had water versus a food free diet without water. The reason that they’re interested in that is because migratory birds, they have a kind of cyclic ketogenic metabolism where they will get really fat and then use that fat to fuel them through their long flights where they can’t stop and eat and they don’t stop and drink either it turns out very much and it turns out that the amount of fat that these finches were burning, if you gave them a fast without water compared to with water, was more than three times as much.

And so that really made me think, I thought, wow, so if you’re fasting and you’re drinking water, that could actually be detrimental in the sense that your body won’t be calling for as much fat because some of that call might be for water. So how to tie that all together. I started thinking about salt and the fact that the more water you drink, the more salt you need because it can dilute the level of electrolytes. And I was wondering if these recommendations for eating more salt are actually a consequence of our habit of drinking a lot of water. And so my current hypothesis, a pet theory, I guess you might call it, is that on a ketogenic diet, maybe your need for salt is just less, but when we drink a lot of water, that artificially inflates our need for salt. And so that’s the theory. Did that make any sense?

Yeah. What about the argument? I thought one of the arguments for the fact that you needed these electrolytes, especially when shifting from a high carb diet into a ketogenic way of eating is that your kidneys are flushing a lot out and you need to replace some of it. Is there a difference between transitioning and then when you settle in or is that perhaps not the case in the first place? Only it’s just become such a common thing to see. Electrolytes are a necessity. You can’t do without them. You have to, if you’re going to start Keto, you have to be on your game with electrolytes. I’m just wondering, and I have an, I would say for the most part, I don’t take them, I certainly haven’t been into any kind of routine and I did actually try for a while, you know, measuring out a certain amount of salt every day and taking that during the day and have to confess, I didn’t see any real benefits and that’s, you know, that’s only an n=1. So, I don’t seem to stop functioning without them, but I certainly do drink too much, that’s definitely a thing. And I’m going off on a bit of a tangent here. To go back to that original about the whole reason that people use for needing electrolytes but salt in particular when you’re transitioning from high carb to ketogenic.

Right? Well the transition period might be a case where you could make a stronger case for making sure that you don’t lose those because there is that initial period where your kidneys are trying to figure out what’s going on basically and you’re losing a lot of water and you will lose electrolytes and we do need electrolytes. But you’re excellent question was, what about after that has settled down? So Phinney, who I think is extremely smart and always or usually way ahead of the game in terms of thinking about these things, has argued for eating a lot of salt on a ketogenic diet. He recommends I think five to eight grams of sodium a day, which is a lot. And he argues that if you don’t have enough salt, then your body’s gonna call for aldosterone, which is a hormone that helps keep sodium and potassium in balance.

The aldosterone says, “Keep more sodium” basically. But it also says, “Excrete some potassium” and it’s all about balancing the water levels in the electrolyte levels, which are really very important and I think that’s compelling. But on the other hand, you know, I don’t know if you know about this, but in the early days with treating children for epilepsy with a ketogenic diet, one of the things that they used to do routinely was restrict water. And I had the assumption that the reason that they restricted water was to concentrate the ketones and I think that was a naive assumption. The reason now when I looked into it a little further is that you have this risk for low salt hyponatremia and if you have low salt, that can actually trigger seizures. And so dehydration is actually used as a therapy to increase salt levels. And so if you think about it, drinking less water could potentially have the same effect that Phinney’s arguing for in just raising the relative salt levels.

So it’s quite possible that his theory and my theory or not at all at odds, because we’re both talking about raising the concentration of salt in the blood, but he’s doing it by adding extra salt and I’m doing it by adding less water so it could well be that it’s not so much that we need less salt, it’s that we just need to keep that concentration and the ratios of sodium and potassium, for example, in the right ballpark. If you look at literature on the Paleolithic there is this idea, um, I think Eaton argued about it where he said that the levels of salt we were eating in Paleolithic days was much, much less than after agriculture and that this whole, we have a strong history, once we’re in the historical period of chasing after salt. Whereas in the wild, in other animals, it’s usually only herbivores that are going or looking after salt.

And carnivores don’t do that at all. If you look at the ratios in meat, they’re almost what would be considered ideal. The sodium and potassium is just there naturally. So that also kind of contributes to my idea that once we went on a higher carb diet, that’s when salt started becoming super important. So I guess the bottom line is electrolytes are definitely really important, but how we go about balancing them comes from a variety of things interacting, including our intakes of potassium. I actually heard this morning on Twitter, somebody had mentioned that they take potassium on a carnivore diet because if they don’t, they get a lot of muscle cramping. And they came back to me today and said, “By the way, after this conversation, I stopped all of my extra intake of salt and I no longer need to take potassium to deal with those cramps.”

It’s interesting, isn’t it? I do think that balance is key and by stripping everything away and focusing on just getting it from the right balance of food. If you can get the food right and the right balance for you, then you should be getting all the micronutrients and the minerals that you need in the right amounts. I know I’m always very leery of supplementing because of potentially throwing that balance out and again, it’s n=1 only but I used to have really bad restless legs at night and occasional cramps and magnesium was what I thought to take for that. And it worked, you know, took a magnesium tablet at night and it really helped until it stopped helping so much and so I started taking two and then it just became well I’m taking these all the time and it’s costing a fair amount of money and I think maybe what happened, they just ran out at one point and I didn’t have any stock, you know, and I just didn’t take them for a while and funnily enough it was certainly no worse and then it sort of balanced out and I hardly ever take magnesium at all anymore.

I’ll sometimes take a tablet if I do get twitchy legs or a bit crampy, I’ll take one. But I don’t tend to, I do fairly regularly have Epsom salts bath so I suppose I am getting a little bit that way. But I do sometimes thing just stop all the supplements and see what happens and see what you actually need. I think you can get into slightly sort of addictive cycles with supplements and thinking, well that sounds good, that sounds like it would help me and, before you know it, you’ve got this great array of supplements that you take every morning.

Yes and that’s a really good point. People often say to me, well, shouldn’t you just take supplements as a kind of insurance? But the assumption behind that is that it’s free and there’s no risk associated with it and that’s not really precisely true, especially when we’re talking about the kind of nutrients that are imbalanced. So like you described, you could start taking potassium and then you find that you need more sodium and see that sodium to deal with the consequences of that and you know, you can build on each other in the way that we sometimes make fun of drugs and adding on drugs to deal with the side effect until you’ve got this whole cascade of things happening and it’s certainly possible with supplements as well.

But what about water? What about dehydration? I’ve always been somebody who’s drunk a lot actually, right back as a kid I only tended to drink water. I wasn’t a fan of juice or anything like that. I just drank water. I did like Ribena, but I was only allowed that as a treat. But basically, I drank water. When I got a bit older I started drinking coffee and I drink a lot of mint tea now. But I do drink a lot and I think potentially I drink too much and I have noticed, after starting to be a little bit more aware of how much liquid I do intake and after you saying that could be a problem and I’m not sure if it’s something we discussed or if it was something that was discussed on the forum that I can be drinking and feeling the drinking is making me feel thirstier. I mean that doesn’t sound like it makes any sense at all, but is that some kind of indication that you know, you’re right, I’m drinking too much?

Yes. So drinking can make you thirstier if actually if the electrolytes aren’t right in it. Like if you’re drinking completely purified water that doesn’t have any electrolytes in it, then that can actually make you thirstier. But another thing I’ve found related to that is that I drink just out of habit to do something with my hands.

Oh me too.

Kind of maybe like smoking. I am a former smoker

So am I!

And I can remember feeling like I just wanted to be doing something with my mouth and my hands and drinking my coffee or even water can sometimes I think be not really driven by thirst, but just something to do. So I dunno Daisy, it might be worth just experimenting with not drinking as much and seeing whenever you have that urge to drink, noticing why did I just want to drink right now? Am I thirsty? And just see what happens. Could learn something.

It’s a very good point. It’s another one of those things that you see everywhere about how so many people need to be mindful and aware of making sure they drink enough. They have this, you know, eight glasses of water a day and these various things that are thrown about. But yes, I feel like I need to be the opposite, be mindful actually of the fact that I might be drinking too much and actively reduce it. Like you say, all you can do is experiment. But the thought of when you mentioned the guy who runs marathons without drinking anything, well, I can’t even run when I, you know, when I did the Couch to 5 K, the thought of doing that without taking water with me just seems crazy. Running a whole marathon?

Doesn’t it?

Yikes! But that, that sounds like somebody who’s, who has maybe got this balance right – their electrolytes and their water intake is perfectly balanced. So maybe yes, it’s an indication of being thirsty all the time that actually what that is an indication of your flushing too many things out. Stop drinking so much. I shall experiment with it.

Well, it’s an idea anyway,

So give us a little bit of a tease. What’s your talk gonna be about at the conference?

Ah, well thanks for asking. I’m going to talk about micronutrients and the RDA. I think my talk title is “Rethinking RDAs”. So I’m going to talk about how the RDAs as a measure of what we need has been routinely misapplied and what consequences that has had and then I’m also going to talk about how the carnivore diet in particular and in some ways because of its ketogenic aspect, in some ways because of its plant-free aspects may have actually pretty profound changes in what is required. Since I certainly don’t have experiments that can tell you exactly what the new requirement might be in a particular nutrient, but I have hopefully a lot of thought-provoking question-provoking material that’ll make us think about the way that we’ve been thinking about micronutrients and how we might change that according to this new pioneering kind of diet we’re doing.

Fascinating because that is one of the top things that’s thrown up as an argument against it, isn’t it? What about all the micronutrients that you’re not getting from all those wonderful fresh fruit and veggies that you should be eating?

Well, one funny thing about that is I think that the micronutrient profile of vegetables is sort of the redeeming feature that they don’t provide much else. And so if you want to sell more vegetables or sell people on the idea of eating them, then you say, “Well, they’ve got all these vitamins and minerals”. But that has given us the impression over the years that that’s a contrast to animal source foods. But that’s not at all the case. Animal source foods are very rich and usually richer in micronutrients but now they’ve got this reputation as being for protein when they’re really so much more than that and vegetables really aren’t much more than that one selling point.

And when it comes to the question of micronutrients and bioavailability of them in meat and protein foods, is there a good reliable resource to find out about that? If you’re wanting to research what’s in the food your eating, or is it so variable depending on what you’re eating and where you live and all sorts of other factors?

Well, the bioavailability itself does actually sometimes depend on your nutritional status. So for example, if you look at vitamin A. In the plant form of vitamin A is actually a precursor, it’s not the kind that we need, it’s the carotinoids. And the conversion from that to retinol, which is the kind that we actually use, is actually, it varies a lot in people for one thing. So some people have much less ability to convert carotinoids into vitamin A and that can be a problem, but it’s also the case that the more deficient you are, the more your body will be willing to make those conversions. So if you already have enough vitamin A, you’re basically going to get almost nothing from say a carrot. But if you have very little, your body will say, “Okay, we’re going to prioritize this conversion”. But the kind of flip side of that is that when you’re getting it from a plant-based food, your body doesn’t make more than it needs so you don’t get extra for storage. Whereas if you get vitamin A from an egg or from liver, you’re going to store it in your liver and then that can carry you over for a longer period. I didn’t really answer your question. What resources? I highly recommend looking into Georgia Ede’s website if a reader isn’t aware of her work because she goes into the plant versus animal nutrient question very deeply and so I highly recommend that.

Well, it’s fascinating that you happened to jump on vitamin A actually. Two things, it’s vitamin A – isn’t it the reason that women who are pregnant are advised to avoid things like liver. Isn’t that because they can end up storing too much vitamin A which can potentially be a problem?

Yes, it can actually cause mutations if you have too much vitamin A when you’re in gestation and in fact there was a paper I read, I’m not remembering what year it was from, it might have been about 20 years ago, might have been a little bit older than that, but there was a committee that was arguing to actually lower the RDA of vitamin A and vitamin C and the board wouldn’t incorporate these changes even though part of the reason for listing the lower RDA for vitamin A was in fact for risk during pregnancy. The reason that it didn’t go through they said was that they thought it would confuse the American public if they reduced these RDAs which is really quite extraordinary and created a lot of controversy and upset within the community of the people who were working on that.

I did have actually have a deficiency in vitamin A for quite a time. I don’t know how long because it was discovered when it was tested, but of course I have no idea how long I was deficient before it was tested and they tried to bump it up by giving me a very high dose suspended in oil, which I took orally and that had no effect whatsoever. In fact, my levels carried on going down. They ended up injecting it. The levels still carried on going down and I’ve never known exactly what the cause was. I theorized it might have something to do with the weight loss surgery. I also theorized it might have something to do with, and that was my pet theory, that it had something to do with the fact that my gallbladder was removed. Because the way I got my levels up was that I took dry form vitamin A tablets.

So when it was suspended in oil, it wouldn’t work however I took it orally or injected. It wouldn’t boost my levels. But when I took the dry form tablets, I got my levels up. But since they went up, I don’t carry on supplementing and I don’t know whether that’s just a thing once you get your vitamin A up to the levels it needs to be, it holds at that level or whether see you, you conflate things don’t you by doing too many things at once, but obviously starting to eat low carb and then ketogenically, I wonder if my diet is making the vitamin A that I’m consuming much more available because I’m eating the proper foods. You know, I used to eat a much higher carb diet with less of that good stuff and you know, all sorts of junk food and all sorts of things whereas now perhaps I’m eating the perfect diet so I don’t know which one of those factors altered it the most. But it just interested me because it was a vitamin A that you used as an example.

That is interesting and it’s really counter intuitive that you had to remove the fat because we know, one of the things we know about vitamin D is it’s fat soluble. Right! But you know, I do have the deep suspicion that vitamin A status might be better maintained just because of something about the ketogenic state itself and that’s one of the ones – I hope to have more information by the time the conference comes around – but that’s one of the ones that’s been harder for me to find information on that might be producing this effect but I have a few things and I won’t give them away quite yet why there may be reason to believe that vitamin A status is better maintained even without more intake.

Ah, interesting.

We’ll see.

I can’t wait to find out. Well, for anyone who’s listening, who is desperate to come, there’s a very small chance, isn’t there that there might be some more tickets available at some point?

Yes. I’m very excited at all the interest that’s been generated and I want as many people to be able to come as possible and because there are so many people on the waitlist I have decided to look into the possibility of expansion. I can’t make any promises yet, but I’m very hopeful that we’ll be able to admit more people.

That’s fantastic. And you’re also looking into the potential of live streaming but, again, there’s a big question mark on that, but there’s no question mark on the fact that there will be videos available of the presentations to watch at some point down the line so everyone can benefit at some point. It just might take a little bit of time.

That’s right.

Well I can’t wait to see you there and congratulations again on what I know is going to be a hugely successful event. So I can give you the congratulations now because it’s a given, but it will be nice to give them to you in person as well. I wonder if you could wrap up the show for us today that has been absolutely jam packed with gems of information for people, but perhaps you could leave us with one extra top tip at the end.

A top tip. Well, I think it’s thematic from what we’ve been talking about today that you need to consider yourself to be the one that all the experiments are geared toward and that doesn’t mean that every individual is, you know, not non human and so special that things aren’t going to apply to them. But really that we all do have individual kinds of situations going on in terms of what we’re dealing with, what we’re coming into a situation with. And you really have to trust your own instincts, trust your hunger, trust your thirst, try things on yourself and find out how it makes you feel, and take measurements if you can so that you can report back to the community.

Fantastic. Thank you so much for talking to me today and I look forward to seeing you soon.

I look forward to it too. Thank you for having me.

#70: Amber O’Hearn – CarnivoryCon

February 22, 2019

This week Amber O’Hearn returns to the podcast for a catch up and to talk about the coming-up first ever carnivore conference CarnivoryCon.

L. Amber O’Hearn, M.Sc. has been studying and experimenting with ketogenic diets since 1997, and has eaten a plant-free diet since 2009 after discovering its profound effects on her mood and cognition.

She has presented at various conferences on the role of ketosis and meat eating in brain development and evolution. Her review on the evolutionary appropriateness and benefit of weaning babies onto a meat-based, high fat, low carb diet, was included as testimony defending professor Tim Noakes in his recent trial. She is a data scientist by profession with prior publications in mathematics, linguistics, and psychology.

Links

carnivorycon.com The first ever Carnivore conference to be held in  Boulder Thursday March 6.

ketotic.org Eclectic explorations on the science of ketogenic diets. 

empiri.ca Person blog, mostly on experiences with carnivory.

List of videos, podcasts, lectures, interviews.

Support Amber on Patreon.

Twitter

Facebook

diagnosisdiet.com Dr Georgia Ede’s website.

Amber’s Top Tip

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Emmy Franklin

February 15, 2019

Daisy’s latest extraordinary woman, Emmy, chats about how she ketos as a twenty something and the ups and downs she has experienced so far.

Emmy is a twenty-something from southeastern Connecticut, famously known in the keto world as Keto Dude Carl Franklin’s daughter. She spends her days working as a mechanical designer and her evenings eating yummy keto food, starting new crochet projects, and drinking vodka seltzers with friends.

She started her keto journey in the spring of 2016 in an effort to shed her college weight and support her dad. Since then, she has been in and out of fat adaptation a few times, learning a lot about herself along the way. Emmy hopes to normalize the ketogenic way of eating and enlighten as many young people as possible about keto as a way of preventing obesity and disease, not just healing it. Today, Emmy maintains the ketogenic way of life to maintain levels of energy, focus better at work, and stay in control of making good food choices.

Emmy’s Top Tip

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#69 Emmy Franklin

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February 15, 2019

This transcript is brought to you thanks to the hard work of April Ihly.

Welcome Emmy, to the Keto Woman podcast. How are you doing today?

I’m great. Thanks for having me.

It’s a pleasure. You were telling me just before we started recording that you were in New York for the weekend by the sounds of it, or just yesterday maybe? You were driving back this morning.

It was just yesterday. I’ve actually been there the last three weekends for three separate occasions. The blessing and the curse of living driving distance from the city.

And can I ask why? Something exciting?

This week was my best friend’s 24th birthday party. Last night we went out in Brooklyn, went to a couple cool bars, it was very fun. And, last week I was seeing the ballet.

Wow, what did you go see?

It was actually a combination of three contemporary pieces performed by the New York City ballet and they were all fantastic.

Wow, that’s really exciting. I went to New York for the very first time last year after Ketofest. I really enjoyed it. It was hot though. Really, really hot. I still had my dreadful cankles at Ketofest, which I have never, ever had before in my life, but both Kim and I just got the most horrendous swollen ankles.

New York in the summer just smells like hot garbage, so I’m sure that was pleasant.

Exactly. The first afternoon, we walked something like, something outrageous, like 20 miles. Louise has one of these, you know, things that measures it on her Apple watch or something, so she was telling us at the end of every day how many steps we’d done and stuff. It was just insane. But there you go. It was great fun. I have a feeling that New York would be best either in the spring or the autumn. Little bit less heat.

The northeast in the autumn is incredible. It’s the best time of year to visit.

It’s my favorite time of year, so I imagine it would be really nice. That’s on my list. New York in the autumn.

Well, you’ve got people to visit.

Exactly. It’s one of those things that I watched a series, now, which series was it? It was one of the Marvel ones. Luke Cage. I watched it after being in New York so there were all these places that I saw in the filming that were, I want to go there. I want to go there, I want to go and see that place.

You have to come back, come back and visit.

One of them, was it Morningside Heights park?

Morningside Park I think is a thing. It sounds right.

It just looked like the most amazing park. I wanted to go there.

A lot of beautiful parks hiding in New York.

Up quite high, looked like it had amazing view. So anyway, rambling.

Yes. Yeah, really good at rambling.

Tell me about you. That’s why we’re here, to hear about you.

All right. Well, I think a lot of people in the Keto community know me as Carl Franklin’s daughter. It’s funny, actually a lot of people in a lot of communities know me as Carl Franklin’s daughter, but I am my own person. I am 23. I live in southeastern Connecticut. I am a college graduate from Rhode Island School of Design. Currently working, designing submarines for the United States Navy.

Wow.

Oh yeah. It sounds a lot cooler than it is, but that’s all I can say about it. I live here in southeastern Connecticut, very close by, to my dad, and have lived here most of my life, except for school. I’ve been Keto off and on since my junior year of college. We can dive into that journey. Currently have been Keto consistently since the new year. But again, flexibility and off and on has kind of been my Keto journey, so I’m excited to talk about that also. But as far as myself, I’m an artist and designer, a maker. I enjoy spending most of my free time with my friends, which sounds totally cheesy and corny, but I’m a social butterfly and that’s generally how I like to spend my free time. And, apparently going to and from New York City all the time. That’s been my February so far.

It strikes me that spending time with friends in New York would be a really fun thing to do.

It’s a very fun thing to do. It’s fun because living so close to New York, because people who I’ve met from all over the country and all over the world actually, a lot of people eventually find themselves in New York so they will let me know. And, for me it’s just, I can hop on a train and be in the city in three hours. Actually, a couple of weekends ago I was there because when I was an au pair in Italy, my host family, I became really close with them and they were visiting the states couple of weeks ago. I took the train and spent the weekend in Manhattan doing touristy things with them and spending time with them, which was really nice. It’s good to have that in my pocket. People are like, oh I’m going to be in New York. It’s like, I live there, close enough. It’s really handy.

It’s true isn’t it? If you land in America, the chances are New York’s going to be on your list of places to visit.

Absolutely. It’s helpful for me because I don’t have to travel far to meet people and they don’t have to feel like they have to visit southeastern Connecticut to have an American vacation.

I remember now actually, you just triggered my memory about the time you spent in Italy. I can remember seeing the posts from Carl about when he came to visit you and some of the yummy things you got to eat.

Oh my God, I ate so many yummy things in Italy. I did not maintain ketogenic lifestyle while I was there, but I had a lot of very yummy Keto friendly foods, and when dad came to visit me, we went, we stopped at this incredible like store that was full of smoked meats of various varieties.

I can imagine that exciting your dad.

Oh my God, he still talks about it all the time. It was like the highlight of his visit.

Meat heaven.

It was, it was meat heaven, and it was just.. So we were in Sienna, which is this tiny little medieval city, an hour outside of Florence. We were just walking through the street and we saw they had a boar’s head outside the store. For people who have never been to Tuscany and aren’t familiar, wild boar is actually a staple food. They’re pests. They hunt them and they eat them. You have to do a lot to prepare the meat because it’s very gamey.

It’s the same. It’s the same here in France. They hunt them around here and I see them actually. Quite often when I’m coming home in the evening, I see families of them crossing the road and the little piglets, they’re really cute.

I know, little baby ones. They’re so cute. They eat the grapes so they don’t like that.

Ah, naughty piggies.

I was there for the grape harvest. And you can see, they said, see this is where the cinghiale got the grapes. And I’m like, oh no. But then we just eat them and they’re delicious. We’re walking down the street and we see the boars head and I’m like, oh, there’s the cinghiale. We saw hanging meats in the window, which is not uncommon,. They’re hanging meats all over Italy. They’re very good at that, cured meats. We walked in and the place was just like unbelievable. Covered in cheeses and meat, and wine bottles everywhere. It was overwhelmingly exciting and we’d kind of decided we wanted something to, a little snack to get us through to dinner and oh my God it was… It’s interesting. I’m standing in there and I had been studying Italian for the last three months. He visited me my very last week there. We’re standing there and we’re in a small village. They speak enough English to sell stuff but no more than that.

The perfect amount.

Exactly, exactly. That’s pretty much where a lot of, in the small towns like, you want to buy? And I was like, yes. And then that’s kind of how that works communication-wise. But since I had some three months of conversational Italian, I was kind of standing there translating between my dad and the guys. We ordered a tray of just a spread of meats and cheeses and we shared a quarter bottle of red wine and olives. Oh my God. It was unreal. It really was the… He’s nodding. He’s sitting over there and he’s smiling to himself and nodding. It was really the highlight of his trip, you know? I’m like, oh, the architecture, and he’s like, those smoked meats were so good. They really were.

Meat and cheese and wine.

Meat and cheese and wine.

There’s something about the synergy between them though. Especially cheese and red wine. One just compliments the other. If you combine them properly, they really enhance the flavors of each other.

It was a very solid afternoon.

I bet.

We were properly nourished. You can’t find anything really like that around here. Just this, like, tiny mom and pop, almost like a deli, but so specific and so good.

Yeah, just the good stuff.

Yeah, just the good stuff. That’s the name of my shop.

The Keto good stuff.

My, yeah, my Keto shop. Just the good stuff. That’s what I’ll call it. I love that.

Guaranteed to make you happy.

Oh yeah. We ate so much good food over there. Lots of wild boar and fresh green veggies from the garden and everything doused in olive oil. Everything. I was actually there for the olive harvest, which was so cool for me. I was there for the grape harvest and the olive harvest.

Good timing.

Yeah, seriously. Turns out, autumn is also the best time to visit Tuscany and nobody’s surprised, autumn’s the best time of year always. Not that I’m biased or anything. I was there for the grape harvest, which was the beginning of fall, which was so fun. You know, the whole family and the vineyard picking grapes and we ate a lot of grape foods. The grape harvest was a lot more cultural, you know, about the family coming together. But the olive harvest was exciting because first of all, I’d never picked olives before. And then the exciting thing is the next day you get fresh olive oil and trying the olive oils from all over the region; also in comparing them. The family who I stayed with, they worked for the Antinori wine family. I don’t know if you’re familiar with them. They own a lot of different vineyards all over Tuscany. All over the world, really but mainly in Tuscany. On their estates they also have olive trees. The two are very complimentary in terms of the climate and how they’re planted and how they absorb water. I learned a lot over there, It was fun, you know, trying all the different olive oils from all the different estates and comparing it to our olive oil and oh my God, I could have, just like, had it by the glass. It was so good. I had never been a big olive oil fan before, but something about that fresh, peppery with salts and, oh it was so good.

I bet there’s a world of difference, actually .

Such a huge difference.

I imagine part of it is the whole experience goes into the flavor as well.

Oh, absolutely.

I bet if you bring some of that back with you, it’s not going to taste the same at home as it did there.

That’s what I thought. But my host, she shipped me five liters of olive oil and it was still phenomenal. It was really good.

Well, and I guess also because, and there’s something very, very evocative about taste and smell, aroma, isn’t there? Because, you’ve had that experience.

Absolutely.

I imagine as soon as you open that bottle those smells and that flavor, it will just take you right back to that experience anyway.

Oh, I’m sure. I’m sure that the two are very closely tied.

It’s nice because it’s immediate as well. I mean the thing with harvesting grapes is that you’re not going to be able to get to taste that as the end product for quite a while afterwards, but the olives literally like you say, you can be tasting what you harvested the next day, yeah.

It was very cool. A cool process, too for harvesting olives, for anybody who’s ever harvested olives.

They do it with nets. They put nets down, shake the trees.

Yeah, so the trees are planted on a hill and then we put a giant net all the way around under the tree, and then there was this mechanism that was kind of like a vibrating claw that they would just like stick up in the branches, and it would vibrate, and the olives all just fell to the ground.

They use those with fruit trees in the UK as well, literally just shakes the hell out of them.

Yeah. Just shakes them off and then I was picking them off the branches and I was like, what do, what do I do with them? She’s like, oh, just throw it on the ground. Then at the end we kind of took the net and maneuvered it into the basket. I was trying to pick the leaves out, but it turns out that the leaves are actually what give it that, like, little bit of peppery bite.

Oh that’s interesting. So it’s an important part of the process.

It’s what makes some of the oil green, depending on the shade of the olive oil, and a little bit spicy almost. It was kinda cool. There’s an art to how many leaves you leave in. It’s her family’s property so it wasn’t quite so meticulous. We just didn’t pick all of them out. But you know I’m very meticulous as a person, so I’m picking the leaves out and she’s like, no, no, just throw them in the basket. I was like, okay, you know, whatever you say.

And I can see why there’s that variety. I suppose when you were saying that it marries up with wine very well it’s the same thing, isn’t it? So you know, the region, the soil, the climate that year. So I can imagine a harvest one year tastes completely different next year and so on. I need to go to Tuscany for an olive oil tasting.

Yeah, I think that that is really the Keto vacation of our dreams, right? Go to Tuscany during olive oil season.

I have been there, long, long, long time ago. Back when I was 19 I think, I went on an Interrailing trip. I don’t even know if you can still get the tickets. Possibly, but it was something that a lot of people did between finishing their A levels and going off to university. You could buy a ticket for, I think it was two months, an Interrailing ticket, which gave you access to all the trains in Europe, basically. You could go anywhere you like on most of the trains. It was brilliant and we predominantly just went to France and Italy, but it was fantastic. I really enjoyed it.

Being over there I realized how easy it is to travel around Europe, once you’re in Europe. I took Ryanair to Barcelona for the weekend. Just casually went to Barcelona for the weekend, and it was like 20 euros to take a plane to Barcelona. We were talking and she’s like, you’ve never been to London? I was like, of course I’ve never been to London, what do you mean? I live in southeastern Connecticut. I don’t often jet off to London and she’s like, oh, well, you know, we’ll look at tickets. We could maybe go for your birthday. It’s like, oh, just casually go to London for my birthday. It was like a foreign concept to me.

Exactly. And it’s relatively small, Europe. I think I was chatting about this with Christine last week, just talking about how everything’s tiny, really. I mean, I can get from the top to the bottom of France. It would be a long day to drive, but I could do it. The same in the UK. We’re all these small countries put together and we don’t have the same concept of distance as you do. So we’re sort of always really in awe when we come over to America it’s like, wow, everything’s so far away from each other. Whereas yes, like you say in Europe, you can just country hop in hours.

Well, I feel that we have that sort of sense in New England where you can kind of drive through several states in one day and it’s not that big a deal. I’ve taken day trips to Vermont and it’s a haul, it’s a few hours in the car, but it’s really not that big a deal. Actually the purpose of my trip to Barcelona was that I was visiting friends in the south of France, you know, as you do. I flew into Barcelona because it was closer than flying into Paris and then I took a bus, you know, just took a bus from Barcelona to the south of France. Which just sounds so ridiculous to me, being here. But then again, it probably sounds ridiculous to a lot of people when I tell them that, oh, you know, I just got back from New York City, just drove back this morning just for the day, I was over there. So it’s interesting the perspective that we have based on where we live.

Yes. I’m not sure how long it takes to get to Barcelona from here, but I’ve got a funny feeling it can be done from where I live because I’m in the southwest, so I’m a good way down. I’ve got a feeling I could get to Barcelona in about six hours in the car.

So where are you in France?

It’s classified as the southwest, but it’s more like just over half the way down. I’m about five to six hours south of Paris, almost sort of straight down, really halfway between Limoges Toulouse and directly in from Bordeaux, so fairly central. Even though it’s classified as the southwest, I’m sort of – the southwest is one of the biggest areas. It snake’s quite a long way down and I’m up at the top.

That’s cool. Yeah, it was a visiting friends and they live outside Toulouse.

Right, yes. I’m about two hours above Toulouse.

Very cool. Small world.

Not far away at all.

Well, if I had known that I would’ve kept on the bus and come to see you

Exactly, you could have surprised me like Richard Morris did the other day.

He surprised you. Just popped by.

Yeah. You know as you do. When in Europe we’ll go and surprise Daisy .

That’s perfect. Love it.

Let’s go back to where you were, where you mentioned earlier and what led you to start thinking about Keto. I mean, I’m sure you were influenced by your dad, but you know, what led you to thinking that might be a good idea?

That’s a great question. Actually, the first time I heard about Keto was from Mark and Karen, co-hosts of the Keto Families podcasts, for those who don’t know what I mean when I say Mark and Karen. They’re actually, they’ve been very close family friends and really, you know, bonus parents to me for a while now. And actually it wasn’t that summer, but basically all throughout high school I was their go-to babysitter and they have a lot of kids.

They do, don’t they?

They do, they really do.

Big old family.

I’ve kind of been around to see their littlest two to grow up. I think I was at their house, watching their little ones while they were out going to a doctor’s appointment when Mark had cancer. They came back and they filled me in on the cancer business, but then they were also like, we’re going on this diet, Mark’s read a lot about it, it’s supposed to help stop the spreading of cancer. They said it’s called the ketogenic diet and it’s very, very low carb, and you put yourself into a state of nutritional ketosis. I heard ketosis and thought back to my AP biology days and I was like, ketoacidosis, that’s so bad for your body. This sounds crazy. I don’t trust it. And they were like, no, there’s a lot of research Emmy, like pipe down, and I’m like, ok but I’m nervous about it for you. Can you really stop the spread of cancer with diet? It seemed a little hokey. Karen was like, I’m doing it too, to be supportive and we’re just not going to eat carbs. We’re keeping it below 20 grams, which sounded like absolutely insane. Impossible. Like setting themselves up for failure. I was like, all right, you know what, whatever you have to do to help you get through cancer, I’ll support you as long as you’re being safe and healthy and whatnot. That was my very first exposure to as kind of like, you guys are crazy. Then, you know, my dad told me he was also going to start this way of eating, as a way of curing his type two diabetes. I didn’t even know he had type two diabetes. He was like, oh, by the way, I have type two diabetes and also I’m going to stop eating carbohydrates. And I was like, okay, sure.

That’s quite a good combination, isn’t it? A good way to tell you, I have type two diabetes, but I also have a way to fix it, so don’t worry.

Yeah, I mean, in hindsight, absolutely. The best sort of news – slash – response that you’d want to hear from your parent who – I think it’s interesting, the way that parents and my parents, especially, even into adulthood – shields me from their own difficulties. I think that’s kind of the natural parent instinct. So he’s casually, by the way, I have type two diabetes, but don’t worry, don’t worry, I’m going to stop eating carbohydrates. I’m like, all right, kind of again, like…

…oh you’re going on the crazy cancer diet.

Yeah, the crazy cancer diet, right? I was like, alright, and he’s like, oh, I’m going to do a podcast too. And I was like, who’s going to listen to that?

Famous last words.

I know, which is, in hindsight, hilarious.

Yeah, what’s it, like, quarter of a million people a month I would bet.

Yeah, oh It’s ridiculous. So he’s like, yeah, I’m going to do a podcast. He’s laughing at me. He’s like so I’m going to do a podcast with my friend Richard Morris to document the journey. So I was like, I don’t know who’s going to listen to that, but you know, keeping yourself accountable, keeping a record, all of this is, like, good things. So I’m a very generally, almost sometimes blindly supportive person. I’m like, whatever you gotta do to get healthy and feel good about yourself. Right. I was like, I’m on board, but still had no, you know, for me this was the, the cancer diet, the diabetes diet. And that’s like, I had no interest, no, I didn’t even think about applying it to my own life. So that’s kind of where I was at still for a little while, which is interesting because where I was in my own life was overweight and out of shape. Not so much that I was pre-diabetic or really concerned about my health, but definitely feeling concerned about my appearance and energy. And I had, basically from the time I was three years old until I graduated from high school, I had been a dancer. So while I was a dancer, I was exercising like, a crazy, ridiculous amount. Like I dunno, I probably spent during rehearsal months, like 16 hours in the studio a week. Every day after school I’d have class and then rehearsal and then Saturdays all day rehearsal. I was just, I was constantly moving.

Hmm. That’s a lot of energy you’re burning up there, isn’t it?

Absolutely. So while I was dancing, I never once growing up really felt any need or desire to restrict my diet in any sort of way. I was pretty much, I was never like a really skinny kid, but I was always kind of a healthy, average body weight. I could kind of get away with like, eating three bowls of cereal after school and then dancing for five hours. What happened when I stopped dancing for five hours and went to college, where I had an unlimited meal plan, which is like the kiss of death. Like, the intention of the unlimited meal plan was that so students at RISD wouldn’t work ourselves so hard that we forgot to eat and starve to death because that’s totally kind of the…that’s not a problem I’ve ever had really, but definitely a thing that could happen. It’s a very high stress environment, the freshman year at RISD. But, I had an unlimited meal plan, had never ever had to think about what I was eating in terms of staying in shape. But I also didn’t, you know, never went to the gym. It wasn’t really an option to maintain the level of exercise that I was getting because I had no interest in joining a gym or going to the gym.

Well it’s not exercise, is it? When you’re doing something that you want to do because you enjoy it, it’s not exercise. So how do you replace that?

Exactly. I never thought of dancing for exercise. I was dancing to dance and I didn’t even realize what good shape I was in until I got really, really out of shape. which is basically my freshman year story. A classic tale of the freshman fifteen-plus pounds, we’re talking. Yeah, I really put a lot of weight on, lost a lot of strength that I had.

Yes, of course. That’s the other thing when you stop exercising.

It was interesting. Going out of chronological order, but it’s interesting, the first time I attempted and was successfully Keto it was, six months or so. I actually got back to my high school weight, but I was still bigger than I was in high school. Not realizing just how freaking strong I used to be. So it was interesting. It was kind of like the, you know, you always say like muscle weighs more than fat to make yourself feel better. But it’s kind of my first example of my own body demonstrating that to me, where I was like, oh yeah, muscle’s dense. Like I, I guess I believe it now that it’s happening to me. Freshman year I got really overweight, continued all through sophomore year. I didn’t really gain any more weight after sophomore year, but I was, for numbers, I was about 160 in high school, wearing a size six. Again, I know this is very US-centric, but 160 pounds wearing about a size US six. Four or six, pretty slim good shape. At the end of freshman year I was probably weighing in around 190, maybe 200, wearing a size 12. Number-wise, gained 30, 40 pounds. But then when you factor in the muscle loss, even more.

You must have really felt that because it’s not just a case of gaining weight, but it’s that sliding scale of not being so physically active anymore, as well. You’ve got the two things that hit you at the same time. Must’ve just made you feel really sluggish.

Oh, so sluggish. And then on top of that, I was in a really intensive program at school, so I was not sleeping much, if at all. I was pulling at least one all nighter a week. Pretty much just fueling myself on sugar in all of its various forms. Lots of sugary cereal. One thing I would do my freshman year was, they had a waffle maker that was out all day, so I’d make a waffle. They didn’t have pure maple syrup and I’m a snob, so I would put ice cream on it instead.

I always used to like ice cream and waffles. Perfect.

You know it’s delicious. And we have ways of doing it now in the Keto world.

Oh completely, yeah, you can Keto-fy that easy.

Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Such a terrible life we live. So that was kind of where I was at. That was my transition from, you know, totally healthy and fit, at least on the outside. You know, I don’t know what my insides were doing when I was eating three bowls of sugary cereal and then dancing five hours. I’m sure – I was young – but I’m sure it was not sustainable long-term. I mean, we know what that can look like.

And so, what made you connect the dots then between, you know, this diet that you’d seen your dad and Mark and Karen doing, but hadn’t associated with anything that would suit you. But, obviously there was a switch there at some point.

So it was my junior year and my dad had been Keto for probably six months, I would say, maybe even less. I mean, anybody who’s met him knows he loves to talk about it. We were sitting and chatting about it one night and he’s telling me about not just his success with his weight loss, but, well first of all, curing, reversing his type two diabetes was like, huge for me. You know, just seeing that it was improving his health, his physical health. And actually, Mark and Karen, at that point, Mark had beat cancer. So I was like, why are you still, you know, you don’t have cancer anymore. Karen, you were supporting Mark through cancer. And they’re like, we feel great and also we want to support your dad because we love him a lot and we want him to be around a long time.

I was like, yeah, yeah, those are all good points. Excellent points. Oh, they’re just such good people. I’m biased, but they’re also objectively great people. So, one night dad and I were talking and he’s telling me about all his success. The weight loss, the diabetes, bringing down his blood sugar, his A1c, just the increase in energy, in confidence. And ,you know, I kind of took a look at myself and realized that I had been overweight for two solid years. That was a kind of a quick transition for me. But, I was overweight for two years, had not really had any success eating in moderation. Everything in moderation, you know, that was never on the table for me.

No, I can’t do that either. I am not a moderator.

No, no, God no, me either.

Not when it comes to things like that anyway.

No, and, and you know, for me, I would say the biggest appeal beyond weight loss, I’ll be honest, I was feeling unhappy with my body. That was a huge appeal for me was losing weight. But the promise of control and losing the cravings, that, for me, was like the biggest draw. You know, the, if you can get through the first week and a half, you will have complete control over the choices you make about the food that you’re eating and what you put in your body. That was huge for me and that’s what I think, has sustained me and my interest in eating Keto. I think I’m still a little on the overweight side, but generally a pretty healthy body weight. For me, that’s huge because in the back and forth that I’ve had over the last couple of years between Keto and not Keto, whenever I dip back into not Keto, I completely spiral. Spiral out of control, get back into binge eating. You know, I’m not munching on carrots in moderation. Like I am full blown ice cream Sundae digging in.

It’s all or nothing, isn’t it?

Oh absolutely.

I do it less frequently now, but when it’s happened to me, I’m exactly the same way. As soon as I tip over, that’s it. It is a free fall and it’s almost like I have to push it as far as I can. I end up pushing it so far until I feel so bad, so awful. It’s like I have to push myself to the absolute limit until I say no more, no more. And it is a relief to go back to Keto and that’s just in the space of a few days.

Absolutely. That is, yeah, I completely devolve. The first time I started doing Keto I lost like 50 pounds and I haven’t hit that low marker since, in terms of body weight. But I felt really good, really strong. I started taking yoga classes and at the end of the yoga class I just felt like strong and flexible in a way that I hadn’t felt really since I had been doing ballet.

Those are the important things, aren’t they? Those are the important feelings to get back and the kind of thing that sustains you. You know, weight loss is the biggest thing that sucks people into this way of eating, I’ve seen. Most people, if they’re honest, that’s why they start. But it’s not what keeps them. What keeps them, and it’s all down to the individual and what their issues are, but what keeps you are those other benefits. You always think weight loss is the big thing. That’s what’s most important to me. It’s not. It’s the other things.

Absolutely. It’s totally the thing that drew me in and I will freely admit that, as superficial as that sounds. You know, I wanted to look thin again.

I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. It doesn’t matter what gets you. And it’s also something that just shows how your mind is working when you were in that place, because the way you’re eating affects your brain. It affects the way you look at yourself, your self esteem and you feel awful and all you can think about is, my life is going to be better if I can be thin. But that changes when you start feeling better. When you start feeding your brain and making it feel well again, you start appreciating different things and you don’t think that way anymore.

Yeah. It’s hard to feel good about yourself when you feel like crap. Like, it’s hard to feel good about the way you look, the way you carry yourself through the world, the way you present yourself, when you just feel sick and tired all the time. Like, if you are feeling sick and tired, you’re gonna feel like crap and then you’re going to feel like you look like crap. It’s just, it’s a cycle. But I completely agree. It’s all of the other things combined that had sustained me, that have brought me back in. But I definitely would say that my Keto journey has been a lot of that like, strict Keto for several months. I tip over and I have to push myself into feeling sick and garbage-y. The first time it took a long time for me to come back to Keto. Basically took not only regaining all the weight but the bad habits. It started off kind of slow. Like, I was just with the cheat days, you know when you’re like, oh well I’m already going out for ice cream tonight with my friends so I might as well eat a breakfast sandwich. I might as well have pasta for dinner and…Which is such a toxic way of thinking, but when you are craving those carbs, you can make that justification to yourself so easily. You know, you’re totally just lying to yourself and you kind of know it, but you’re like, I might as well. The first time I fell off the wagon, it took several tries to get back into it. I would be three days Keto and then give in. That happened on and off several times. Part of it was, I went back to college. It’s exhausting being tired and stressed and exhausted and depressed and trying to take care of yourself. You know that if you take care of yourself, you will feel less exhausted and overwhelmed and depressed.

It’s hard to do.

I think anybody who’s struggled with any of those things, which is most people, know how hard it is to break out of that cycle.

Well that’s the thing. That is the problem. It’s a cycle and I can remember talking to my counselor about this, who I saw regularly for a while. He would just talk about this cycle with negativity and self critic and different things that were going round in my head, mentally, but what I came to realize, that when I spiraled down – and I never thought it would be the case for me, but – the easiest way to break out that cycle became for me to deal with the food. And I never would have thought I could do that because I’ve always been basically out of control when it comes to food. Like you mentioned earlier, it’s that the food has control of you. But, it was the easiest and quickest way to get back on track because I knew a few days of white knuckling it – and almost anyone can do that. You can muster up the resolve you need for a few days just to get through. And that is the advantage of having been there. I know it’s not ideal to fall off the wagon. You know, nobody’s going to say it is. But, the advantage with having been Keto, the advantage with falling off is that you know, you can get back on again and you know you’re going to feel better. So you know that if you can just get through those first few days, things will start picking up a little bit. Once you’ve got the first week or two behind you, you know, that’s it. You’re plain sailing again.

Yeah, I would say my Keto journey now, I’ve been fat adapted, I’ll say three times. So the first time I was strict Keto about six months, that was maybe the longest. And then when I fell off, I fell off hard and it took over a year to come back. And then finally I realized that I was getting to be where I was before I started the first time. Not just physically, but the whole shebang, you know, feeling terrible about myself and lethargic. I had gotten through college, so this is within the last couple of years, year or so. And finally I said to my dad, I was like, I need to come to your house and just immerse myself in Keto for a week. It’s like, if I can get through that week, I know I can stick to it, but I need, like Keto bootcamp, I need like eggs and bacon in the morning, and could you be that person for me?

And that support system is very important.

Absolutely. I think that a lot of the difficulties that a lot of people have to do this on their own, you know, whether they don’t have the support of their family or you know, they’re the black sheep who’s making different meals for themselves and they feel a lack of coherency with the rest of their family. You know, so much of eating and food is cultural and ritualistic, so it’s hard to feel like the odd man out. I think that’s part of, I would say, Keto from a young person’s perspective, to kind of dip into that. It’s hard as a young person to deviate from the norm and not care about it so much. Not care what other people are thinking. So even something as simple as going to a restaurant and ordering a burger without a bun, which is like no more effort for anyone. It’s really not that weird. But I know that when I first started Keto when I was 20, I was feeling a little more self conscious about that sort of thing. Whereas now I’m like, oh yeah, you know, bread is evil, whatever, leave it off my bun. I don’t want it, you know, give me bacon. But I think a lot of young people, my little sister, she’s 16, and when you’re 16, like you just want to fly under the radar as much as possible, like pass off being normal because nobody feels normal when they’re 16, even the most normal of us. So I think that part of it, for me, getting over that comes with age and part of it comes with experience. But I would definitely say age has a big role to play in that. But I can imagine that it would be especially hard for kids. Kids are ruthless. Other kids. I mean all kids, I think, have a little bit of ruthlessness to them. But I remember even feeling self conscious about the leftovers I would bring in.

So is that the problem that you found, that was the reason you came off in the first place? Because thinking timing wise, that first six months when you first started Keto, you were at college then?

Yes. Correct.

And so, well two things really. So the first thing, I’m assuming that’s why you fell off. It was that whole fitting in thing that you’ve, that you’ve just been talking about. Or, was it something different?

Actually, no. My friends actually, once they saw I was losing weight. Pretty much, that’s it. As soon as they saw that I was losing weight, they were all like pretty supportive. Yeah. That’s all it takes. Right?

That’s the upside, I guess. What was it like at college, you know, I mean, how from a practical point of view, you know, how easy was it to do? What kind of things could you eat? I mean, I don’t know. I don’t know what your setup was. Were you cooking for yourself or was it meals that were catered?

Actually was very easy because I was, my junior and senior year of college, junior year is when I started this. I was completely living on my own. I had an apartment so I had an oven and a stove top. I had no meal plan. so I was doing all my own grocery shopping, so it was actually very easy for me because I could completely control what I was eating. I was the only person cooking for myself. Actually, I would say there were two things. Two factors that contributed to me falling off the wagon. I will say that the first one was coming home and moving back in with parents. Not my dad, my mom and my Stepdad, who, at the time were not supportive of the Ketogenic diet. Not that they were trying to tell me what I should and shouldn’t eat, but they were not as understanding. And my mom, actually, I think she thought I had an eating disorder because of how quickly I lost weight my junior year. So I think she was, you know, from a mother’s perspective, feeling protective of me and you know, making sure I was eating enough. And of course I was not eating as much because I was fat adapted and kind of naturally fell into a pattern of intermittent fasting, which totally freaked her out. And the other side of it actually is that my mom is a Jocelyn certified diabetes nurse educator. So it’s interesting having both of my biological parents very active in the treatment of diabetes but in very, very different ways.

Yes. Very, very different approach. Yes. So one’s in the, type two diabetes is a progressive, we’ll manage camp, we’ll manage this progressive disorder. And the other is in, no thanks, we’re going to reverse type two diabetes.

Yes, that was interesting, you know, kind of being, I would say in the middle of that, you know, of both schools of thought.

But how did that impact, I mean surely what was happening with your dad and he had the statistics there. That must’ve influenced the way your mom was thinking about type two diabetes and did it affect the way she works?

Interesting. I don’t think so.

I mean the proof really is in the pudding.

I know, you would think. Yeah, I don’t think so. She still maintains that it’s not sustainable long term and that carbs in moderation are important for balanced diet. She still maintains that. I think since she realized I was not starving myself, she became less critical of the choices I was making, and more supportive and more adaptable. My stepdad does most of our cooking. So now, living at home still, they’re very adaptable and you know, try to understand. They’ll make more leafy vegetables as a side, and a lot of his cooking that had, you know, recipes that had sugar in it, like, for Asian style cooking, he’s made without. So they are, you know, at least I would say they are buying into low carb as a lifestyle. They still don’t really understand high fat, but they’re trying their best. But I would say that the biggest thing actually was that I was walking through the world as a skinny person again. And when you are a skinny person, people do things like ask you to go get ice cream with them because skinny people are allowed to eat ice cream. You know? It’s like, oh, like why do you need to be so strict about your diet? Like you lost the weight, you look great. You can afford an ice cream. I mean, I didn’t, I think at the time, understand how that would throw me off in such a huge way.

But I think that’s understandable. What you’re learning about there is addiction, and it’s just that societally, it’s not seen that way. It’s not seen the same way as alcohol or drugs or gambling.

No, absolutely. Yeah. Same fricking deal.

It has the same hold. But you don’t see somebody trying to persuade an alcoholic to have a glass of wine. You know you’ve quit the alcohol, you’re feeling better now. Yeah. You know, come on. Just you need to have a glass of wine. It’s, you know, that’s normal. Get back to it. One would be fine.

You’re really going to live the rest of your life without eating ice cream? That was like one of the biggest, really, like that’s absurd.

And I do understand that.

Oh, I completely understand.

Because the feelings that I have myself, it’s like can I really?

When you’re an ice cream eater you cannot imagine your life without ice cream. So I understood. But I think, I think that was it. In hindsight looking back, I think it was that I was a skinny person again and skinny people get to eat junk food because they can get away with it. And a lot of my friends from home are naturally very thin and athletic. And since growing up I could also get away with, you know, we would get together and stay up all night eating junk food and we looked great still the next day. And then the difference was that as soon as I stopped dancing 16 hours a week, I am not naturally predisposed to be thin and athletic eating junk food and they’re all like, well, just go for a run. And I’m like, oh, I frigging hate running. Like I don’t want to go for, I don’t want to punish myself for eating ice cream when I know that I could just pass up eating ice cream and still feel really good.

Well, and get your dad. Or, go round to Carrie’s and have some of hers.

I mean, yeah, well now.

Now she’s living round the corner.

Actually, 4th of July, I was at a 4th of July party and everybody wanted to go out to Dairy Queen and get an ice cream. I was driving a group of my friends. They were all drunk. Actually. I was the designated driver. And so I said, we’re making a pit stop. And I drove to the gas station and bought myself a pint of Halo Top so I can have something to nibble on. And Halo Top is really not all that great anyway, but there’s so many substitutions for everything. It’s really not a life without ice cream. This dramatic, painful life that I live, restricting myself to all of the delicious foods that I can totally eat and feel good eating.

And so how do you see yourself going forward? I mean, I’ve said this myself, I’ve heard so many people say, I wish I’d known about Keto, you know, when I was 20 or well, you know, whatever age. I wish I’d known about it then. You know, and of course everything is amazing with hindsight, but that’s where you are and you know about it. How do you see yourself going forward?

I think for me it was huge learning about this at the time that I did. I think, I mean, given my genetics predisposed to pre-diabetes, type two diabetes. I was already on that path and really had no way that I knew how to solve that other than like just exercising the crap out of myself, which I didn’t have the time, energy or interest in doing. It was kind of one of those like, oh well I, you know, I guess I know how I can fix this. I love it when people who are clearly sick with either pre-diabetes or diabetes, overweight…I’ll tell them I’m doing Keto and they’re like, well, you know, everything in moderation. I’m like, yeah, how’s that working for you? Because it doesn’t, like, you are lecturing me about everything in moderation, but it doesn’t seem like you yourself have a lot of control over what’s happening to your body. That just makes me sad when they say that to me. Like, come over to our side, like, I have the answers. So, I am grateful that I was able to learn about this early in my life before. I know that I have the tools to prevent that for myself, whereas beforehand I did not, and I was headed that way. God knows when that would have happened but…

It’s good to do the experimentation that you have and the falling off the wagon and getting back on it when you’re still metabolically flexible. That’s the time to do it. If you’re going to get all that behind you, learn from it, learn what kind Keto works for you, what it does for you.

My journey has totally been one of experimentation and and pushing also, you know, my metabolic flexibility. But I have also, you know… The times that I have been Keto and fallen off and been Keto and fallen off, the time when I’ve been fallen off has gotten shorter and shorter. You know, the first time I really fell off, it took over a year to get back on. The second time, it took like three months and by the end of the three months I was like, no. I noticed at work I had less focus. I never, like, when I’m in Ketosis I never have this metabolic clarity moment of your brain on ketones. Like I know that some people are like, oh, don’t you just have the mental clarity and when I’m in it, I never feel that. But I felt it when I didn’t have that and I was like, wow, I am like, not on. I’m a person who likes to be on top of my stuff and I was not on top of it. I was having, you know, spacing out in meetings and so I very quickly, you know, I mean I guess three months is not very quickly but quickly enough. Quicker than the last time. And I’m like, yeah, I’ve had enough, back on it.

A good tip actually, and I’ve done this myself, if you find yourself in that place when you have a particularly low moment, make a video of yourself. I did that one day when I’d eaten a load of, I’m not sure what, but some kind of wheat based product, which of all the carby things, it’s the kind of thing that will completely make my brain go sideways. And I had anxiety, I was twitchy. I was, I know what I’ll do, I’ll record myself. And I think actually I’d meant to send a message to my sister or something. So I think it wasn’t actually a conscious decision that I’m going to record myself to remind myself later. It was actually me doing something else, but then I use that video. I kept that video and it is a scary thing to watch. I was twitching, I was crying. And, I was talking about what I was feeling and yeah, I’ve eaten this stuff and I feel like crap and, and it is frightening to watch.

Wow that’s such a good tip.

It’s a really good reminder. Really good.

Yeah. It’s like, what are those PSA videos like? You’re not yourself when you’re on drugs. Like, it’s like that. You’re not yourself when you’re on carbs. I have less and less tolerance for feeling like that than I did when I first fell off.

I think it hits you harder and it hits you faster as well. You get so used to feeling good and you get fat adapted and your body heals and everything’s working as it’s supposed to do. Then you start throwing some poison at it and it reacts really quickly.

Not a good place to be in. But at the same time, we know how to get back to feeling good and every time I just remind myself, like, if you can get through three days, you’re back on it and it’s easy. You know, once you get over that little hump. You can do anything for three days.

That’s it. That’s absolutely it. It’s just kicking that addiction again. It’s been wonderful talking to you.

It’s been wonderful talking to you, too.

I’ve really enjoyed it, hearing from the other Franklin.

The other Franklin, Franklinette

Maybe you could share a top tip with us.

I would say that my top tip, probably gonna have to revolve around this idea of getting back on the horse. I know I talked a lot about that. As somebody who has historically been getting off and getting back on. My tip would just be to take the time to invest in yourself. Being really intentional about the choices that I’m making and being intentional about doing it for myself and for the purpose of feeling good. I think that’s hard to do with a lot of things. You know, taking time for yourself is hard to do. But I think when it comes to getting back on the horse, treating it as an act of self care. I know that’s a buzzword that we all talk about. Self care. Like if you take a bath with a lush bath bomb, you’re suddenly gonna be a new person.

Oh no, those, I cannot stand the smell. Honestly, I’m less sensitive now to smell but it used to be any kind of smell like that would just give me an instant migraine. If there was a lush store, I’d have to cross the road and just walk as far away from… If I walked through a lush cloud. That was it, instant migraine. I can’t stand the place.

All right, so that was a bad example but…

No, because it works for you. But I know exactly what you mean. I really like that, though. I like the association. If you can make, instead of looking at a way of eating as being something that restrictive or something that you have to do to achieve something, whether it be weight loss or whatever it is, rather than it having that kind of negative connotation is to associate it with feeling good, so I’m going to eat this way because it makes me feel good.

Yeah. Taking care of yourself.

And remembering all those things that are good and positive and have that association.

It’s hard when you’re feeling crappy. When you’re feeling crappy and you feel like you’re punishing yourself. If you come at it with that sort of punishing, oh, I’ve been cheating and I’m lazy and I’m feeling crappy about how I look and how I feel. If you come at it from a punitive approach, of course it’s not going to stick. If you come at it from a healing approach, you know, an intentional step toward feeling good. That’s when I’ve had the most success getting back on the horse, is approaching it as something I’m doing for myself to take care of myself. I think it was Brenda Zorn who said, and I’m probably editing out an f-bomb, but she said it takes a fierce self love. I think that eating in a way that is going to make you feel good on the inside and the outside, it’s not always easy, but approaching it from a standpoint of self care and self love has been my most successful approach. So that’s my tip. Get back on the horse as an act of self care.

Because you’re worth it.

Absolutely.

Which product was it? What was the advert, that tag line, because you’re worth it? I can’t remember who it was, what product it was.

Sounds like Special K or Dove or something like that.

Yeah, probably. Which would be really ironic wouldn’t it?

I know, it would be hilarious.

You need to Keto “because you’re worth it”. It probably was Special K. I’m going to have to get on Google afterwards and find out because that would be super ironic. [Editor’s note – it was actually L’Oréal!] But it’s true, isn’t it? Yeah. You know, you do this for the right reasons.

Yep

Well it’s been a blast. Thank you very much for talking to me today.

Thank you for having me.

Christine Trimpe

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February 8, 2019

Daisy’s latest extraordinary woman, Christine, talks about her “joyful keto life” – how she reversed her fatty liver, lost over 100lbs and is now able to do all the things she found hard to do before. She runs local meet-ups and also has a blog JoyfulKetoLife.com.

Christine, aged 51, is married to her college sweetheart and is the mother of two young adults in their 20s. They live in a suburb of Detroit with their two cats, Miki Roomba and Kitty.  She’s known around her small town as “Keto Christine” and loves sitting down one on one over a cup of coffee with heavy whipping cream to share the amazing, healing benefits of her new lifestyle. She encourages people who are new to keto to – learn the science, apply the science and change your life!

Christine battled obesity for over three decades.  She tried every weight loss program imaginable with no long term success and many years of frustration and disappointment. Just before her 49th birthday, she discovered that she had a fatty liver as well as the ovarian cysts she was having an ultrasound for. As she began to research the consequences of fatty liver she began learning about hormones and how a high carb diet was destroying her health.  

A random google search about fasting and hormones, led her to the work of Jason Fung and the Diet Doctor website and she committed to a strict Keto diet with Intermittent Fasting. As a result, she has lost over 100 pounds and is now at a very healthy weight with healthy metabolic function.

Christine likes to joke she’s an “accountant turned blogger” and as a new writer, she’s exploring avenues to share the message of this healing lifestyle with a wider audience. Her website, JoyfulKetoLife.com, fulfils her passion to help inspire and motivate individuals in their own physical, emotional, and spiritual healing.

Links

Diet Doctor – A Beginner’s Guide

Jason Fung’s video lecture series The Aetiology of Obesity

Books

Jason Fung The Obesity Code

Gary Taubes Why We Get Fat And What To Do About It

Gretchen Rubin The Four Tendencies

Christine’s Links

Website JoyfulKetoLife.com

Facebook Joyful Keto Life

Instagram KetoChristine317

Twitter KetoChristineMI

Patreon Joyful Keto Life

Email Christine@joyfulketolife.com

Christine’s Top Tip

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#68 Christine Trimpe

February 8, 2019

This transcript is brought to you thanks to the hard work of April Ihly.

Welcome Christine to the Keto woman podcast. How are you doing today?

Oh, I’m doing so great. Thank you so much for having me. Daisy. I’m very excited to be talking to you.

And, being a true Brit, I have to ask you about the weather. I can see lots of snow behind you.

Oh yes. We’re going through a rather wintry season right now here in Michigan and we’ve had snow and bitter cold, but January’s done and we’re looking forward ahead to spring now.

Yeah. Wait for all those spring flowers to come up and the sunshine to come up and that snow to melt.

Yes. Fortunately we have had quite a bit of sunshine so that does help get us through the month of January here.

It does, doesn’t it? And that’s something nice about snow, really, I think, when the sunshine is out, as long as it’s not too deep and too cold that it stops you doing things. It’s actually quite a lot of fun, and to be honest, snow days when you’re a kid especially are fantastic, aren’t they, because you get to build snowmen.

Yes, we’ve had quite…I don’t have little kids any longer, my kids are young adults, but yes, we’ve had three snow days this week for the kids in our area, so I’m sure they’ve been enjoying that.

Is there a maximum age to get enjoyment out of building snowmen? I don’t think so.

I don’t think so. I know, my daughter, she would be out there in a heartbeat if it wasn’t so frigid right now. It’s been really cold, too.

That’s the only problem with it is when it’s really biting.

Yes.

Okay, so enough Brit talk asking about the weather. Tell me about you.

Well, I’m so excited to have this opportunity to talk to you, and about how the Ketogenic and intermittent fasting way has completely changed my life, 100%, and I just have this really exciting passion to share with people. So I will start, I guess, with how I got to be in the position that I needed Keto. I have battled obesity, I guess my entire life, because I was a chubby kid and then as soon as my teenage years rolled around, I was a little bit slimmer. I’m not sure, like looking back, I’m not exactly sure why, but I wasn’t overweight when I graduated from high school. And then when I went off to college, it didn’t take me long to start gaining the “freshman fifteen”. Are you familiar with that term in Europe?

No, I’m not. I’ve never heard that.

Okay. It’s a big term here in America, when kids go off to college. I went away to school so I had to eat cafeteria food and very quickly started gaining weight. I think probably by the time I graduated from college I was probably close to about 160 pounds, which was a significant difference from when I graduated from high school. So I have battled with obesity since then. I have tried every diet under the sun for thirty years. Weight Watchers, a medical weight loss clinic, exercising. And right before I turned forty I actually did a liquid protein diet under hospital supervision for ten months. I did lose quite a bit of weight. I never did quite make it down to my goal weight, but I was comfortable enough that they started putting me on maintenance and as soon as I went on maintenance, they reintroduced foods like potatoes and whole wheat pasta and whole wheat breads and grains and it didn’t take me long to gain that weight back.

All those healthy, heart-healthy grains.

Exactly. And oh, it was so depressing. I just didn’t understand it. I was very adherent to the diet, to the liquid shake diet when I was doing it. I never cheated. I have a very unique ability, discipline, that I don’t cheat when I’m on diets. I consider that a gift. I know a lot of people don’t understand it. So once I started eating, you know, the menu that they were providing, that the dietitian was going through with me, and I started gaining weight again. I just, I started gaining weight immediately and then started getting really depressed and gave up and said, you know, I just…

What did they have to say about it, though?

I actually kind of just walked away from the program at that time because, you know, you were supposed to go weekly for sessions and things like that. And of course I had to pay for it out of pocket. My insurance didn’t cover it, so I just kinda went off on my own and continued to do things like counting points through Weight Watchers and using applications on my phone, like Lose It, and trying to track things. And when I’d go through the periods of eating really healthy, trying to eat really healthy for my body and gaining weight, it was just very depressing. So that’s how long I’ve been battling that and before I was forty-nine, right before I was about to turn fifty, is when I was fortunate enough to discover this way of life.

But tell us how you discovered that, because you went in for a scan, didn’t you, for something completely different and then stumbled across the problem.

Right. I was having a lot of health issues. If PCOS would have been a thing when I was a younger woman, like in my teens and early twenties, I’m positive I would have been diagnosed with PCOS because I was told that I had a lot of cyst problems, and very painful cycles. So they started reappearing again, and because I had had NovaSure, which is a uterine ablation, so I wasn’t having a lot of issues for quite a while, no heavy periods, things like that. But then they started popping up again and I started having a lot of pain in my abdomen. So I went to my gynecologist and she ordered an ultrasound scan just to see what was going on. And they did discover ovarian cysts, which neither of us were surprised about. But the other thing they discovered was that I had a fatty liver and that was surprising to me because it’s not really talked about much here. I don’t know if they talk about it much in Europe, but it is starting to become more known and people are starting to recognize it more.

Yeah. The only time it tends to come up, well, I say tends to come up, always comes up with obese patients who are going for weight loss surgery. It’s something that they always get put on a specific diet for a couple of weeks before they have the operation, with the specific intention of reducing the size of their liver. Mostly because from a practical point of view, when you’re gaining access, they tend to go in through a keyhole surgery. And to gain access, if your liver is fatty and so, enlarged, it’s in the way and there’s more chance of it getting nicked or something.

Oh, interesting. I did not know that.

Yes, they get you to reduce it. Unfortunately, not in the best of ways. People have been put on generally either the milk diet, which is exactly what it sounds, it is just milk, or the other diet, the typical Slimfast-type shakes. I wasn’t actually put on anything. I can’t remember whether it’s because they don’t tend to so much in France. They don’t tend to bother. Or maybe they looked at my health markers, which showed that I didn’t have a fatty liver. I’ve actually always had fairly good bio-markers. I have quite good glucose control and reasonable triglycerides. Both of those had been very good. So it wouldn’t indicate that I had a fatty liver. But I’m not sure whether he looked at those and made that assessment or whether it’s just not something they do. But so, it is, in that community, fatty liver is a very well known term. But outside it, probably not so much, although like you were saying, it has started to become talked about a lot more on the media. There was a program recently where they had some Type 2 diabetics in a clinic for a couple of weeks and one of the tests they ran was to assess the state of their liver. So it’s becoming something that people are becoming more and more aware of for its health implications.

That’s good. Well, my bio-markers have always been really good. My liver test results would never have indicated that my liver was filled with fat like that. But, I probably would have found out eventually because I was considering weight loss surgery and I had a consultation in January of 2017, actually, but I had to cancel it because our insurance changed and then insurance was not going to cover weight loss surgery any longer. So I canceled that and that was just such a godsend because on January 13th, 2017 is when I discovered Keto and intermittent fasting. That was like divine intervention, if you ask me. So I was kind of disappointed that insurance wouldn’t cover the weight loss surgery, but then I was given this gift instead, so, very happy.

It’s funny how things work out sometimes, isn’t it? You think something’s a real disaster and it’s ruined everything. Actually it opens up a much better opportunity. And how did you discover it? I always find it interesting to ask people because for some it’s a book. Gary Taubes is one of the most common books I hear people citing. But what was it for you?

All right. So, back up a little bit to when they told me I had fatty liver. I started doing a little bit of research on my own because my doctor, the gynecologist, she was mostly concerned about the cyst and she said, let’s give it three months and re-test the cyst with an ultrasound. That’s all she was really willing to do. So I myself had to go on to the internet and start looking up fatty liver, and that’s when I really started becoming concerned, and that’s when I started stumbling on things about our hormones and how hormones control so much in our body that we’ve never talked about that. Even being in that hospital program, they never brought that up to me. Anything about hormones, about my insulin. They did tell me I had metabolic syndrome, but they didn’t tell me anything more about that other than you need to lose the weight. So I started doing some research.

Nothing about actually it’s not your fault, it’s the way your body’s working that makes it impossible for you to lose weight!

Yeah. So that gets me to the most exciting point and answer to your question is how did I find Keto? So I’m doing all this research and I decided that I’m going to quit sugar. So I did that. On March 10th, 2016 is when I quit sugar. I would say it took me about six weeks to get over, like, sugar cravings. And when I say I quit sugar, I quit, like, the white stuff. I quit desserts, table sugar, and adding sugar to my coffee, things like that. But the cravings went away and I felt a tiny bit more energetic every day. But I was very discouraged by the lack of weight loss. And so I continued my research and I was having lunch one day with a friend, complaining, and she’s really into her hormones and stuff, too. I was complaining to her about how I had quit sugar, but I didn’t see any results. This was on January 13th, 2017. She said, have you ever heard of Dr. Fung and intermittent fasting? And I was like, no, I’ve never heard of Dr. Fung. She told me a little bit about him and then the conversation kind of dropped. She didn’t really say she was following his protocol or anything like that, but I went home that evening, it was a Friday, I went home that night and I was on the Diet Doctor website and watching all of Dr. Fung’s intro series on intermittent fasting. He’s got like six or seven short, five to seven minute videos, on Diet Doctor.

Have you watched the long one? I know when I stumbled across him on YouTube, it was the etiology of obesity.

Yeah, so I definitely have watched that.

7-video course or something. They’re about an hour each. It’s quite a long watch, isn’t it? But I soaked that up. That was my first meeting with Dr. Fung.

Yeah, me too. That night I watched so much and I read. I immediately ordered The Obesity Code off of Amazon. I was completely blown away. In one of those videos, he said, this is not your fault, and he taught me about controlling my insulin all in these short little videos that were free for anybody to find out there. And when he told me this was not my fault, I know I just sat there and I had tears in my eyes and it was like a major, major life changing moment. So that was the last day I ate bread, whole grain healthy bread. That was the last day I ate bread, the last day I ate potatoes and the last day I ate pasta. I had already weaned myself off of the white sugar. So you know, I was already successful with that. But as soon as I quit the bread, pasta and the potatoes is when I started losing weight rapidly. And immediately I went on the Diet Doctor website and I signed up for the two week challenge to get started. I picked a couple of recipes off of there. I don’t really enjoy cooking too much or at least my old self didn’t enjoy cooking that much. I picked a few of their recipes and I just repeated those recipes for two weeks and I started incorporating the intermittent fasting into my lifestyle. I was like, there’s absolutely no reason why I have to eat after six o’clock. I’m not hungry. If I’m eating after six o’clock, it’s emotional hunger. And then I also immediately stopped eating breakfast because I’ve never been a breakfast eater. In my childhood, my mom used to have a fit when I wouldn’t eat breakfast before I left for school. But if I ate breakfast, I was starving by 9:00 AM. I was eating breakfast at that time. I was eating oatmeal with blueberries on it and I was trying to follow the diabetes prevention program diet that I was in. I was in the year long program at my work, so I immediately stopped eating oatmeal in the morning. I’m never, I’m not hungry in the morning. I was just doing it because they told me to eat five meals a day.

No wonder you fell asleep. It’s one of those sorts of meals, isn’t it? That you can just picture on these posters that are the healthy eating goals.

Yes, the oatmeal.

Yeah, exactly. I remember my sister saying to me, because we both used to eat porridge and enjoy it. Don’t get me wrong, I love porridge. It’s delicious. But I realized when I tested my blood sugar before and after, just how elevated. I mean my blood sugar went through the roof. And that was, actually, there was no difference. And this is really telling. I never used to put a lot of sugar on it, but I used to sweeten it a little with some brown sugar. There was no difference in that blood sugar spike between having or not having the sugar on it.

So it was so as the oatmeal.

So it was all about the oatmeal and my sister used to say to me, I have this oatmeal and it’s supposed to be really good for you and keep you going all day. I can remember this advert when I was a kid, I think it was the Quaker oats advert and there was this boy walking to school and he had this orange halo around him, that the warmth that he got from having these wonderful oats that just kept him going all day. And so, you know, grew up with this idea that, you know, having porridge for breakfast was the thing to set you up for the day. And my sister said to me, you know, I don’t understand it. I have this porridge and then couple of hours later I just want to go to sleep. I said, and of course you know with hindsight, yeah, I said that’s because you’ve had a sugar high and now you’ve got a sugar crash and you just, you just want to sleep it off.

And here I thought I was being so healthy because I was eating steel cut Irish oats, right? Oh, these are so healthy!

I read about these steel cut oats and that’s exactly what I would do as well.

I was putting blueberries on them because I gotta eat my fruit, right?

This is the healthiest of the healthiest options when it comes to oatmeal.

And since I had quit the white sugar or the brown sugar, I was drizzling a tiny bit of the brown rice syrup on there. So it was still adding a little bit of sweetness, right. Oh my goodness. I wasn’t into testing my blood sugar at that time, but I bet, oh I bet it would have been crazy. So anyhow, that’s the day. January 13th, 2017, the day I met Dr. Fung. Hopefully someday I can meet him in person, because that would be amazing. He literally changed my life. His work and Diet Doctor website is just an amazing resource for me. And then also, after I read The Obesity Code, I did read Gary Taubes’ book, Why We Get Fat and What To do About It. That was very eye-opening, too, because he also said, this is not your fault. The standard American diet. I don’t know what you call it in Europe, but that’s what we call it here. It’s very SAD, the standard American diet.

It really is. And I think that’s the absolute classic phrase that has stopped people in their tracks and has been that light bulb moment. When somebody, a respected professional, respected presenter, a respected expert on the subject, who deals with people who are overweight, obese, metabolically unhealthy, sick for whatever reason all the time. And they say, it’s not your fault.

It was amazing.

Because of course we’ve just assumed that that’s exactly what it is; that we’re the ones to blame.

Right. Am I not exercising enough? Am I eating at the wrong time? I’m eating five times a day. Am I doing the timing wrong? This whole wheat bread is supposed to be good for me, right? It’s not. It’s amazing that I found out how much healthier I could be by not eating bread, potatoes and pasta. I have an Irish background. I loved, I used to love potatoes. I don’t miss them at all anymore because I know what they do to me.

I have to say that is the one thing that I do miss.

The potatoes?

Yeah. I’ve never really completely got over that. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t crave them all the time at all. And I can perfectly happily do without them. But they are the thing that when I’m out for a meal, I will maybe have a few chips or fries as you call them in America. But it’s very occasional and I don’t have very many. And what amazes me actually is that I can get something like, a typical plate here, steak frite, so you know, steak and fries, and I’ll mostly obviously focus on the steak and I’ll have just a few of those fries and I will leave the rest and I never would have done that. Never.

It’s amazing how empowering it is that we can touch a couple of French fries and leave the rest alone. I did have a couple of French fries when I was in Ireland last spring because I was in Ireland for three weeks. I had to have some sort of potato, right? Because I knew I would get harassed by my family and friends at home. Like you don’t, yeah, you don’t have to be so obsessive do you? I’m like, yeah, okay. I will try. I was with my daughter and she totally respects and supports my lifestyle, so she didn’t harass me or anything, but she was like, you know mom, it’s not going to kill you so let’s do this. I’ll hold your hand.

I’ve always also grown up with not wanting to leave anything on your plate and have that sort of no waste policy. One thing that I found very useful, regardless of whether I’m with someone like that or not, when I’m eating out at a restaurant, I will just leave the food I don’t want to eat now. There’s someone I go out to dinner with quite a lot. He quite likes it because if I can’t eat all my food, sometimes the old restriction from my weight loss surgery kicks in. I can’t predict when it’s gonna kick in and it might kick in halfway through my steak or something and I can’t finish it. So he tends to finish up all the bits and pieces, especially with dessert. Like, I might have a mouthful and then the rest he gets to have all that if he wants. So he quite likes going out to dinner with me. So tell me what happened. How quickly did all the changes and benefits happen to you after you started eating this way?

They started happening amazingly fast. Within those two weeks that I was doing the two week challenge that Diet Doctor offers, I started feeling so much more energy. I was buzzing around the house. My husband is asking me what’s going on. I’m assuming I slipped into ketosis pretty easily because I had already quit the white sugar. My exhaustion started disappearing, the brain fog started going away and I was convinced within a few days that this was the lifestyle that was going to work for me.

Tell us some of those real measurable results that you saw. What issues that you’d had before that went away or improved and you know, what kind of time period. I think, I seem to remember looking at your notes, sort of, the difference in a year was quite astounding.

It was quite amazing. I actually did a blog series about everything that Keto’s healed for my body. Of course, the weight loss is amazing and it’s enabled me to, you know, go about my day much easier. But my blog series, I talked about how I cured my chronic exhaustion, cured my obesity, reversed my nonalcoholic fatty liver disease. I reversed my obstructive sleep apnea and my need for a C-PAP machine. I no longer get migraines and headaches. I used to get migraines monthly with my cycle. I would usually have headaches daily. And I’m convinced that that was because of sugar. I no longer have any joint pain. I don’t feel inflamed. And I’m positive now, I actually have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow to see my functional medicine doctor. I ask her to test my insulin every appointment. The last two times my insulin has been in the normal range, so I have considered myself healed from insulin resistance and metabolic syndrome, or under control, with the insulin resistance. So those are the exciting things that I wrote about because those are real improvements in my health that have just completely changed my daily life. I no longer want to come home and just sit on the couch all day and do nothing. Now I’m on the go like, go, go, go, 24/7.

I’ll tell you what I love about a couple of those blog posts, and we will list those in the show notes so people can go and find them, and read them for themselves, but it was a couple of the earlier blog posts, I think. What I particularly liked were the pictures of how you were feeling, and what, practically, you were able to do. So there was one in particular, I think, and you can remind me, it was some falls somewhere? You went on an eight mile hike and there’s some wonderful pictures of you, obviously, you know, really having a good time and really pleased with yourself, that you’d been able to do this because you wouldn’t have been able to do it before.

Right. That was actually the picture I used for the blog post series, was me standing at the top of the summit, in Glendalough National Park in the Wicklow mountains in Ireland when we were on that three week vacation. That was the last full day that we had there. We went on an 11 mile hike, which is something I never ever would have done in my previous life. And I stood at the top of that summit and I made my daughter take a picture of me holding my arms up because I kicked her butt that day. And my daughter is an athlete and she was like, I can’t believe that I’m having a hard time keeping up with you mom. So it was a really exciting day for me and I was glad that she was there with me to realize that because she obviously knows my struggles all these years. So yeah, 11 miles and fasted, too. So, that was really exciting. Yeah, it was a beautiful day. One that I will never forget and I’d love to go back and repeat it.

So you employ, make use of, intermittent fasting quite a lot.

Yes, I do. I did a lot of intermittent fasting through my weight loss portion of my journey.

And in what sort of form did that take, as sort of a daily intermittent, or did you have blocks of time?

My normal schedule was I did three forty-two hour fasts weekly. So normally I wouldn’t eat on Monday, Wednesdays and Fridays. And that fit perfectly in my social schedule. Like on Monday nights I went to an exercise class so there wasn’t any time to make dinner. On Wednesday nights, my kids were at church youth group, so they weren’t around so I didn’t have to cook for them. Fridays was just something, at the end of the week I just kind of, that’s how I ended my week. So I would eat two meals a day on Saturday, Sunday, Tuesday and Thursday. And I would eat around noon for lunch and I would always be done eating by 6:00 PM for dinner. So two meals a day, four days a week, and then three 42 hour fast during the week. And then occasionally during my weight loss journey I would throw in a couple of five day fasts, which I was surprisingly able to do. The first time I did it, it really shocked me. But I’m telling you, being a fat burning machine, I was never wanting for food when I was doing those fasts. I really focused on keeping myself busy. I’m very goal oriented, so to set a goal and achieve those goals is very satisfying for me as well.

And it sounds to me like you’re an upholder. I don’t know if you read Gretchen Rubin’s work, but you’re a classic upholder.

What does that mean? Somebody that goes after their goals?

It really means that you hold yourself accountable but you react to goals set to you by other people but also by yourself. So you’re just really good at sticking to things and you just do it. As soon as those goals are set and you’ve got the rules for what you need to do, you just stick to them. You uphold them. Whereas somebody like me, who is a rebel, is the absolute opposite of that. So when you were saying people can’t understand I’m the type of person who can stick to a diet really easily, I’m one of those people who finds that difficult to understand. Not because, you know, I know there are people who can do it but I can’t very easily, that there are ways of getting around the barriers that rebels put up, but it’s a slightly more tricky process.

Well that is really interesting. I’m going to get the name of that book from you because like I said, I feel, sometimes I feel really bad when I’m talking to people and they’re struggling and I’m trying to empathize with them and how to hold their hand through these days that they’re having a hard time. So I would love to read that book so that I have a better understanding because I’ve started feeling bad that I don’t struggle with this and I don’t think I should feel bad about that.

No you definitely shouldn’t, but it’s very, very useful. If you can find out which tendency somebody else is, you can work out the best strategy not only for how you communicate with them, but how to tailor an approach that’s going to work for them.

That is awesome. I’m glad you brought up upholder because that is really fascinating to me now, because this is something that I’ve been struggling with for the past couple of months. Like how do I deal with this? So I’m sure that will be very insightful.

Absolutely. And your family must’ve, well, they obviously noticed a dramatic change, but I mean they must be so proud of you.

Yes, I do believe that they are. Like I mentioned, my daughter’s an athlete, so it’s fun for her that I’m able to do stuff when we’re out hiking and just being out for the day and not getting tired. My husband is extremely proud of me. I know he talks about me at work all the time and he brings up bacon and he brings up my website to people and they have a running joke in his office about how much bacon I eat and I get to hear about that all the time. But yeah, he’s really proud and he’s a big support system and he’s actually the one, actually my entire family is the one that has encouraged me to share my passion with other people. My kids were saying, mom, you need to start a YouTube channel. And I’m like, I’m not a YouTube star. And you know, that’s their age, they’re young 20’s. So they’ve been encouraging me all along to share my passion. I’m trying to do it in a way that I’m comfortable with. And then I have a ton of friends at church that I support, that I started on my, I call it my Keto train. Lots of friends have followed along and I have a private Facebook group that I manage for them to share tips and stuff, because they were starting to ask me to get together individually one on one, and I love to do that. I love to sit over a cup of coffee with heavy whipping cream with them and talk to them about it, but it got to be too much because I was working full time as well. So I was like, I’ll start this group for everybody and I’ve got about 170 people in there now. Mostly people that I know. And then I do let people invite their friends in as well.

How fabulous. And do you do some local meetups and Keto meetups?

Yes, we’ve done that quite a few times at my house. We have a Keto lunch after church on Sundays sometimes. And that’s really fun because everybody brings one of their recent favorite Keto dishes and we all get to sample a little bit. And we usually have about, you know, 15 to 20 people here and it’s a great time.

That sounds like fun. And you mentioned this regular routine of fasting and I think that is a pattern that I’ve employed before. I really, as I’ve mentioned, find it very difficult to stick to regular routines. But when I have that Monday, Wednesday, Friday thing with fairly light eating days on the Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays at least the first meal, because I, it’s something that really dials my restriction back in. And I think for everybody when they start eating after fasting, even if it’s not for a particularly long period of time, find the appetite is a bit suppressed. But for me that’s intensified even more. So I would have fairly light eating days on those other days. But then Sunday, because I’d had the Saturday to sort of start ramping the food back up, Sunday was my real feasting day. And I really liked that difference, that switching up as Megan Ramos talks about, and having all those really different things that, you know, one day you were really firing up your metabolism, and another day you were fasting. And I think that really can work quite well.

Yeah, that’s, that’s amazing. I still fast, daily now. I usually keep like an 18/6 schedule because like I said, I’m not a breakfast eater. There’s absolutely no reason for me to eat breakfast. I usually eat, start getting hungry around 11:30, eat between 11:30, noon, and then if my schedule allows it we’re usually always done eating here by six o’clock at night. My husband gets home from work and he wants to eat immediately, so he helps out with that schedule too because he’s home by five, and like, what’s for dinner?

Feed me.

Yeah, exactly! Feed me! And for the most part he’ll eat my keto food. He is not on Keto. I’m trying to switch him to low carb, healthy fats. He’s not overweight, he doesn’t have health issues. So he’s very supportive and he will eat my keto meals, but he does have some limits. He does not like eggplant and he turns his nose up at my eggplant Lasagna. I don’t understand why, it’s delicious, but he’s a good, he’s a good sport.

And what does the typical day of Keto look like for you food-wise?

Well, right now I do, when I wake up, I turn into a coffee fiend through this Keto lifestyle. I didn’t even really discover coffee until I was in my forties and I was never really that addicted to it. Like, I didn’t have to have it in the morning, but now I do. So I do have coffee with cream in the morning, a couple of cups, and then I will get hungry for lunch around noon. I do work in an office three days a week, so the lunch that I always pack and typical lunches that I even eat at home are really simple. I like to keep it simple, silly. So KISS is the acronym. Typically I will have some bacon, some olives, some cheese, half an avocado with some lemon squeezed on it and Everything But the Bagel seasoning. And those are the things I keep stocked in my fridge at work. So they’re always handy. And then, just because I don’t like to complicate things, I have things like that in my fridge. So that’s a typical lunch for me, or some egg salad. Lunch is very routine for me. If I’m home, I might fry up a couple of eggs to eat with my bacon.

Oh, same here. I’m like, you, I go for brunch. I don’t tend to eat that early. I’m the same. I have a coffee or something. I take the dogs for a walk and then I have my breakfast when I come back. So it’s invariably much more lunchtime when I eat. Bacon and eggs, I have bacon and scrambled eggs scrambled in butter every single day. So I’m quite a routine person in that way.

I get that. I totally could eat bacon and eggs every day. And when I tell people that, they’re like, oh, how can you eat eggs every day? I’m like, eggs are the perfect Keto food. They keep me full and they keep me satisfied. They have the right nutrients. And I have grown to love eggs, too. I really didn’t eat a lot of eggs before Keto.

It amazes me. People who say, oh, how can you eat the same thing like bacon and eggs every day, or eggs every day, or what people tend to, whatever they have for breakfast, but then they’re the kind of person who will have the same cereal every day. I don’t really understand. I think breakfast is one of those meals that a lot of people just have the exact same thing, right?

Yeah. They reached for the oatmeal or the box of Life cereal or whatever. Right. Yeah.

I don’t see what’s weird about having the same Keto food every day. What’s more weird than having the same cereal every day? I don’t quite understand that.

And through this journey, what I have discovered or learned about eating is that I treat food as fuel now, strictly. So I’m not obsessively thinking about some type of food that I’m missing out on or some type of food that I could replicate as a Keto recipe. Food is strictly fuel to my body. And that’s another reason why I could eat bacon and eggs every day because I know my body needs that fuel and I can go about my day after I’ve had a lunch like that. And that’s very freeing. That was, that’s another part of the freedom of eating Keto too.

Yes. I can’t say that I’ve lost my passion for food, and liking variety and liking different tastes and playing with recipes and things. But yes, I like the fact that I suppose the extent I go towards that is just feeling like I’m in control, rather than the food being in control of me.

That is exactly, that’s all part of our journey, too. Right.

And so what’s a typical dinner?

So a typical dinner, I have a new appreciation for pork, too. I cook pork quite a bit. I love, my favorite recipe is the crispy skinned pork shoulder or, butt, you know, it’s nice, it’s got a nice fatty layer on it and it crisps up and that is my favorite way to prepare meat. We eat steak quite a bit and if I need to do a quick dinner, we’ll do a hamburger patty with some cheese and some pickles. As far as side dishes, I love to eat cauliflower, make it into a cauliflower mac and cheese or roasted cauliflower. I do make some Keto casseroles, you know, like with some meat and of course they’re all lots of cheeses and I’m very thankful that I’m not intolerant to dairy. I don’t know how I would be able to do Keto without cheese because I love cheese. I’ve always loved cheese and I didn’t have to give that up, which was another great asset about Keto. I really do keep it really simple, Daisy. I do like to cook now if I find a good Keto recipe that a friend has shared or like, you have to try this. We post a lot of food pictures in that Facebook group I have. I will try things on the weekends. I get a little more adventurous, but the work week for me is pretty busy and I try to keep it simple.

Yeah, I do too and actually one of my favorite regular meals, which is what I had last night is, to roast chicken thighs with some salt on, so that skin goes wonderfully crispy and I’ve always preferred the darker meat with chicken anyway, so I just love chicken thighs. And I literally just have a couple of those with some mayonnaise. I love that. My favorite regular dinner.

Easy and something I should try because I do like chicken. I just don’t think to eat it a lot. I’ll give that a try, too.

For sure. So you’ve touched upon how you’ve started a blog and you’re thinking about YouTube and all the things. Tell us a bit about what you’re doing. We were talking a little bit before about how I found a number of people, especially those I’ve interviewed, who have gone on to use their passion for Keto to help other people and sometimes turn it into an income, a job for themselves.

Right. That would be amazing and I’m hoping that doors will open, that I could possibly support myself financially with something. But to start with, I launched my blog in April of last year after my family was pressuring me to do something. Nah, I shouldn’t say pressure, encouraging me to do something with my story because they could see every day the people’s lives that it was touching and the people that I was helping and in my little Facebook group and my group at church, etc. So I sent my story to Diet Doctor and Amanda Atkisson was the editor at the time that picked up my story. And so she’s shared my story, in the success stories on diet doctor. And I’ve developed a long distance friendship with her right now. I adore her. She’s just such a sweetie.

She’s wonderful.

Yeah. So actually, after she shared my story, my success story ended up being the number two success story on Diet Doctor for that year for 2017. I was like, wow, I didn’t know so many people were clicking on my story. And so I started sharing the Diet Doctor links on Twitter and some random person who had just started doing Keto reached out to me in a message on Twitter. I’m not very active on Twitter, so when I got a message, I usually tend to ignore those. But for some reason I opened his message and he’s a web developer in the States and he just said, I’m really touched by your story. I really think you could help a lot of people. You need to build a blog or you need to build a website. I told him, I said, I have absolutely no idea how I would build a website, I’m not a technical person, I’m an accountant, and he helped me completely start the website, gave me all the tools that I needed, gave me encouragement and I tried to pay him and he would not accept anything from me. He said, just keep sharing your story. It’s amazing. You’re going to help so many people. And so shout out to Chris. That was, his name’s Chris, and I was just completely blown away and encouraged by his support.

How fantastic.

I just jumped on board and fortunately my husband is a software programmer so he’s able to help me. He’s not a web developer, but he knows enough. He knows his way around computers and technology enough so that he helps keep my website running when he has spare time. He does work full time, too. But anyhow, that’s how I got to the point of launching my blog in April of 2018.

And it’s called?

It is called JoyfulKetoLife.com, because I picked joy, that is, my hashtag saying is choose joy always. And this lifestyle has just completely restored my joy in life. I think joy is one of those words that just is so hard to describe and to put into words. It’s something that bursts forth from your heart, you know? And I like to share that joy with everybody that I encounter on a daily basis.

Yes. Well that’s what I saw captured in the pictures I mentioned earlier. That’s what’s lovely to see. It’s always fantastic to hear about people who’ve lost especially a significant amount of weight because you know, I know personally how much difference that makes just from a purely physical practical point of view, the things that you’re able to do, the things that you’re able to do without pain and frustration all the time. But what I really like to see is the specific things that people are able to do that brings them joy because of that weight loss. Not the weight loss on its own, but what comes about because of that.

Right. I mean, the fact that Keto took away my chronic exhaustion, it just enables me to be able to do all of that. And I don’t know if I mentioned to you that my story was featured in a national magazine here, too, last month. It’s called First For Women. And a journalist reached out to me. She found me on Diet Doctor as well, and she reached out to me and she does a monthly series on tiredness, cures for tiredness. And so she picked up my story. It was a two page spread in this magazine. I got to go for a professional photo shoot and professional makeup and everything. It was, it was a lot of fun. So that was, that was in the December edition on newsstands. So that was really exciting and fun. Those are the kind of doors that I would never have expected to open and I can walk through and share my story. And if it just inspired one person to change their life, then it was really worth it. And I’ve heard from quite a few people through my blog. They have emailed me and said, I found your story in First For Women magazine, and it’s really exciting to see and hear from them. I love to hear people’s stories. Absolutely love it.

Oh, me too. It’s really what I love. Yes, talking about things that just crop up and opportunities that open up, I mean, you know, that’s why I’m here talking to you today. That’s why I’m a podcaster. Absolutely. That’s all because of Keto. It’s all because somebody started a conversation with me way back over two years ago now on a weight loss surgery Facebook group, challenging me about some rubbish I was spouting about good carbs versus bad carbs. She showed me the science and she made me see the light basically. And that’s what started me on my journey.

She shared the truth with you. We all have a moment in a story like that, which is amazing and that’s why we need to continue sharing it and getting this news out.

Of course, because you could be that person for somebody else, and help them change their life for the better. I’m sure I’ve read something in the notes you sent me about wine. What is it about wine? And my eyes light up when I see something about wine.

I do love, again, in my late forties, I discovered wine, especially red wine. And once I started Keto, I was uncertain that I should include wine in my diet because I would stand in the middle of the grocery store aisle and just look at the labels. I had no idea what was in those wine bottles, right? So, and I’m very particular about reading labels and I was very strict counting my carbs, so I didn’t drink wine for a long time. And then I found a company that marketed themselves as Keto-friendly and clean crafted wine. And so I decided to give that a try. And what I love about that company is the founder of the company. She’ll go and scout the wine all over the world from little tiny mom and pop vineyards and wineries.

She has a fantastic job.

Yes, I want her job, right?

Me, too.

So she brings all these wines back and she tests them independently to make sure there’s no added sugars and no added chemicals, no crappy stuff in this wine. So I feel very confident that the wine I’m drinking is very low sugar, the only sugar in it is the residual sugars from the fermentation of the grapes. And I don’t drink a lot of wine, but when I do drink wine I want to make sure that it’s clean because I am very particular about what I’m drinking. So this wine company is called Scout and Cellar and I am now an independent wine consultant for Scout and Cellar because I believe so much in the product and I know that there are people out there that like to continue to include wine in their diet. That’s one of the top questions I see in Keto forums and Keto websites. Can I drink alcohol? Like yes, in moderation, you can. Be particular about what you’re putting in your body, too, at the same time.

I think most people end up drinking less than they used to pre-Keto purely because it has to hit you a lot harder, I’ve certainly found.

Definitely.

I know lots of people feel the same way.

One glass of wine.

Exactly, yeah, one or two and that’s pretty well my limit. I don’t know about you but I, I mean I’ve always liked the dryer wines anyway, both with, especially with white, but red, too. I tend to like a really light and dry wine, both red and white, but certainly since Keto I can really pick up any kind of sweetness. Wine that somebody else will be drinking that they consider dry, I’ll take a sip and say, whoa, now that’s too sweet for me.

Exactly. When I started drinking wine, it was the high sugar, white fruity wines and now I, yes, I know exactly what you’re saying. I’m definitely a dry wine drinker now. Your tastes definitely adapt with Keto, too, which is amazing.

They do. It’s, it’s like you’ve got a sugar radar built in that you can just taste it in everything, can’t you?

Yes. I’m thankful for that part of the, not having any sugar cravings too. That’s all part of it.

Well it’s nice to finish up with a glass or two of wine. I too don’t drink that regularly. I tend to just really have wine when I have friends over for dinner or go out.

Right, exactly.

So I don’t really drink it very often, but I do like it and I’ve got very particular. Of course living in France, I’ve got to know a lot more about wine since I’ve lived here. And the wine here is really good. There’s a lot to choose from.

I bet that’s amazing. And I do have a lot to learn about wine still. Like I said, I just started drinking it in my later forties so I’m still learning. But I do know that I enjoy it over dinner with some girlfriends and it’s good that I can still keep it in my keto lifestyle and when my friends are all drinking, I don’t have to be so obsessive and say, no, I can’t have that. Now I just usually take my own bottle because I know that my bottle is safe for my lifestyle.

A nice clean, dry one. Well it has been wonderful talking to you today. Perhaps you could round us up with a top tip.

A top tip. Well, going back to cooking and keeping food, you know, what Keto foods to use, I always like to tell people to keep it simple. As far as fasting goes. I like to tell people to keep busy and to keep, you know, keep distracted. When I was going through my fasting phases when I would do the longer fasts, my house got so purged of junk. It was amazing. So those are probably my two top tips. Do not overwhelm yourself in the beginning. I’m giving more than one top tip, aren’t I? But, I have to say this, too. Another thing I love to tell people is that you have to learn the science yourself. The science is so amazing regarding Keto and low carb living. You have to learn this yourself so that you can apply it to your own life and then you will change your life and then you’ll be full of so much joy that you’ll go about your day and you will start to inspire and motivate other individuals. And then that’s how we just keep the spark going, pass it on from one person to the next, and it’s so fulfilling and so joyful to see lives changed through this lifestyle.

Yes and it really is a grassroots movement, isn’t ? This big up-swell from the ground up that’s going to change things eventually.

It is amazing. I love it. I love everything about this lifestyle and sharing it.

Me, too. Well, thank you so much for talking to me today, Christine. It’s been a great pleasure.

Well, thank you so much for having me. I’m truly honored that my story is being shared to help inspire other people.

Tom Naughton

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February 1, 2019

Daisy’s latest extraordinary man, Tom, talks about his latest movie – Fat Head Kids: Stuff About Diet & Health I Wish I Knew When I was Your Age. Tom and Daisy also chat about the origins of the infamous Fat Head pizza dough, why bacon and eggs is the best breakfast ever and how Tom deals with people who like to preach to him about what he should eat and write about.

Tom Naughton began his professional life as a writer and editor for Family Safety & Health magazine. In the many years since, he’s worked as a freelance writer, a touring standup comedian and a software programmer.

Fat Head, his humorous documentary about the lousy health advice handed down from official sources, has been seen on Netflix, Hulu and Amazon Prime, as well as on television networks in several countries. His speeches and other health-related videos have been viewed by millions of people online. Tom now lives on a small hobby farm with one wife, two daughters, two dogs, one cat, and dozens of chickens.

Chareva Naughton began her art career illustrating forestry training manuals while a Peace Corps Volunteer in Mali, West Africa. She later studied computer animation and web design in Santa Monica, California. Her graphics are included in many of Tom’s projects, including his speeches, blog and documentary films. When not hunched over a computer or drawing pad, Chareva enjoys spending time with her family, learning aerial silks, gardening and tending to the animals.

Links

Fat Head Blog

Fat Head Kids book and film site

DVD on Amazon

Trailer for the film

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#67 Tom Naughton

February 1, 2019

This transcript is brought to you thanks to the hard work of Trish Roberts.

Welcome Tom, to the Keto Woman podcast. How are you doing today?

I’m doing well. How about you?

I’m very good. Thank you. And it’s, it’s very nice to be talking to you and I got to watch your new movie the other day and enjoyed it very much. So I’m sure we’ll get to talk about that later.

Very good.

So first perhaps you could just tell us a bit about you, what your story is, what led you to make the notorious Fat Head movie?

Well, when I made Fat Head, it actually began life as a response to Super Size Me after I watched Super Size Me. I thought it was an amusing film, but also full of nonsense. So I began by shooting a response to Super Size Me, which is kind of what the first half of Fat Head is about. But I was doing research while shooting it because I wanted to do my own fast food diet and prove that I could lose weight eating fast food. And the research kept taking me to sites where people would be saying no, saturated fat does not cause heart disease. No cholesterol is not the problem we were told it is. And I would keep following links and following more links and I would end up at good research. And as I was shooting Fat Head, I began to realize, oh, in addition to everything else, the dietary advice we’ve been given for the last 30 to 40 years is mostly wrong. So really the second half of Fat Head kind of became about how screwed up our dietary advice is. So people have pointed out, and they’re right, it’s almost like two films stitched together. Part One, here’s what’s wrong with Super Size Me. Part Two, your dietary guidelines are full of nonsense. So that kind of set the whole, whole career in motion because once I made Fat Head and then started blogging, I just kept continuing.

And what about you, your past, I saw a bit about this in the Fat Head Kids movie. You talked a little bit about that. And I love, I love the whole concept because how many times have we said that to ourselves? Goodness, I wish I knew what I know now, back then.

Absolutely. And partly what inspired Fat Head Kids was one, my own experience because I was the kid who became a fat kid around age 13 and I’m 60 years old, so that was back in the days when we would have one or two fat kids in each class. And then I became one of them. So I remember that body shame, of being 14/15 years old and having a fat belly and skinny arms and legs and growing the boy boobs. So this is a subject near and dear to my heart. And the other thing that inspired us to do Fat Head Kids was after Fat Head came out, we heard from a lot of parents, telling us that their kids loved Fat Head and they watch it over and over and that it really taught them a lot about diet and health. And that got my wife and I talking about what’s our next project going to be?

You know what, it should be something that we actually direct that kids. And of course many people who have read the book or seen the film have said, well yeah, you made it for kids, but I’m an adult and I learned a lot from it too. And that was certainly the intention. But more than anything else, we wanted to make sure that we explain this in a way that our daughters, who are now 15 and 13, we wanted people our daughter’s age to be able to understand it because, as so many people told me when they sent me emails about Fat Head, gee, I wish I had known this when I was a kid, and boy do I relate to that thought?

Absolutely. And I think it’s a real skill. You talk about conveying that message in a way that kids can understand, but I think it’s a real skill to bridge that gap so that kids and adults can watch it and the adults don’t feel like it’s, it’s condescending. They get things from it too. They enjoy it. I enjoyed watching it. I learned things from it and I’m far from being a kid. So I love that you can bridge that gap.

Well, thank you. And I mean that was of course the most challenging part of it was, we kept asking ourselves over and over, how do we explain this at a level that kids can relate to? I’m a big believer in the power of analogies when you were explaining things. I remember all the way back to high school, I had a physics teacher and I still remember telling people this guy could explain physics to a five year old. And what he did was he kept coming up with really brilliant analogies for explaining things. And I’ve always remembered that. I did used to be a journalist by the way, and that was something I tried to incorporate when I would write a health article. I would try to keep bringing analogies into it. So we kept looking for analogies when we were writing the book, which came before the film. And struggled actually because I came up with analogies that worked for each individual chapter, but it didn’t work as a whole unit. I remember when in early drafts to explain how you have a metabolism and it, it determines how much energy you burn. I had this house with a thermostat and the air conditioners on and the windows open, and why the house would use more or less energy. It made sense for that chapter. But then for explaining how the fuel system works, I’m like, well, you can burn sugar, you can burn fat. So I had this car that had two fuel tanks and you know what determined when it burned the sugar. And when it burned the fat. Each individual chapter made sense. But when I looked at the whole thing as a book, I thought, I’m jumping all over the place here. I’ve got this analogy and then I’ve got that analogy.

So I did what every smart husband should do, I had a discussion with my wife. I said, here’s what bugs me about this, and she actually was the one who came up with the idea. We kicked around a lot of ideas, so she’s actually the one who came up with the idea for the spaceship. God bless her. Once we start talking about it in terms of, let’s turn the body into a biological starship because. a starship, like a house, it needs heat and you will have the energy usage going up and down. It needs fuel, it can have the different fuel tanks. And once we settled on that idea, suddenly all the analogies for everything we were going to talk about, just fell right into place. At that point, the writing became much easier. Now I knew where I wanted it to go.

Gosh, it shows as well, how often collaboration is what makes a project, that just having somebody to bounce those ideas off. And in this case you came up with the answer you were looking for. I do love it. And I love that it’s another thing that bridges that age gap is, is using the whole riff on the Star Trek characters. Because it’s something that all the generations will be familiar with. And it reinforces the lessons, if you like, that you’re telling throughout, because you go back to the same characters that you get increasingly more familiar with what their roles are, as the film goes on.

Yeah. Once my wife floated the idea of the starship, then that’s exactly what I started thinking of, it’s, oh, wait a minute, we can have a Mr Spock-like character who’s all about the science and we can have a doctor character who chimes in about medical issues. And then of course suddenly, well, how are we going to explain metabolism? Well, the shift’s chief engineer who’s going to be named Marty Metabolism, and in the film gee, he’ll have a Scottish accent for some reason, and then it all fell together. And this was very much a collaborative effort because we knew all along when I was writing the book, we knew my wife was going to illustrate, and in order for the illustrations and the words to work together, we had to talk about each concept and kind of storyboard it and say, how do we explain metabolism? How do we explain it going up and down? Ah, well Marty, our engineer’s going to have this control panel where he’s doing all these different things in the ship. So everything in the book and the film was very back and forth. How about if we did this, could you draw that? Would it make sense if we showed it this way? So yeah, it was great to have a collaborator, especially one who lives in the same house.

Very convenient. And it was very much a family affair, wasn’t it? I know watching to the end credits, all the characters come up. Oh yes, that name looks familiar. They look like they’re all part of the same family.

There’s somebody Naughton, and somebody else Naughton, and somebody else Naughton. I’m fortunate that my nephews – two of my nephews – my brothers’ sons are actors. They’re good actors. They do theater in their hometown. I’ve gone to see them do plays and I knew they could perform. I know they’re both funny. So, of course when I wanted to start putting cartoon voices in this, I immediately said, hey guys, would you like to do the voice overs for my film? And my daughter did some, my wife did a couple, I even got my older brother to sneak in there and do a couple of lines. In fact, the only performer in the credits, not named Naughton is my buddy Jimmy Moore. And he happened to be visiting one week when I was still working on it. I’ve heard Jimmy do podcasts and I know he’s got that natural ham personality in him so I said, would you want to do a couple of voices for me? He said sure.

You roped him in.

Yeah, so it’s a bunch of Naughtons and one guy named Jimmy Moore.

Fantastic. Yeah. It is something I notice. I always like watching to the end credits because you quite often get little extras and you did have some extras as the credits rolled. Some little extra cartoons and things.

Yeah, we had to sneak, a couple of a final little bits of humor in there.

Talking of humor. That’s a strong part of your background, isn’t it?

Yeah. I spent most of my thirties as a standup comedian. I used to live on the road and my apartment for most of my thirties was kind of like a glorified mail drop. I mean, I would live on the road, then I’d maybe come home for a week. Because of the experience with standup, humor has always been important to me in almost anything I do. Whether it’s a blog post, a book, a film, I believe that if you keep people entertained, they’re going to stick around and eventually absorb the message. And I’ve seen a lot of documentaries on diet and health, which I think are fabulous, but I wasn’t sure if a kid would sit through them. But if you add that fun aspect to it and you add that humorous aspect to it, then I think kids will stick around.

And again, that’s what a lot of parents told me, oh my son watches Fat Head, once a week he seen it 10 times and things like that because he thinks it’s funny. So we very definitely wanted to make sure that when we were producing the book and the film, we wanted to keep the entertainment and humor content high enough to keep a kid interested. And there are jokes in there for the parents too. I mean with the Star Trek references, I think more adults are going to get those than, than young kids.

Exactly. And talking about the production. I’ve had some insight over the last month with learning how to edit this podcast, but I know that you produced this film yourself and that must just be a whole new level of difficulty producing a film, let alone animation.

It was. We learned the process on the fly. For animation, it basically got down to, my wife would take, in some cases, the drawing she’d done for the book, but in most cases she had to draw them all over again. Because for animating you have to draw characters in a particular way, and then you have to chop them up into body parts and then you have to link those body parts in such a way that if the arm bends, it bends at the correct place in the elbow, stuff like that. And that you don’t have a gap showing where the arm was when you bend into a different direction. So it was just something we both learned on our own. Thank God for lynda.com – I recommend it to everyone, even though they don’t pay me to – lynda.com, because you can go there and learn anything about production, photography, et cetera, et cetera.

So we watched a lot of lynda.com courses on how to do this. And I did practice animations and found out at first I didn’t have a clue what I was doing, but something that I’m always preaching to my daughters is, that nobody’s born knowing anything. So every professional in every field had to learn how to do that. So I just kept reminding myself, this is something I can learn to do. So my wife learned how to properly draw and illustrate and break the characters into the correct parts. I eventually learned how to throw those animations or those illustrations into Adobe After Effects, and how to animate them and just kept doing it. It was the same thing when I did Fat Head, I had to learn how to video edit for the first time and how to make sound, and all that. And I love learning new things. So it’s not like this was a painful process. It was just a long process.

Me too. I feel the same way and I have a very methodical and logical approach. So things like that where it is all about the technique, that you just have to practice and do over and over. I’m the same. I knew that I could learn how to edit. The bit that frustrates me is the speed with how long it takes to do that. And I want to be able to do it a lot faster than I’m able to right now. But I know it’s just a case of sticking with it. But I should imagine that’s what you found making the film, you were a lot faster at doing all the things by the end than you were at the start.

Oh yeah, absolutely. And I knew that would be part of the process. But in addition to teaching myself to do stand up comedy back in the day, when I was around 40 and thinking about getting married, et cetera, et cetera, I knew I had to find a way to get off the road. So I eventually taught myself to be a software programmer, which is what I then did for, and still do, for a living for the next, two decades. And it was the same thing. I mean at first you’re trying it and nothing’s working, and you want to tear your hair out, but eventually if you stick with it, you learn it. So I’ve been through that process before and I knew it was just a matter of going through it again. We all wish we could read a book and know everything there is to know in one day. But the fact of the matter is, it takes a while to learn to do something that’s complex like animating, but it’s all about sticking with it. And I look at it this way. It was a long process to get through, but now I have that skill, so the next one I do, the next film I do, or next video cast I do, or wherever I decide to use animation next time, I know how to do that now.

Exactly. Going back to the origins of Fat Head, where did the name come from? Is it literally just as obvious as it sounds? Again, did you throw some other ideas about names? What are the ones that ended up on the cutting room floor?

That film spent a long time untitled just because I had to save the documents into a folder with some name instead of Super Size Me. Because I was originally responding to Super Size Me, I threw everything into a folder called Super Slap Me just so I could find it on my hard drive and I knew that was not going to be the title. It was when I was reviewing interview footage and Mary Dan Eades, who was one of the doctors I interviewed in Fat Head said at one point – she was explaining why fat is important and why the whole idea of everything should be low fat is nonsense – she was explaining that your brain is mostly made of fat and she said so when people call you a fat head, they’re not kidding. And as soon as I saw that piece of interview footage, I said that’s the title, Fat Head.

Right. And I think maybe the first time I came across Fat Head was the infamous pizza, the pizza base. Everyone was talking about this pizza base we could have called fat head. And I went searching and that’s where I came across the blog and the film and so on.

And the irony of that is people call it FatHead pizza and they give me credit for coming up with it. I deserve no credit whatsoever for FatHead pizza. That recipe originally came from a site called Cookies Creations. My nephew tried it, he liked it, he altered it a little bit and then my brother told me, hey, this makes a really great pizza. And I said, well have Eric – that’s my nephew’s name – I said, well, have Eric write up a little post about it and post the recipe and some pictures. So he did. So my total involvement in the whole process was saying, well, why don’t you have my nephew write that up and put it on the blog? And now everybody calls it FatHead pizza. And I actually had email exchanges with the woman from Cookies Creations who said, don’t worry about it. No worries. I’m glad the recipe is out there, but people call it fat head pizza and I’m grateful for that. But believe me, I did not come up with it. Other people did.

I know, and I remember reading the article where you actually said that. Yes, great respect for that because it’s something that irritates me where people don’t… When you’ve taken a recipe and yes, you might have tweaked it a little bit, but you’ve totally just taken a recipe on board and you love it. And then you’ve shared that. I do think you should give credit, so I always really respect people who do that. And then that recipe again has been taken off. And I mean, I don’t know of a keto food blogger who doesn’t have a variation of the fat head pizza dough.

Yeah. And I get a Google alerts, because the word FatHead is in there and people say, I made FatHead muffins, or FatHead this, or fat head that, using the FatHead pizza recipe as the base. It’s like, well it’s great that it’s out there, but way back in the original post that my nephew put up, he linked to Cookies Creations. So credit where credit is due. Everybody out there who loves the fat head dough, thank Cookies Creations.

Yes, absolutely. So you effectively popularized it. That’s what it comes down to. But it’s quite something that people don’t even need to say pizza dough. All you’ve got to say is, I’ve made this usingFatHead, so they’ll say fat head cookies or fat head cinnamon rolls or whatever it is, and everyone knows exactly what you’re talking about.

Yeah, I guess so. So I guess it worked out the way it should have.

It did but it’s really nice that you give credit where, like you say, where credit’s due. And so back to the Fat Head Kids movie, you’ve got lots of great interview snippets in there. There are lots of people you obviously went off to interview to contribute.

Not every year, but most years go on the Low Carb Cruise, the one that Jimmy Moore puts together and he always has fantastic speakers on that cruise. So once I realized I was going to make this book and film – and I knew from the beginning that I was going to do a book and immediately turn around and turn it into a film – I just took my camera with me when I went on the cruise and I would drag someone, one of his speakers into a room and record. And I think the only interview that I didn’t get from one of the cruises was Doctor Robert Lustig because I was a speaker at the Ancestral Health Symposium one year and he was there, and I have tremendous respect for his work so I grabbed him at that. Actually now that I think about it, also Nora Gedgaudas and Doctor Feinman were at that conference. So yeah, I grabbed interviews with them because I happened to be at the Ancestral Health Symposium and then the rest I grabbed from the cruise. Which was nice because these were trips I was going to make anyway. As opposed to Fat Head, I was flying around the country, specifically to get people on camera. So it was quite awesome to just have them already there and already available.

Yeah, very convenient. It’s always good to multitask, isn’t it? I do have a favorite quote from the film that just absolutely made me laugh and completely resonates with me because I have the same thing for breakfast every day. And it was from Dr Ann Childers and it really made me laugh. She said, “What’s pretty surprising is, I’ll occasionally get a call from a teacher. The teacher will say, please put Jessie on an additional dose of that medication that you’re giving. And I’ll say what? Bacon and eggs?” I love that.

I actually had a difficult time when we were conducting that interview – not laughing out loud at that myself – because of course you don’t want to hear what the interviewer laughing in the background. But I agree with you, that quote says so much in that one sentence about what’s right for kids, and about what’s wrong with our dietary guidelines. We have so many kids these days being diagnosed with ADHD, and I think part of that I think is just more awareness on the part of the schools. Back in the day, kids who had what we now call ADHD maybe would have just been labelled troublesome kids. So I think it’s partly a matter of we’re diagnosing it more, but I also think we have more kids these days who were having difficulties concentrating because their diets are so horrible. Yes. An additional dose of bacon and eggs. That’s what a lot of these kids need.

Yes, I love that section. That chapter. I liked the way the film was broken down into chapters. It felt like something that could be used in schools where they show a chapter per lesson, whether it’s daily or weekly. It could easily be broken down into those little sections that you could just watch that chapter, and then have a discussion about everything that that was talked about in that chapter.

And of course that was partly to make the film be more or less like the book. I mean obviously it’s animated and there are voice-overs and we didn’t have cutaways to interviews in the book, but the outline, the chapter list is pretty much the same as in the book. But yeah, it would be nice if people would show this in schools. Although the hurdle we’re going to have there is that we’re saying the USDA’s recommendations are wrong and in America’s schools – public schools at least – are required to follow those guidelines. So I’m not sure how school districts are going to feel about showing a film where I’m saying by the way, the lunch that they’re about to serve you is based on guidelines that are incorrect.

Yeah, little bit tricky. But yes, I did like that chapter where you talked about mood and behavior and how important it is to set yourself up right for the day. And those kids in class who are looking out the window or being disruptive, that’s quite likely what it comes down to.

Yeah, and I mentioned this I think in the book we didn’t have… whenever you do a film you have to kind of take a book and trim it down, otherwise it turns into a mini-series. So not everything that we covered in the book is covered in the film, or maybe not covered the same way in the film for brevity sake. One thing that occurred to me when I was working on that chapter in the book anyway, I remember – again, I’m a software programmer – I remember I was in a meeting with a guy from a company who needed me to write a fairly complicated piece of software for them. We started the meeting in the morning then we had lunch. I had a salad with chicken. He had a big sandwich on white bread, a bag of chips and a Coca-Cola, and about an hour to an hour and a half after lunch, he starts obviously kind of nodding like he’s going to go to sleep.

And then he said, I’m sorry, we’re going to have to continue this discussion tomorrow. I’m brain fried. I can’t think about this anymore. And I’m thinking, really, because I could think about this for another eight hours. And he was probably 15 or 20 years younger than I was at the time. And I’m thinking, this is not that your brain is fried, this is that you ate a lunch that caused your blood sugar to shoot up, and then drop like a rock. And now your brain is trying to go to sleep. You think about that with kids in school who eat these awful sugary carbs-laden lunches, how are they supposed to concentrate in the afternoon?

Yes, it’s no wonder that they just lose focus or start playing up.

Yeah. And I remember when I was a kid – again around that time that I started gaining weight and I was living on cereal and bread and pasta and all those quote unquote, healthy foods – my parents remember that when I was around that age, I had a well-deserved reputation for having a hot temper. I would sometimes fly off the handle and go into these rages over what really should have been inconsequential frustrations. Nobody who knows me now thinks I have a hot temper. People who know me now think I’m very calm. Well, my personality didn’t go through a sudden shift. I can guarantee you it was all about diet, and how I’m feeding my body and my brain. And one of the lovely letters I got after Fat Head went to Netflix was from a woman telling me that she and her husband had switched their diet after watching Fat Head because they wanted to lose weight – which they did – but she said, that’s not why I’m writing you. I’m writing you to tell about the effect of this diet on my son. He was failing in school and he was known for his rages, and then they switched to a high protein, high fat, low carbohydrate diet to lose weight. She said he has become an A student, and he’s calm and happy and funny. That was from a switch in diet and again it makes you wonder how many kids are diagnosed with behavioral problems and put on drugs when as Ann Childers said, what they need is an additional dose of bacon and eggs.

Yes, exactly. They need to be diagnosed with the wrong diet.

Yes.

What about your kids? How does it work in a family environment? I mean, I know I find it easy because it’s just me. I live on my own and so I can clear out the cupboards. I have a real problem with carb addiction, and I just can’t be around those kinds of things. But it’s easy for me because I can just have exactly what I want in the house, and so not have any of those things in front of me. How does it work in your family? Because I know some families have to cater for people in that family who don’t want to eat the same way as they do. Does everyone eat the same way?

Everyone eats in a similar way? The way we handle it, my wife and I are very careful about not turning into the food fascists, especially when you’re dealing with teenage kids, there’s that urge to rebel anyway.

Exactly. Whatever you’re asking them to eat, even if it’s something that they would love, if your saying, you have to eat that. I can remember it completely. Automatic response is I’m not going to eat that.

Exactly. We control it by being careful about what we have in the house. We don’t have cereal in the house. We don’t have white bread in the house. My daughters do like – there’s a particular brand of gluten-free bread – they like that. I’m okay with them having it. Kids – unlike those of us who became insulin resistant and overweight, and need to watch what we consume as adults – I don’t think kids necessarily need to be on a low carbohydrate diet. What they need to avoid is being on a junky diet. So my girls will eat some gluten-free bread, but for the most part we just handle it by being careful what’s in the house. There’s no soda. There’s no Gatorade. There’s no boxes of juice in the house. There’s no cereal. There’s no white bread.

Now, if my wife’s cooking dinner and my daughters want a potato with dinner, I’m fine with that. I don’t think potatoes make people insulin resistant. Once you are insulin resistant, you may have to skip that potato. But they’re kids with healthy metabolisms, so as far as I’m concerned, if they are avoiding junk most of the time, that’s good. A point we bring up in the book is you don’t have to have a perfectly good diet. We say a couple of times in the book and in the film, it’s a perfectly good to be good, instead of perfect. So what we want is for our daughters to be on a good diet most of the time. When they go to parties, we know they’re going to eat pizza. We know they’re going to have the cake and ice cream. Well, I don’t think that’s a problem for kids with healthy metabolisms. The occasional treat isn’t what screws us up, it’s the daily abuse of a bad diet.

My older daughter, interestingly, she’s kind of gotten to where she monitors herself because she inherited my body type and a lot of my physical characteristics. I don’t do well with grains and she’s discovering on her own she doesn’t do well with grains either. In fact, she was in a speech and debate tournament last weekend, and afterwards they served pizza and she said, okay, it’s a special occasion, I just completed this tournament. I’ll have a piece of pizza. When she got home later she started feeling kind of like her neck was uncomfortable, and she couldn’t seem to find the right position for it, and it kind of bothered her a little bit. And I remembered that back when I thought grains were health food, I would get these weird backaches at night and she made the connection like… it’s the pizza. So she pretty much monitors herself. The younger one is, she enjoys carbohydrates more than the older one. She doesn’t have those immediate issues. So when she goes to a party, we know she’s going to eat the junk. But again, it’s not available at home. So she’s on a good diet most of the time, which is where I think kids need to be.

Yes, I agree with you and I think it’s great that your older daughter is finding these things out for herself, and so setting her own rules. They’re not rules that are being imposed on her. These are decisions she’s coming to herself. But growing up in that environment where like you say, the overall general intake is a good one.

And I had the same experiences that my older daughter has. The difference is I wasn’t my father. My father didn’t know – or my parents didn’t know – that if you get that kind of eeeh feeling, you know that it’s coming from the wheat. I’m aware of that. And again, that’s why the subtitle of the book and the film is, Stuff About Diet and Health I Wish I Knew When I Was Your Age. If someone had told me when I was 13 or 14, you know those kind of aches and pains, or that kind of off feeling you get, it’s because you’re eating bread. I can guarantee you I would’ve stopped eating the bread. So the difference with my daughter is she gets those reactions and I’m very aware of the effects of diet and health, so I’ve made her aware – that uncomfortable feeling that gee, your neck kind of feels off – that’s inflammation from the wheat. So she has the knowledge to make that decision for herself, which is the whole point of the book and the film. We know that there are people out there who you can, explain this as much as you want and they’re still going to choose to eat junk. If that’s the decision they want to make that’s okay. But there are a lot of kids who, if they’re told this is why you don’t feel good, this is why you can’t concentrate, this is why you’re getting fat, if they’re given the information they will act on that information.

At least whatever decision they’re making is an educated, informed decision.

Exactly.

You talk about the kind of things you have and you don’t have food stock-wise in your house, but you raise and grow a lot of your own food as well, don’t you?

Yeah. I would love to tell you that most of what’s on our plate comes from off the land. We’re not quite there yet. But we have chickens, so the eggs that we eat come right out of the back pasture out there. It’s amazing how much better eggs from your own flock are. The yolks are…they’re so rich they’re almost orange. The shells…you have to actually whack an egg kind of hard to crack it when it’s comes from your own chickens because they’re healthy chickens. Healthy chickens make good thick shells. A few years ago we raised two hogs and then we took them to be slaughtered and processed. We got, I dunno, I think 500 pounds of pork out of that. My wife has huge gardens, so we eat a lot of vegetables that come off our own land and the food is great. The taste when it comes right off your own land is amazing, which I’ve pointed out many times. So many of us remember grandma being a great cook. Grandma probably was a great cook, but I think the reason a lot of us remember grandma being a great cook is she was serving food that had been grown locally and the taste was just there. It’s just part of the food when it’s grown locally.

Yes. I think you might have a good point there. My grandfather used to grow his own spinach and I’ve always loved spinach, which is quite an unusual thing for a child to like, children don’t usually like spinach. They turn their nose up at it. But I used to love it. And I did keep chickens here for a while in France. Unfortunately the fox got them all and I haven’t wanted to get them again because of that, but I loved having them and they’re amazing how much personality they have as well. And they used to run about all over the place. They were free range and boy, did they range. They used to travel a long way during the day. You’d look up and they’d be down the field. A few hours later they’d be up on the road. They’d have their pattern. They’d go from around the back of the house, work their way around to the front door, and then they’d start tapping on the front door. They were fabulous and like you say, the eggs were so rich from all that foraging, and the bugs they were chasing and eating. Nothing compares to fresh eggs and fresh vegetables. Like you say, the difference in taste when you’ve just literally picked that five minutes ago and cooked it and eaten it? It’s worlds apart, isn’t it?

Oh it absolutely is. And a couple of years ago we had a company work event and for whatever reason they chose to hold the event on an organic farm. So one of the options available was to take a little tour of the farm. This is a farm where they don’t even use pesticides, everything’s organic. And the woman who owns the farm explained to us that the produce that you buy at the grocery store is not bred for flavor. It’s bred for durability. It’s bred to be able to be shipped a long way without getting bruised and to maintain its color. But it’s not bred for vitamin or mineral content, and it’s not bred for flavor. It’s bred to look good in the store after it’s been shipped 500 miles. So absolutely, the difference between what you grow yourself and what commercial ventures are growing for you, it’s a very big difference.

Mmmm, for sure. You mentioned earlier about the emails and the correspondence you get from people telling you their stories. But I heard you talking about how people have been trying to do the opposite. You’ve had lots of hate mail and even a bit of a campaign to try and get you taken off Wikipedia. Is that right? Not successful I see. You’re still there, but still

Well actually the campaign to get me off Wikipedia would have been successful – and I’m not emotionally involved in being on Wikipedia or not – what annoyed me was that some editor had obviously targeted everyone in the low carb community for deletion. And this was clearly all about one editor’s personal campaign. So I started pointing it out rather vigorously on Twitter. And eventually the founder of Wikipedia got involved. And at first he just kept citing Wikipedia policy. In other words, he didn’t think there was anything wrong but he hadn’t looked into it. So I finally pointed out very specifically, some of the people who had been targeted for deletion and why. And I asked him, do you really think this is simply someone making an objective decision or does this look like someone inserting his personal bias?

So he eventually looked into it and lo and behold, he did determine that that particular editor was applying his personal bias and he undeleted or marked for not deleting Fat Head – and again, if Fat Head had disappeared from Wikipedia, it wouldn’t have made any big difference to me – it was just the fact that this was so clearly someone who had a bone to pick with the low carb community. My guess is probably a vegetarian or vegan because they’re usually the ones who hate low carbers. And then of course, yes, I get the emails and the comments on my blog from people telling me, you’re telling people to eat meat, you’re going to kill them. Way back when Fat Head first came out, I got a nasty email from a doctor telling me that by telling people no cholesterol and saturated fat are not the problem, you’re going to be responsible for the deaths of people who eat saturated fat and cholesterol.

I still get those once in a while. Honestly, I don’t care. It goes with the territory. So when I get those, most of the time, if I open my email and two sentences in I realize it’s one of those hate emails, I just delete it. I’m not going to bother to respond. People like that are not open to having their minds changed. They will happily waste your entire day with an argument that goes on forever. I have more important things to do. So when I get one of those hate emails or whatever, I just basically delete it. I don’t care. And for every one of those I get, I will get at least a hundred emails from people saying, I watched Fat Head, and I changed my diet, and I lost weight, and I feel great for the first time in my adult life. Those are the emails that matter to me.

Yes, that’s right. It’s the best thing for them really, just to put them in the bin. But yes, the whole Wikipedia, I just didn’t understand the logic behind it. What possible thing? What were they citing? What was the reason to have you taken down in the first place? Like you say, it’s the principle of the thing.

It was the principle of the thing. And of course the editor who was involved… and by the way, he ended up changing his handle a couple of times. That was part of what convinced the founder of Wikipedia that something odd was going on here because apparently they’re not supposed to do that – but he couldn’t just come out and say, I’m marking all these people for deletion. It was me. It was Fat Head. It was Jimmy Moore. It was Uffe Ravnskov. It was Malcolm Kendrick. Again, it was basically anyone who’s known in the low carb community and certainly anyone who says saturated fat, cholesterol are not deadly. He couldn’t just say, I want these people deleted because I disagree with them. So he kept coming up with these other bogus reasons, such as I’m marking Fat Head for deletion because it’s not a significant film. Well, I mean, I guess we could argue about what significant means.

Millions of people have watched it. So to me it’s at least sort of significant in that way. In every case he was coming up with some other excuse, but if you dug into his comments on other articles, which I did, you would see references to these crazy low carbers, et cetera, et cetera. That’s when it became obvious we were just dealing with someone with a personal bias. As far as what logic was involved, there was no logic. It was obviously someone, again, my guess is a vegetarian who just didn’t want this message out there. And the reason it annoyed me – again, the principle of the thing – it’s not that that person disagrees. Go ahead, disagree. I’m fine with that. But I’m a big believer in the marketplace of ideas. You put out your information and your argument, and I will put out my information and my argument, and we’ll see who’s more convincing. That’s the way it’s supposed to work. This was someone who obviously didn’t want the views that oppose his own, to even be seen. That’s the part of it that annoyed me. It was someone trying to essentially shut down the conversation because he didn’t like what was being said.

Yes, exactly. And that is a big problem because as we know, different ways of eating suit different people. There are people that being vegetarian and vegan is perfect for them, and you’re never going to convince them to eat the way you do, and you probably wouldn’t want to. But that’s the problem, isn’t it? Just trying to shut down those opposing views. Like you say, we need them all out there.

And that’s what I see as the difference. And again, I’m only going by on my own experience, so keep in mind, this may not be everyone’s experience, but in my experience, if a meat eater stumbles across a vegan website, they don’t jump in there in the comments and try to convince people, No, you’re wrong. You’re all going to die. You need to eat meat. And yet for some reason, and I think it’s because we’re talking about a belief system that for many people is essentially a substitute religion, and therefore they kind of have that religious zealotry about them. If you have a site where you tell people it’s okay to eat eggs, it’s okay to eat meat, you will get people in comments who think they’re going to make the argument you’ve never heard before and convince you, you need to go on a vegetarian diet.

In fact, I got so tired of answering those people one by one, I finally just wrote a very long post called To The Vegetarian Evangelists where I dealt with all the arguments that they always make and gave my answer to them. And I said at the top of the post, the reason I’m doing this is not because I think I’m going to change your mind. I know I won’t. I’m writing this post so that when one of you shows up making the same arguments that I’ve already heard a hundred times, I’m just going to point you to this post and bid you good-day. So that’s what I did. And now when I get one of those people show up – and again, I have never, ever, ever heard one of them make an argument I haven’t heard and dealt with a hundred times before – when one of them shows up, I just link to the post. I’ve already responded to this. Have a good day.

That sounds like a perfect strategy. I think that is the problem with that community in general, is this aggressive, militant attack nature. I did come across a very different character when I interviewed Carrie Diulus who is vegan and keto, and she gave me a whole different appreciation of that way of eating. Almost tempted me to try it – almost, but I can’t quite give up the meats. But she actually arrived at that through finding what suited her and her health, and actually came to it via carnivore. So she had tried all different things including the absolute opposite, but that’s where she ended up feeling better. So she didn’t have that militant aspect to it. It was purely an individual health decision. I wish more people approached it in that way.

Right. And I’m not familiar with her, but it sounds to me that for her this was a science and health issue.

Yes. She’s a scientist.

Which is what it should be. And I should point out, because I get a lot of these hate emails and occasional comments on the blog from vegans, I’m happy to poke them right back and people think I’m hostile toward vegans. I’m not. I’m hostile toward people who can’t resist preaching at me. So I should point out that they’re certainly not all that way. I suspect it’s a minority of them who are that militant. In fact, I had a friend… it was a woman I was in a show with in Los Angeles. I knew her for, gosh, I don’t know how long before I even knew she was a vegan. So she was the antithesis to the joke, how do you spot a vegan in the crowd? Don’t worry. They’ll tell you. She was not like that at all.

And this was stunning to me. Eventually I did learn she was a vegan, and I ran into her and her boyfriend in a restaurant one time. They invited me to join them. I did, he ordered bacon and I kind of looked at them and said, wait a minute, Marty, aren’t you a vegan? She said, oh yeah, I am, but he’s not. Well obviously this woman was not all emotionally involved in convincing everyone to eat like her, because she’s a vegan. Here she is, living with the guy who eats bacon. So to me that’s how it should be. You make your choice based on what you believe is best for you, and put it out there and share your information with other people so that they may learn from your experience, but do not turn it into a religious issue where everyone has to agree with me. Because there is no one correct diet for all human beings. We all came from different parts of the world with different ancestors who lived on different diets. I will find what works for me. I will talk about it. I will put that information out there, but I’m not emotionally involved in convincing everyone to eat my way because I don’t think everyone should eat my way.

I agree – 100%. So what’s next for you?

I’m not sure. I’ve been thinking about that. It was of course, an absolute ton of work to get the film done. I was working long, long days. You kind of get to a point where you’re happy when it’s over. My first instinct when I was done with the film was, why don’t you just take some time and relax? So I did.

Recover.

Yeah, recover. I don’t have any big project in mind at the moment other than promoting the book and the film. I think where I’m probably going to head next is – in addition to doing my blog, because I did pick up all these skills while making the film – I’m thinking I want to maybe start doing video blogging or video casting where I bring in the type of skills that I picked up from the blog, the animating, sound mixing, et cetera, et cetera. Maybe to make like short entertainment pieces that teach something about diet. But that’s all kind of fuzzy right now. What I would like to do is maybe get my nephews involved again, and maybe start doing short videos where Mr Spot or Dr Fishbones or Marty Metabolism are characters who reappear because we have those characters drawn and configured in such a way that they can be animated. All we’d be missing was the voices. So I may do something like that, but at this point it’s all kind of, eh, I might do that. I don’t have any definite plans.

That sounds great. Some nice little shorts that people can take away and digest.

Yeah. Like five minute videos because, when I first made Fat Head and started blogging, I was afraid, well gee, maybe in six months from now I’m going to run out of things to talk about. And I’ve since discovered, no I will never run out of things to talk about. So if we start doing little video snippets to talk about things we didn’t talk about in the film. Again, I don’t think we’d ever run out of material.

So tell us where can we find you? Where can we watch the film, buy the film and the book?

So my blog is www.fathead-movie.com and probably the best place to find the book and the film – because we have links to where you can buy it on Amazon, et cetera, et cetera – is, and this is all one word, fatheadkidsmovie.com which actually takes you to pages about both the book and the film, and links to where they can be found. Otherwise, people can just go to Amazon and type fat head kids, fat head kids movie, fat head kids book. Any one of those search terms will eventually bring it up. Also, I know the film now – I heard from our distributor – it’s available on ITunes, Amazon Prime, Cable Systems. There are a lot of places, if you go search for it you will find it.

Great. So easy to find and we’ll have all the details in the show notes and we’ll be out on social media as well. Well fantastic. Perhaps you could round us up with a top tip for the listeners.

Top tip for listeners, I would go with what I put in the book and the film as the three things I want everyone to do. No matter what your ultimate diet is, there are three things I would like to see everyone do. Stop eating sugar. Stop eating refined grains. And stop eating those awful seed oils that are called vegetable oils, but they’re not, they’re chemically extracted seed oils like canola oil, sunflower oil, soybean oil, et cetera, et cetera. If you do those things, give up the sugar, the white flour. I personally don’t eat grains at all, but if you give up the sugar, the white flour and those seed oils, I think you have gone 80% of the way, maybe 90% of the way of what you need to do to get your health back.

I agree. I think if more of us grew up that way. Like you say, we don’t need to overly restrict when we’re kids, and much more moderate, but just taking out those really harmful, and often really addictive, elements. That has always been my problem, is being addicted to those foods, and overeating them, and using them for emotional comfort type eating. That has been my problem. So they get you in one way or another. So yes, just cutting out…actually just quite a few things. People talk about it as being so restrictive, but it isn’t really, it’s just a few really harmful things that is a good idea to remove.

Well, and if you don’t mind me adding this on, most of those foods were really not available to most people for most of human history, so there’s still plenty to eat. And I know when people think about giving up the sugar, and the white flour, and et cetera, I don’t know if people get emotionally involved in giving up seed oils, but they certainly do about sugar and white flour. I would like to let everyone out there know, especially kids, when you think about giving those up, your first thought is, oh my God, it’s going to be miserable. I’m going to miss those all the time. I promise you, if you give them up for a while, you will lose your taste for them. In fact, I’ve found most people lose their taste for them so thoroughly that when you do indulge, you say, wow, this tastes awful. So it’s not going to be a lifetime of deprivation. After a while – this happens all the time at work now – someone brings in a cake because it’s somebody’s birthday or whatever. I say, no thank you. People say, oh, you’re so disciplined. It requires no discipline at all to say no to foods that have become kind of disgusting to you. So you will find after a while your tastes will adjust. You won’t enjoy those foods anymore, and you will not feel deprived at all giving them up.

Yes, and I think the big thing for me, the big revelation was feeling like I was in control again. I used to just not feel in control and feel completely controlled by the food and the addiction that I had for it, and coming around to feeling like I was the one who is in control of all that, is much better than the alternative.

Absolutely.

Thank you so much for talking to me today, Tom. It’s been a great pleasure.

I appreciate you having me on. I enjoyed it very much.

Anne Robertson

January 25, 2019

Daisy’s latest extraordinary woman, Anne, talks about how she lost her sight as a young child and the impact that had on her life. Much later, as an adult, she had to have a liver and kidney transplant. Sadly the transplants started to deteriorate… but then she found keto.

Anne was born apparently healthy but developed acute nephritis at the age of two, and suffered a traumatic injury to her left eye when she was almost five.

She lost all the sight in her right eye by the age of nine and so has lived with blindness for most of her life.

In her forties, she had kidney failure and discovered that she also had polycystic liver disease which is hereditary.

A liver and kidney transplant in 2001 saved her life and keto keeps her healthy.

Anne’s Top Tip

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#66 Anne Robertson

January 25, 2019

This transcript is brought to you thanks to the hard work of Cheryl Meyers.

Welcome Anne to the Keto Woman podcast. How are you doing today?

I’m fine, thank you. A bit cold but, you know, it’s winter.

Yes, we were talking about that earlier. This I think might actually be a first with my podcast. I’m just thinking back. Now I have recorded in the time zone when I’ve recorded with people in Sweden. They’re in the same time zone as we are, but I haven’t recorded with anyone who also lives in France yet. So that’s a first I believe.

Yeah, I think you’re probably right. Yeah.

And we were talking earlier, you’re quite a long way up from me. You’re north of Paris and I’m about five or six hours south of Paris, so quite a difference between us and obviously a difference in the weather today because it’s quite mild here.

Yes, it’s distinctly cold here, below zero – a hard frost this morning and we’re expecting snow tomorrow.

Oh goodness. Well I know when I looked at the weather forecast it did say something about it. It called it something weird, actually, which I’ve never seen on the Météo – something like “a wintry mix”, which I imagine is sort of sleety type stuff because they didn’t go outright and say snow and they didn’t say rain. They said a wintry mix. I’m assuming that’s what they mean. So I think your weather is coming down here in the next few days. That’s what I’m getting from that.

Well, they’re threatening us with one to five centimeters of snow overnight tonight.

Crikey, I don’t know what it’s been like with you, but when I first moved here and you’ve lived in France a lot longer than me, I think. Yeah, I think. How long did you say you’d been here? Over 30 years. Is that right?

35 years.

Right, so you’ve been here 20 years longer than I have. I’ve lived here 15 but when I first moved, I can remember every winter we would reliably get quite a thick snowfall because I’ve got those pictures and I used to have a little Border terrier and he used to get lost in the snow. You couldn’t, you couldn’t see him. He was below it. So we had that reliable, probably a foot of snow and it came at different time every year. Sometimes it would be early in December and sometimes it would be as late as March. We would reliably get it at least once every year. But we haven’t had that here for probably the last four or five years.

Wasn’t always like that. Certainly not in the Paris region. I can remember in the ’80s that we definitely have mild winters.

Oh really? So it’s a bit cyclical. People talk about these things coming in cycles. So I guess we’re in that cycle. We are they are a bit milder. The winters.

Then again we have the most vicious winter in, um, ’86 to ’87, which was when we bought this house, and everything froze up.

Oh goodness.

We bought at the end of December and we went to the wedding of some friends in January and when we came back it was minus 16.

Wow.

And everything, there’s snow everywhere and everything had frozen up. We couldn’t do anything to the house for a couple of months because it was just frozen.

Yes. Well I think I’ve experienced just a couple of winters like that. It usually comes late in about February and I think it’s gone. Yes. It’s gone to and we are talking in Celsius here for, for Americans. I have no idea what the translation is temperature wise, but it’s gone as low as minus 20 here and when it did, when it does that for if it does it just for one night, it’s not too bad. But if it does it consistently, which it did here for two weeks I think. And I had the same issue. All my pipes froze. I had burst pipes. I mean I had heaters on everything everywhere trying to stop them from freezing and yes, it was an absolute nightmare. There’s, there’s nothing you can do when it gets that cold. I know that’s where people like Canadians are used to this. They’re prepared for this kind of weather, but we’re not really because it is unusual isn’t it for it to get that cold.

Oh it is. Yeah.

But a nice, a nice chilly winter is good. You know, a decent sort of minus 5 or something to kill off all the bugs. That’s the only thing with mild winters we get left with things we don’t really want.

I hate the snow because I don’t feel safe walking in the snow.

No, I can understand that.

For a start, I have a guide dog and she’s fine. She’s got four feet and they’re gripping–she’s got hairs between the pads, she’s fine, but I can slip and fall easily.

Mm. And they quite enjoy it too. Don’t they? Dogs quite like the snow. Yeah.

They love it! They go crazy. But, no I hate the snow. I hide. I stay indoors when it’s snowing.

I don’t blame you at all. So you’ve given us a little intro there to some of the things you are going to talk about, but why don’t you start back at the beginning and tell us your story because it’s a fascinating one.

Um, yes, it’s a long story. Let’s get rid of the blind a bit. First I had an accident. I got my left eye was cut when I was a few months before I turned five. I’d been at school for two terms. The sight went in that eye, it was unrescuable. And I lost the sight in the other eye through a thing called Sympathetic ophthalmia, which is a known condition that is not understood. And the cause is, if you have a trauma to one eye, you can lose the sight in the other eye. For some people, it is more quickly, some people it’s more slowly and it doesn’t necessarily happen. In me it happened fairly quickly over about four years. I lost all the sight in my right eye. I didn’t have any left eye damage. So I grew up as a blind person. I went to schools for the blind for 10 years. But when you do that, being blind isn’t odd because everybody else is in the same school. So you know, there is nothing, nothing. It just is normality. When things happen to you as a child, it’s just normality.

How much do you remember from before the accident? Because that’s a very young age for that to happen.

A lot.

Really? Cause I have to say, I don’t feel like I remember much from that age or before at all. So it was just going through my head. I wonder how much you remember from those years when you did have your sight.

It’s strange because I mean I remember colours, I’m a very visual person. That’s the weird thing. I mean the things I like, I remember I’d learned to read already cause I remember my GP handing me a package of cigarettes to see if I could read what was written on the side and the fact that said cigarettes in block capitals and it was green. Now. I remember that. I remember seeing that so I could still see it. You know, I had a reasonable amount of sight left at this point. So I could read by the time my sight went. When I was six, they sent me, I was sent for a year to a partially sighted school. But it was really just a kind of a sop to my parents, before I had to go away to boarding school. At seven, I went to school for the blind. It wasn’t too far. It’s about 30 miles away.

Whereabouts was that in the UK?

Yorkshire.

Ah, I detected an accent now. I was wondering.

Yeah. I’m from, I’m from West Yorkshire. The school was in Sheffield. It was for anyone, any Brits, I was actually at school at the same time as David Blunkett [Wikipedia]. He was about five years older than me. Yeah, but he was at the same school. He was a kind of senior to me at school at Sheffield.

And do you find, you say you’re a very visual person. Do you find that you keep those images from when you did have your sight that you see in your mind? I wonder how that is different from from somebody who was born blind, what they see as it were in their mind.

Someone born blind can’t imagine, can’t imagine what’s it’s like to see. They have no idea. So they have nothing – visual images mean nothing to them because they can’t, they can’t know what sight is if they’ve never, you know, having never seen.

Yes. I wonder how… I tried to sort of get my head around that, because I wondered , does some kind of image still form in your brain? Even if you’ve never seen anything – or does that shut off and you see things, as it were, just using all the other senses?

We just record everything from all the other senses. Yeah.

But you have that mix. You still have that visual element that you carry on using.

The stupid thing is that I invent images. All my memories are stored as pictures. So whatever the memories, whether it’s scenes from books or anything, all the images I’ve constructed in my own head. So it’s as if it’s a load of snapshots, remembering holidays or anything. It’s not the sound, it’s the images, but they’re not real images–they’re my version, they’re something I constructed in my head.

Fascinating.

I say I am a visual person because, you know, I make clothes, I sew, I knit, I crochet, I design things. And because I’m a visual person and that’s kind of where one of my talents is, in making things. But it’s all imagined in my head it sounds so weird, but I’m always, I’m always constructing images in my head.

It’s fascinating. And I imagine also when you’re making things, all those other things are important as well. Like the texture. I mean I know especially, I mean knitting and crochet you, you can make incredible textures that are visually interesting but stimulating from a, from a touch point of view as well.

Yeah, textures are important as I well. When I buy material for sewing. Archie always describes everything to me. So that I know what I’m dealing with, you know, if it is patterned material, I need to know how it looks, so as I know what I can do with it.

Yes, of course. And then you have that snapshot in your mind that you then construct the item of clothing that you’re wanting to make.

I know.

No, I think it’s, it’s absolutely fascinating and everyone’s different and when you’re talking about losing one of the senses, I just think it’s fascinating how that works. And like I say, the difference between being born that way and something happening and when that happens, at what age and how that influences you going forward. So it’s very, very interesting. But yes, like you say, it does seem odd that you describe yourself as a very visual person when you can’t see, but it does just show how those visual images, imagination is every bit as important in constructing visual images as what you actually see through your eyes. It sounds like you have these fantastic vivid pictures. It would be wonderful if we could take a snapshot of what’s in your mind and for us to be able to see it. I should imagine it would be fantastic.

Yeah, it’s funny. It’s just one of those things. I mean, some people who lose their sight even later than I did, forget everything. They can remember what it was like to see, but they forget, they stop being visual.

Yes. exactly. And that’s what, that’s more what I assumed you would say. Especially when it happened at such a young age.

Exactly. But no, no, there is a strong streak of visual art in the family.

Yes. And you’re going to hold on to that, regardless. So what happened next? Your education was completed through the special needs boarding schools.

Well, up to doing my O levels, I was at schools for the blind. First of all, the junior school which was mixed and then blind girls’ grammar school as was, which is gone–long, long gone. And after O levels, I should have stayed. Well, no, they would have liked me to have stayed there. But I’d had enough. I was depressed and I wasn’t happy. So I went to my local grammar school to do A levels, where I was much happier.

So you were happier at grammar school and then you moved on to university?

Actually, I worked in between times in London. I moved down cause I didn’t know what I wanted to do really. So I went to London, I worked for the RNIB, which is the Royal National Institute for the Blind. And I worked in their student’s library, which is where they produce books in Braille for students for specific things. And where I was a proofreader and I worked on languages and then, like everybody did, at other things like psychology and anything that was just in straight English that anyone worked on. But we all have specialties and I did languages because I’d got O levels in levels in French, German, Latin and Spanish. And A level in French, German and Latin.

You are definitely a language girl.

Yeah, absolutely. So I was a proofreader and then I decided working in office wasn’t for me. So I went to university to study French. Actually what I would have liked to have been was a translator and interpreter. But the careers people said to me that this wasn’t possible because being blind, I couldn’t read the background materials.

It would seem logically quite a good career, seeing as it’s all vocal.

I know lots of blind interpreters and translators now and some who’ve done it for a long time.

Yes, logically it seems perfect because you’re going to be very focused in on what you need to be doing.

I would have loved to have done it, but you know, it’s not something you take it later in life because I can tell you, I work as a translator, you know, I do freelance translating. That’s no problem. I was always good at translating. I was actually rubbish at writing essays. But I was great at translating and talking. I speak French just fine.

Which is handy because now you live in France. But it sounds like potentially the most important thing to come out of university wasn’t anything to do with your studies?

No, it was Archie. I met Archie. Well he says, we met in our first year when I beat him around the ankles with my white stick–which is very possible. We started talking to one another at the end of the second year in exam time because we both tended to hang around the welfare office, helping people out with things. I wanted to go and get some lunch, but I needed help with the self service. And he had just come from an exam as I had. And he was saying was there still food left in the cafeteria. And so I said, if you’re going for food, I’m coming with you. I hijacked him. We never stopped talking after that. That was the start of it. And so we had lunch and we talked and talked and started seeing each other. And, six months later we got married. It was that quick.

Interesting. Sometimes when you know, you know, don’t you?

Yeah, yeah. We found we had a lot in common music books, cryptic crosswords, all sorts of things.

And we were discussing this earlier, but you’re going to go on now to share some pretty traumatic things that have happened to you health wise and I should imagine what really helped get you through all that and to continue being the optimistic person that you are, I imagine he had a great deal to do with that.

Definitely. Definitely. Yeah. It’s, it’s silly my health problems, because I realize they started when I was only two and I had acute nephritis. They discovered this because I got very bloated. And I was in hospital, I don’t know how long I was in hospital, but they starved me. No food, nothing. There was even no water for a week. And then I had sips of water and then gradually things started working again apparently. And they sent me home. They sent me home with the measles–I caught the measles in hospital.

Isn’t that so often the case? You go in with one thing and you end up with something else entirely.

It was a mild case of the measles. So I was okay, and I recovered. So that was that really, and I didn’t think anything else about it. I always the cold and other people didn’t. I just thought it was me, I was peculiar that way. And I thought I was lazy because I was often tired. I dunno. It didn’t strike me, I didn’t think it could be kidney problems. I did have one intimation of problems, but I never thought it was serious. I know I was about 21, I was on the shorthand typing course and I had a kidney infection, which was really, really painful. I didn’t think anything else, it cleared up. I was given something for it. And it cleared up, and I thought that was that. But I think actually, my right kidney stopped working at that point.

Right. So it’s like you were saying with hindsight, the benefit of hindsight, which is always a wonderful thing, there were problems with your kidneys probably from a very early age, but you obviously had this vulnerability that kept cropping up.

Exactly. But I carried on, I worked, we were married, I finished university. Archie did physics and he went into computing, and I had done French. And I went into computing because that was suggested as one of the jobs a blind person could do on reasonably equal footing with sighted people.

Right.

So I went into computing and worked at it for years on and off with one thing and another. We moved countries and everything. It was 1983 when we moved to France because we’d had enough. We just having enough of Britain and we kept going to France on holiday. So we moved, and signed up with an employment agency specializing in computing jobs, and Archie got a job quickly. I had to get a piece of equipment that allowed me to work, which is a device for reading print called an OptiCon, which allowed me to read any printout from the computer or with a special lens module to read the stream from the computer. So they used mainframe computers of course. So we have basically terminals that were connecting to a main computer. That’s how it was everywhere in the ’80s. You hardly had any desktop computers. I mean, they were sort of toys really. They weren’t serious for business. So working companies worked with the mainframe computers, which were accessed via terminals.

Yes. It seems incredible now thinking back to how computers were, with the kind of, the level of technology we have now, it seems crazy.

It scary–the power in a laptop computer, even a telephone, even an iPhone. Compared with the mainframes that they had back then, it’s unbelievable. So I was able to work the same as anyone else. It was great, it was a full job for me. But, we’d been here over three years when we decided we didn’t really like living in Paris. He wanted to live somewhere a bit quieter. We used to go horse riding in Paris, first of all in the Bois de Vincennes, but then someone who went riding there with us said she knew a really good place out here for riding in the forest. And of course horse riding in the forest is lots of fun. So we started coming out here, decided we liked the area, looked for a house to buy, found one – it was a bit of a ruin, a lot of a ruin, actually. We knew it needed lots of work, but we’re earning plenty of good money, so…

Ah Brits love buying ruins in France. So I think most of us end up doing that, don’t we? Yeah. Buying these old ruins that farmers don’t want or whatever and turning them back into something.

Yeah. Well this was a house and people had been living in it, but it needed work. I mean it didn’t have a proper bathroom, for a start.

Oh, tell me about it. Mine was exactly the same. It’s an old, old farmhouse. It’s an 18th century farmhouse and it had had people living in it, you know, families used to live in it full time. And then I think they were just here in the summers. But even so, I can remember my mother saying when I showed her all the pictures, she said, okay, so they’re interested enough in modern equipment that there’s an aerial on the house for their TV. They have TV and they have a phone but they don’t have a bathroom. What’s going on there? And although there was water coming into the house at that point–I think they used it from a source–when I moved in that wasn’t working and you know, I had to put water in. So there was the ability to watch TV but, but not to go to the loo. Crazy.

At least we had a flushable loo and a functional sink.

You had luxury then!

Yes, yes, yes. But it needed major work. And these days we have four loos–we have two full bathrooms and two partial bathrooms as it were. So we bought this house and started renovating it and decided–I was in my mid thirties by this time–that if we were going to have any children, it was time to start. So it was probably about 36. We started trying and I had no trouble getting pregnant. I just couldn’t stay pregnant. I had three miscarriages and got a bit further each time, but I thought my body is telling me something, saying, you’re not really cut out for this. And then my blood pressure starts to go sky high.

That’s a devastating thing to go through.

It was pretty awful. But to be quite honest, I was just–I was still alive. So I think if you’ve had a major trauma early enough in life, some things, you just take things as they come.

Well. So yes, I think certain people like you do. Yes.

I tend to be a philosophical, I tend not to be someone who says, ‘Oh, why? Why me?’

I can see that.

So why not me? It’s just the way the cookie crumbles. You know, you win some you lose some. Well, my blood pressure went out of control, the medication to bring it down was a disaster for me. I was kind of hallucinating on it. So then that scared me off medication and the blood pressure got worse. And it just carried on and carried on as if nothing was happening until suddenly I started having problems breathing. I’d fall asleep and stop breathing.

That’s not a good thing.

That was scary. And then the doctor couldn’t figure it out what was wrong with me. I was sent for all kinds of tests that never made any sense. And eventually my legs and ankles swelled up. And so then it was obviously kidney problems. And as soon as they found that, you know, it was dialysis and all the rest of it. Unfortunately when they did the biopsy, a biopsy on my left kidney and I hemorrhaged but internally so they couldn’t see anything outside. And I was in agony. I was screaming to let me die. You know, it was that bad. And I had to have blood transfusions. The kidneys shut down completely, which is why I think the right one had shut down already long before because it was the left kidney that was biopsied and it was the left kidney that shut down completely. And then I had no kidney function at all, which lasted for quite a few months of no kidney function at all.

And pain from the blood clot from having bled internally. That was horrible. And dialysis was horrible because hemodialysis made me feel very sick and very washed out. So I had that was on hemo for some months until I got very cross about hemodialysis because we just, it was just doing nothing. And there was another alternative, which is called peritoneal dialysis. This is where you put fluid into the peritoneal cavity and you exchange it four times a day. But it acts, it does the filtering, the way the kidneys do. And you can eat, you’ve got a much easier regime. It’s much, much less stressful and it’s much kinder to the body.

Sure. An easier thing to deal with on a day to day basis.

It was complicated, but I was good at it. So I managed to, you know, I could cope. Yes, it was a big constraint. It was better than hemodialysis. So, anyone who knows about CAPD [continuous ambulatory peritoneal dialysis], will know what I mean, you have to be very careful and very clean about the way you do the periodex changes. But it worked for me and I was much better that way. In fact, after 15 months of dialysis, my kidneys recovered enough not to need it anymore. They weren’t good. But they weren’t at that disaster level, so I was able to carry on because at this point I knew perfectly well that I had pretty bad kidney failure and it was only a matter of time before they would pack in and I’d need a transplant. But you know, I kept going for about six years like that.

But while having all these problems with my kidneys, it was discovered that I also had a congenital problem, polycystic liver disease. Now normally they expect polycystic liver disease to go along with polycystic kidney disease, but not in my case. In fact, my native kidneys have always been quite small, quite underdeveloped, which may have added to my problems. So polycystic liver disease, lots of hundreds of cysts in my liver and they were growing. So I think the biggest was the size of a grapefruit eventually. But I have lots and lots of these. Archie described it as, if you think about taking a pair of tights and filling them full of balls of various sizes, that’s what my liver looked like. So full of cysts and all from tiny little pea sized ones to grapefruit size, just huge. And it was compressing my stomach, making it hard for me to eat.

There’s a lot of discomfort, isn’t there?

Oh, it was awful.

When my stepfather had cancer, he had a very, very enlarged liver and you could see it. It’s very difficult finding positions to be in because yes, that just the size of it and the way it compresses and the way it impacts everything. It’s very uncomfortable way to be, very difficult to find any kind of position that’s anywhere near comfortable.

It was awful. It was, it was awful. But you know, you just live with it. Carry on. But in 1997, they took out the left lobe of my liver just to relieve the pressure. And opened up some of the cysts on the, in the right lobe. Unfortunately, a couple of the cysts closed around a portion of intestine and I suddenly couldn’t, nothing was going through. I was in hospital, so the surgeon had to go in again and free up the portion of intestine that was caught in these cysts were closing round. Oh, it was miserable. I thought I was going to die in a hospital. As soon as they’d fixed it. Two days later I checked out to the hospital against medical advice because I couldn’t eat the food that we’re giving me. Like they gave me sliced courgettes [eggplant], just boiled in water, no salt.

Yuck!

I ate them and they bounced back up again. I mean, it was just so disgusting. I said, I’m not staying here. You’re going to kill me by not feeding me properly. So I went home and my parents in law were staying with us at the time, because they had arranged to come over and and I ended up in hospital. That’s what I was doing. The actual hospital time, you know, it was a mess. So two days later and I was fine. I’d been eating real food and that was fine. But, oh, it was scary. So I just carried on. Then after that, the liver cysts continued growing until April of 2000 when I went to see the surgeon because everything was getting out of hand again. He said, well, there’s only one thing we can do now, and this is a transplant, so you have to have a liver because of the cysts. And it was getting very fibrous. It was like, you know, cirrhosis of the liver. It was just physical damage. It was compressing the bile ducts. So I was having liver failure.

This was a double transplant, was it? A liver and a kidney?

Yes, a double transplant. Because my kidneys were so bad. I had to have a kidney as well because I had very poor kidney function, because my kidneys–well, I think there was only one working anyway–wouldn’t have stood up to a long anesthetic.

I can remember Richard [Morris] talking about the difference with the operations–a liver transplant is much, much more complicated, isn’t it? A much more lengthy operation.

It’s the most complicated, it took 13 hours.

Gosh, so a long, long time to be under a general anesthetic, isn’t it?

And three hours for the kidney–that made 16 hours.

Gosh. That’s a long time.

Yeah. And it was, it was a year from the day the surgeon said you need a double transplant to me getting the transplant. I had to get a battery of tests in between times before I could get on the transplant waiting list, because they’re not going to give precious organs to someone who’s going to die of something else very quickly. That would be wasteful. So everything else about me was tested–heart, lungs, everything. I had scans and tests. Oh, it was one hospital, another hospital, testing this, that, and the other. I was fine. I was in good health because I used to go swimming. I used to walk, I’ve always had a guide dog, so I would always walk a lot. So it was actually healthy apart from having kidney failure, liver failure.

The rest of me was healthy. … Well, the rest was fine. So I eventually got a transplant, for which I was very grateful and I can remember thinking after I was called one evening it was a Wednesday evening–and Archie took me and a friend Sally came with us. She said, Archie shouldn’t be on his own with me in this situation, which was very good. And I can remember they were about to wheel me down to the operating theater. I was thinking, well either I’ll wake up or I won’t. If I wake up, everything’s fine. And if I don’t I won’t know anything else about it.

That’s true.

So that’s the way it was. And the next thing I knew it was Friday, late morning, I think when I came to, with tubes and wires and breathing apparatus, and all the rest of it. It was a — ooh, I don’t want to ever, ever have to go through anything like that again.

No. And the recovery from transplants is quite complicated, isn’t it? Can get very tricky with the anti-rejection meds.

You have to take these immunosuppressants. It was peculiar because I was put on one–cortical steroids as well. But I was put on a thing called Prograf, which is TacrolimusAnd it was so odd, because I felt as though everything around me was vibrating–it was a peculiar sensation. But no one told me it was the drug. They didn’t seem to realize that what I was experiencing was the effect of this drug. I mean, I was in hospital for weeks and then I was allowed to go home. I had to come back in a few days, the tests and they found that I was starting to have a rejection. So for the liver they upped the dose and one thing and another. And we had been reading up all around this subject. Archie is a physics graduate, so science papers, and we found there was — often what you need when you have something like this was to add another immunosuppressant one called MMF — Mycophenolate Mofetil.

That would be the next step. So when the hepatologist came to see me, we had all these papers spread out all over the hospital bed from a conference of transplant surgeons and doctors that must have just taken place, where they were discussing this sort of thing. And he looked at it and said, how come you’ve got all those papers? I’ve only just been to that conference and I haven’t got them yet. That was really funny. Anyway, we said something’s gotta be done. What about MMF? And he said, I was going to suggest that next. So he prescribed it.

And then actually everything went right. As soon as I start taking that one, everything went right. It’s funny, but I mean that doesn’t mean I didn’t have side effects, I did. There was this feeling that all everything around me was vibrating. That was from the Tacrolimus and the MMF caused joint pains, but they wore off after about six months or so. But at first I was a bit creaky. So it took quite a long time to get over the transplant and the aftereffects. I reckon it took me a couple of years to get to normal, just take the normality. But the one thing I did appreciate almost immediately was not feeling the cold.

Yes.

And that I realize it’d been all my life, I’d had poor kidney function because that makes you feel very cold.

Right. It’s like we were saying earlier that benefit of hindsight and something you mentioned earlier when you were talking about the diagnosis with the liver that your kidneys hadn’t developed properly. That reminds me of what you were saying about the, the problems you had when you were just 2, and that kind of logically makes sense, doesn’t it? If there was a problem right from that age, they didn’t develop as well as they should have done.

Exactly. After that, things were much, much better except that the kidney transplanters, they’d forgotten they’d left a catheter in place. It seemed to come out after six weeks. Of course I knew nothing about this. They showed up on scans, but no one noticed. No remarked upon it. And I didn’t know what was normal and what wasn’t. So it got much, much worse. Oh, six and a half years after the transplant and I was having problems, discomfort and things. And they suddenly realized that the problem was this catheter that had been left in place.

Wow, that is not something you want in there.

And by this time it’s a calcified. So it was going between the transplanted kidney and my bladder. And I had calcifications, you know, like gallstones but they’re kidney stones, kidney stones were everywhere. Oh, it was a mess. I had to have two operations to remove them and I bled and bled and bled. It was awful. And I had to have blood transfusions. And of course they figured that I would lose the kidney. The transplanted kidney.

Yes. Because presumably a transplanted organ is always more vulnerable.

Exactly. But the blood results weren’t as good as they had been, things were deteriorating. My creatinine levels were too high. That shows bad kidney function. And we read a book. I mean, I didn’t think anything about the kidney function and everything like that. It was by Barry Groves, it was called “Trick And Treat – how ‘healthy eating’ is making us sick” [Amazon], I think that’s the subtitle of it. And it seemed to make so much sense. It appealed to me, because he basically said get rid of the carbs, get rid of all things like that. Eat good animal fats, high fatty meats and eggs and fish and green vegetables and throw out the grains. That really appealed to me because that’s just perfect way of eating cause I don’t like sweet things. I don’t like sugar. I don’t like jam. I loathe pastry. I also loathe pizza. There you go. I’ve never understood the thing about pizza. To me it’s horrible. Well the toppings, the top, that’s fine. So all the things I didn’t like were the things I shouldn’t be eating, apparently.

It was the beginning of 2009 we started eating this way and it took most of the year. But then all my blood markers then were perfect. And the funny thing is, a couple of years ago, my hepatologist was away and a young hepatologist saw me in my regular consultation–I have to see a hepatologist every six months. So I saw this one for a change and he was looking at my blood test results as was normal, it had just been done that morning. And he kept saying normal, normal, normal, normal. I think at that point I was 15 years post transplant. He’s never seen this, you know, 15 years post transplant, everything’s perfect. And the transplant coordinator, who was lovely, she said “Look back, look back. It wasn’t always like that.” So he looked back in my file and found where things had been going wrong, and you know she says, “It was diet, diet, she fixed it with diet!”

So yes. So that, that change in the way of eating really did make a difference. When things were definitely going downhill, they started going uphill again.

It saved my life, saved my life. Made me feel so much better and I lost some weight I’d been putting on, because when you’re on immunosuppressants, you put weight on, everybody does, almost everybody anyway. I mean you’re at much higher risk of Type 2 diabetes and everything like that.

Sure. It’s the absolute perfect way of eating, not only to help with the problems you were having, but to stave off all the other potential problems that can come along as side effects.

Exactly, and I’d been able to reduce my immunosuppressants. You know, I still take the same ones, but I take a lower dose of them.

Right, which of course is going to be beneficial to you because presumably the side effects reduce as well.

Absolutely. The only thing that hasn’t got sorted is my blood pressure, which is an absolute horror. it goes up. I’m on three blood pressure medications because nothing seems to control it.

That’s interesting that it hasn’t helped with that because that is something that is one of the fast impacting things that keto does.

I know it’s fairly reactive, my blood pressure, because the slightest thing was upsets me, whoa, up in the air. I mean, I had a funny experience about a year ago. Okay. Let me backtrack — in 2016 I had a bad year, a very bad year, very stressful. My favorite cat died in April, and there was the Brexit vote in June. My guide dog Sherpa, who was born on the day of my transplant died in July. She was 15 but it’s all the same.

We were talking about this before we started recording and how how freaky it was when you were introduced to her, you discovered that she’d been born on the very day you had your transplant.

Exactly.

You would definitely fated it to be together and we were talking about how I know how important my dogs are to me and how much they mean to me and how much they positively impact my mood and when I have problems with depression, they’re what really helped get me through that. But having a guide dog, relying so much on the dog, it must take that relationship to a whole different level.

Oh yeah. Guide dogs are like people. You talk to them, you communicate all the time. The communication is not just words. You learn little signs. You’re walking along. You know what your dog is telling you. Be careful here, walk behind me here because it’s narrow and it’s just little movements. I dunno. It’s communication. You have this really strong bond and even though she was retired, she’d been retired for years and I’d got my current guide dog, Galda, still, she would lie on my feet and she would follow me everywhere still. And it was from one day to the next. I mean I knew she was, she was old and doddery, you know, but it was very sudden she would, she was able to get up and down steps even the night before, but the next day she couldn’t stand. And it was a big tumor on her spleen, that must’ve moved, and pressed upon her spine. And then she had to be put to sleep. Oh!

Devastating. In what you were saying earlier about how your blood pressure is reactive to things that happen to you. Well it must’ve been going insane.

Yeah, I think so. I didn’t bother testing. I didn’t want to know. Also that same year I’d been having trouble with a tooth–an infection under a tooth and the gum, and it wouldn’t go away. I’d had root canal work done on the tooth trying to get rid of this problem, and antibiotics, two lots. Nothing would shift it. So I asked my dentist to pull the damn thing out, which she did easily. It wasn’t hanging on very tightly that tooth and it bled. And bled and bled and the infection went away, but it must’ve got into my bloodstream somehow because in November I had a TIA, which is a minor stroke, Transient Ischemic Attack (TIA). Uh, I was just getting ready to go out because our satellite receiver had died on us and we decided that we needed to replace it. And I was putting my coat on and suddenly all my left side went numb from my head to my toes, just the left side, nothing on the right.

And I couldn’t feel my foot and I suddenly couldn’t walk because I didn’t know where my foot was on my leg and I couldn’t look, see, so we call it the emergency, the ambulance. They came and assessed me and hauled me off to Beauvais Hospital. It was an hour away. That was quite funny in a way, because on the way the paramedic who was with me happened to be a science teacher. And so we had this long conversation about the inequities of chemical farming and the awful things it does to the water supply. I was having this long scientific conversation in French of course. So there’s nothing wrong with my mind, you know, my mind just absolutely clear and I was talking perfectly well. It’s just, I couldn’t feel my left side so I was taken to hospital.

So it hadn’t affected that, because it does quite often affect speech, doesn’t it?

Yes, it does. But it didn’t, my speech was fine. All my muscles were functioning correctly. It’s just I couldn’t feel them, I couldn’t feel anything.

Yes. So you could actually move. It was just very difficult because you weren’t getting the right signals.

The left side–I couldn’t coordinate my left side.

How interesting.

So they took me to Beauvais, which happened to be the hospital that was working that weekend for emergencies. Of course, first thing they do is test your blood. It’s just everyone to see if they’ve got some high blood sugar. Mine was low. Mine was 71, they say 0.71 here, the way they measure it. And they said, Oh are you okay? You know? Yeah, I’m fine. You need to test my ketones–2.8. So they didn’t worry. They didn’t seem to be too worried about that. So when did you last eat? I said, breakfast. I had an omelet at breakfast time. By this time it was about six or seven o’clock in the evening. I said, it’s alright, I’m not hungry. It was very funny in many ways. They did an MRI scan, but they couldn’t find any sign of what had happened to me. I saw a very sensible urologist who said sometimes you have to wait a couple of weeks before it shows up. A tiny, tiny bleed like that will only show up after a while, it kind of leaves a scar. And that’s what in fact happened. They did find it where it was expected to be found. It was definitely a TIA because I was in hospital for six days until I could walk safely, indoors at least. And they sent me home with a prescription for 20 sessions with a physiotherapist. Luckily there was a physiotherapist within a few minutes’ walk from our house.

Oh very handy.

So I was able to after when my friend Francianne, she’s lovely. She used to have a pet dog and we used to walk our dogs together. Now she just, her dog died almost a year ago and she accompanies me to walk out in the forest. She helped me going to the physio for the first couple of times until I felt safe enough on my feet to get that with Garda, and after that we were fine. We could do it on our own.

Right. So that helped restore at least some of the function.

Yes, it was exercises basically for coordination. Now I’ve gained most of the feeling back, except partial lack of feeling in my left foot and in my left hand. Almost everywhere else is fine. But the physio, I felt I had to, I had to get going. I have a young dog. She was still young enough to want to get out quite a bit, I couldn’t just not go out. Just give up. It wasn’t done. It wasn’t acceptable.

Presumably. That’s a very helpful part. That motivation is a helpful part of your recovery, I imagine.

Definitely. I mean it was a good reason. hat dog is precious to me and she’s such a good guide dog. She loves her work. She had to have work to do.

And what kind of dog is she? I mean we often think, I always remember growing up in the UK it was, typically all the guide dogs you saw were yellow Labradors. I don’t know what the standard is in France. Is there a typical dog they use as guide dogs?

There’s a lots of Labradors. She’s a Labrador-Golden Retriever cross and she’s black. Now, three out of four of my guide dogs have been black. I’ve had two pure Labradors, black, and then Garda’s a Labrador-Golden Retriever cross. Shep was a Labrador-Golden Retriever cross, but she was a yellow one. And looked much more like a retriever. She was the same cross as Garda. Garda looks like a Labrador. Oh guide dogs can be all kinds. In the same class with me when I got Garda, there was, I don’t know what to call them in English–a Barbet, which is the ancestor of the poodle.

Okay, I don’t know those.

The same kind of poodle-y coat. There was a golden retriever and there was a Hovawart, which is a German farm dog.

Yeah, sure. Can’t picture that at all.

They’re black and tan. They’ve got similar markings to a Golden setter.

Right.

If you know what a Golden setter, it’s a big black and tan dog. But the Hovawart is not quite as big. We used to have a Golden setter. Oh he was adorable. So yes, Garda looks like a Labrador but she’s Labrador-Golden Retriever cross and she’s gorgeous and she loves her work.

Yes. And so it must have done you good, you know, having to get out and about with her.

Absolutely.

We were talking a little bit about how frustrated you get. I was asking you how you navigate your way around a computer and you were talking about the different sort of hot keys you use on the board and you were saying that you make more mistakes now just because of that slight lower functionality in your left hand.

Absolutely. It drives me insane, because I used to be a very accurate typist, and now I have to slow down and I still make mistakes. I still–my left hand does stupid things, you know, it’ll hit two keys at once and I’m trying to get it right. I’m trying to make that hand work. I play the guitar and make it work. Good exercise for it.

Yes. Presumably that that’s the best thing you can do is just to keep doing different things that not only use those muscles physically, but also the link with your brain instructing it. So I can see that with and doing different kinds of things. So moving away from the computer keyboard and doing something very different, like playing the guitar.

I play the guitar, I knit, I sew, I crochet. So it all uses hands.

Hmm. And you have to be thinking about what you’re doing at the same time.

Yes, the guitar playing is quite–you have to do fairly complex things with your left hand. Well it depends what you play. I like to make it do things, I play acoustic guitar, so you have to play reasonably interesting stuff on the acoustic guitar.

Yes. And I’m talking about that and navigating around the computer–that’s what you’ve done. That’s what you help other people learn.

Yeah. I teach other people, I teach other blind people to use their Mac computers and to use the iPhones or iPads. Some have come from using Windows and they start using a Mac and they need to learn a few things. That’s usually pretty quick. Some people have never used a computer before and I teach them. It’s interesting. I like helping people to be able to use their computers. And older people who’ve lost their sight later on. Teaching them how to use VoiceOver free screen reader, so they can keep in touch with their families. It’s satisfying.

Yes. And it, it must just open up the world again.

Absolutely. I don’t know what I’d do without my computer, I’m always on the Internet looking things up. I’m fundamentally curious. So I’m always googling things, you know, I can’t help it. I always want to know everything.

Oh, me too. That’s the great thing, isn’t it? Just ask Google anything you think of anything you want to know the answer to, yeah, I’ll just go and ask Google. It is fascinating.

Of course I read blogs and stuff on the computer. Got radio stations programmed in, lots of music on here. And my computer speaks any languages I want it to speak. Macs have built-in voices for lots of different languages, 20 odd languages, anyway.

Yes. You were explaining to me earlier before we started recording that and that’s presumably, is it why you favor Macs is that they have these built in functions that are very useful?

Um, yes, but also because we were given a Mac in 1996 and got used to them. It was free. The Mairie were giving it away. It was old at the time. It was, but we were doing some translating. It was really handy to have it. So we were very grateful. We were roughed it, because Archie was teaching English in the village to children and adults, as you know, in evening classes. So they thought of him and said, do you need this? Could you use this computer? So yes, please. Thank you. So that’s how we started using the Mac.

That was nice. Yes, exactly the same for me. My first Mac was a hand me down. That’s how I got into it.

So first I had to pay for a screen reader for it. But it was in 2005 when the operating system, it was Tiger, came out. And the VoiceOver was built in then, the screen reader was built in. I’d had the beta version of it the summer before, so I’d done a bit of testing, hadn’t done very much. I actually got into their beta testing program after that and did quite a lot for several years of beta testing of the new OS before it came out. Oh, along with lots of other people. You know, we were quite a big team doing VoiceOver, so I learned a lot about it.

Yes. Interesting. And helped shape the future development.

Yeah. And then when we started a website, and a discussion list for French speaking, Mac users, blind Mac users, because there were no resources for blind French people to teach them how to use their Macs. So we started a website and a discussion list and it’s still going strong. It’s celebrated its 10th anniversary last May and we have about 300 subscribers to the discussion list. They just share their experiences now, we don’t have to do much at all these days because there’s lots of them now and they all help one another.

Fantastic.

But we started it and we said, isn’t it hilarious? We have to be two Brits.

It is quite often the case it, it has to be said. But that is the lovely side of the Internet. This ability to find likeminded people. I mean in this case it is actually fellow French people who are just located here. But the beauty of it is, and how I found it so helpful, is just tapping into the, you know, first the weight loss surgery community and then the low carb and Keto community. And speaking to people all over the world and how you can tap into this fantastic local support group that is completely international.

Exactly. I was on all these language lists for blind Mac users. From the moment that Tiger came out, one started then, called Mac Visionaries and I’m still with that one. And others have come and gone and there’s one for the iPhone. There’s lots of these discussion lists now all over the world, in all different languages. It’s so funny. We started the French one.

Yes. You should be very proud of that.

I’m fairly well known in France among blind Mac users, but a lot of blind people know of me because of that. They don’t know much about me, but they know of me.

And they help you give them in the work you’ve done.

Yeah. They know who to come to. I mean our phone number’s on the website. So I get phone calls all the time from people asking for help, advice on Macs and iPhones and things. It’s good. But I do have trouble sometimes when I’m reading some of the the messages on the iPhone list asking about the Weight Watchers app.

No, I don’t use them!

Poor things. You poor things. I can’t really do anything. The list is for practical solutions to what they’re asking for. You know, it’s not for me to tell them don’t do that. I think once I send a message to this — my iPhone app meant I was able to read my Ketonix. We’ve got the basic Ketonix, from a few years ago, which just changes color, not got the fancy, nothing fancy. So I am able to detect the color with the iPhone. So I use my iPhone when I can be bothered to test my ketones. I just do it with a, check it with the iPhone to read. I have to hold it against the barrel of the Ketonix, and it will tell me the color.

How fascinating.

So I did post that and a few people said, what’s a Ketonix? So it’s a great way to introduce.

A good lead-in to try and steer them away from bad choices. So talking about Keto, what’s an average day of eating Keto? What does that look like for you?

Hmm, breakfast. Well, we normally do eat breakfast because Archie mostly works in Paris as a teacher, so we have breakfast together, sociable. Bacon and eggs or scrambled eggs with ham or other stuff. Sometimes we put cheese in there as well. So that’s breakfast. Lunch, I am usually eating cheese. It’s the easiest thing to eat alone. Quick and easy and practical.

We do have a fantastic choice here as well. You can make a great meal out of cheese.

Oh, this is a cheese [paradise]. I don’t know if you’re familiar with Brillat-Savarin. It’s very, very, very high fat cheese. It’s maybe 70% [fat]. It’s called after Jean Anthelme Brillat-Savarin, who wrote “Physiologie du goût” in the 19th century. He was a low carber.

So hence the lovely high fat. Which region is that from?

Do you know, I don’t know.

We shall ask Google later. 

[Daisy here. It is from the Burgundy region which is in east-central France and also has the most amazing wines which happen to go perfectly with said cheese! Wikipedia ]

Yes, it’s delicious. We’ve got some in the fridge at the moment.

It sounds like the perfect keto cheese.

Oh, it is, it’s fabulous. We caused a stir once in a restaurant. We were out with friends. It was in Douet, further north from here. We’re in a restaurant and it came to the cheese and I said to the waiter, what’s your highest fat cheese? He’d never been asked that before. Kind of what it was, but I’ll always eat the highest fat cheeses. Yeah, I love cheese.

Me too.

Cooked cheese. Well tonight, what we should have for dinner tonight, is cauliflower cheese but it’s our cauliflower cheese. Our cauliflower cheese is based on steamed cauliflower and then it’s a bit loud on the bacon bits. Big cubes of bacon, they’re cooked with sliced mushrooms and then we make a sauce with cheddar cheese–we can get cheddar in the local — in Leclerc.

Yeah, I can too.

The best cheese for sauce is Cheddar. It really makes the best sauce, so that’s what we use, we make lots and we use about 250 grams of Cheddar.

So what else do you have in your sauce, what is the saucy bit?

Full fat milk, that is raw milk that we buy direct from the farm. And we use arrowroot to thicken it because we only use half the amount you would use if you were using corn flour.

Right. I tell you what I use and you’ll appreciate this if you like the higher fat. I make a cheese sauce and I, I actually don’t bother with any thickener. It does tend to split a little but I’m not too bothered about that. I just mix creme fraiche and grated cheese and that’s my sauce and that works very well. So you ought to try that.

Does it heat up alright?

Yes. Yes. I mean I don’t make it in a sauce pan, like a sauce. So for example with the cauliflower cheese and I did make this recently, so I’ll par cook the cauliflower. I might do that in the oven or I might steam it and then I will just literally mix up the creme fraiche and the grated cheese and I’ll mix it in with the cauliflower. And then that goes in the oven.

I think we might try that.

And that works really well at it. Like I say, it might split a little bit, you know, it tastes as good and I’m fine with that. I keep meaning to get some, I think it’s sodium citrate. Richard Morris is always talking about that and how you can literally make a sauce with just cheese and a bit of water and you add that and it emulsifies it. But there is another trick actually, and I have used this and it does work. So if you make that sauce with the cream or the creme fraiche — you know what it’s like trying to get cream here. All you can get is that awful UHT stuff. It’s not, it’s not very good is it?

We get beautiful cream from pasteurized milk. From the farm.

Oh I’m very jealous. Oh, and of course then you would be able to make the perfect clotted cream. You could turn that cream into clotted cream, which would be even better. I’m very jealous. But, so anyway, I take the normal creme fraiche that I buy and the cheese. Like I say now if you put a bit of mayonnaise in that — sounds weird, but it does act as an emulsifier and it just helps hold it together and then it doesn’t tend to split. Not much like a tablespoon or something. And it just sort of acts as a bit of a binder.

We make mayonnaise from the recipe in Ivor Cummins and Jeffry Gerber’s book, “Eat Rich, Live Long.” [Amazon] There’s a mayonnaise recipe in there that works every time.

Oh, I have to have a look at that. I do have the book. I don’t remember the recipe. I should look it up.

It’s brilliant. Works every time. We used to buy mayonnaise, now we don’t because it’s so easy. Because we used to find with the traditional mayonnaise recipe, it would misbehave sometimes. You know, we’d often waste an egg because the temperature was wrong. This works every time. It’s fantastic.

It’s not that stick blender method is it? I know I’ve used that, and it does work every time, doesn’t it?

Yes, it works every time.

You just put your egg and some acid down in the bottom, don’t you? And pour the oil on top, press the stick blender down. And just blend it and then you go, it does work.

We do use olive oil. They say, ‘oh olive oil is too strong,’ well, olive oil is traditional–mayonnaise should be made with olive oil.

It’s fine if you like the flavor. I don’t actually, I’ve tried making it with olive oil and it’s just too strong for me. But yes, I mean, I can imagine delicious. If you really liked the flavor of olive oil, but it’s a little bit too strong.

It’s also best if left for a day or so.

Hmm. Just to let the flavors develop. Yeah,

Yeah.

Mmm. Well, it sounds like you’ve got a great dinner — loaded cauliflower then basically.

Yeah. Yeah. That’s, that’s usually what we have on a Monday night. We can pick up the BBC television by satellite. On a Monday evening, we just eat cauliflower cheese and watch “Only Connect” and “University Challenge”, which just tells you what nerds we are.

I was going to say it doesn’t surprise me that there are programs that you enjoy. I can, I can imagine. Going back to how you mentioned earlier, your shared passions of things like cryptic crosswords, it sounds like it fits in perfectly well. That will be an enjoyable, we’re actually recording on a Monday, so yes, that’s your evening planned ahead. It sounds great. It’s been wonderful talking to you today and hearing your story. I knew it would be interesting. Maybe you could leave us with a top tip.

Um, you know, I was thinking– don’t stress about things. In a hundred years time, what’s the difference going to be? Don’t stress. Life’s too short to be stressed.

That’s very true.

Something funny I have to tell you. I have a particular favorite musician, but that’s not relevant to this. But something he said in a film about his life was, if you wake up in the morning, and you’re not hurting anywhere, you’re dead.

Yes. That’s probably kind of true.

So don’t stress about it. If it hurts somewhere, you’re still alive.

You mentioned earlier about when you’ve had significant trauma early on, you just, you get to accept things and move forward the best you can and you might as well see the best in things as much as seeing the bad, because you’re going to enjoy life more. But as we said before, it sounds to me like you’ve got a great support system around you with, with the wonderful Archie and your dogs and cats, too. And it sounds like they all really, really help you have the positive outlook that you do.

Oh Archie’s brilliant. I can’t believe I’ve still got him because five years ago he had esophageal cancer. But he recovered. He recovered because he’d been eating keto.

So he’s been through his health traumas too.

Yeah. And that was caused by medication, that was caused by an anti-inflammatory med.

Right. And has eating this way benefited him too?

Oh yeah. I mean, he was eating this way anyway, but he got very, very strict and I mean, for a time he couldn’t even swallow, so it was just awful. But he was able to fast relatively easily compared with someone who wasn’t used to this sort of thing. He’s actually completely clear of cancer. I mean, has it been now since, well, less than a year after he was diagnosed with it, he was pronounced clear of it, which is very unusual.

Yes. That is very unusual. And isn’t that one of the kind of cancers that is generally quite difficult to get rid of?

It’s a very deadly cancer.

I thought it was. It sort of came to mind. I was thinking that.

One of the most deadly. He avoided surgery, had chemo and radiotherapy, one cycle of it. Did keto all the way.

It’s difficult to say, isn’t it? Because you can’t do that test study of repeating that experience not doing keto.

No. But you see enough people who don’t do it and don’t survive.

Exactly. So it sounds like it certainly played a part.

in my family. Low carb and Keto. Well he survived. My brother has a brain tumor. He’s lived with it now for seven years. Went low carb and his doctors can’t believe it either, so.

Wow. Yeah. That sounds like more than a coincidence to me.

I think so, yeah. I mean, if I had a cancer, that’s how–I hope I wouldn’t! But if something occurred–because you can’t avoid all the risk factors, just like me, I didn’t mention the heart attack, of course. Yeah. After the stroke, five weeks after my stroke I had a heart attack. But that was just, once again, it was one thing and I got over it. I refused to take a statin.

Oh, good for you. Yes. I can’t see how they benefit anyone really.

I argued with the cardiologist at the hospital. We didn’t get on, so I found another cardiologist to look to all the medication I was taking. Oh, you take enough.

Yeah, Let’s not add another one that really won’t do you any favors anyway.

Civilized man anyways, he could tell just as well.

Oh good. Well thank you very much. Thank you for sharing your story. It has been wonderful.

Thank you. I’ve enjoyed it actually. Yes. So I forgot the odd bits to the end, there you go.

That’s okay. I hope your weather improved, but I hope you’re not sending it down my way. I’ve got a nasty feeling you are!

I’m afraid we might be.